I'm not eloquent with words so here it goes...
I usually do not ask for help...so this is very hard for me. I can generally do things on my own.
I am an addict and I can't do this on my own. I like dipping but I know I've got to quit before its too late. I have used smokeless tobacco for a lot of years and it has been my crutch. I don't use illegal drugs, I don't really drink (maybe once or twice a year) but I use smokeless tobacco. As I am finding out this addiction can be just as bad.
After reading your comments in other sections of this site, I have decided to move my quit date up to 1/29/17. I want to put this crap down forever. I have a 13 years old son that thinks the world of me. I am scared to death that he will pick up this habit. I hate myself sometimes because I use tobacco.
I am surprised by the emotions that I am feeling as I write these words. Had to close my door. Never really put myself out there like this...so I'm nervous and scared. But I know I'm doing the right thing.