I strayed, fucked up... many times... but am a bitch of a quitter

[Done4Me]

At least you have the balls to come back a third time. Hope you have the balls to post daily, keep your promise, and never think you have it licked to the point of leaving.

No excuses this time. You have an early history here. You know the ropes. Step up in July and be a quitter first, leader second.

[klark]

Where is your old intro? Sounds like you been through a lot of shit. Also appears you pissed away a lot of quit.

Perhaps you could be helpful to those newbies who are struggling. Also to those who think they have this thing beat and are toying with the idea of "just one"?

Quit on...

There's no "just one". You see it all over the site. I did just one.... then "ninja dipped" for two and half years. I was a pro ninja dipper. the only person i hurt was me.... oh no wait.... the times i spent on the shitter ninja dipping then hopping in the shower.... it was hours away from my now wife that I just avoided people. I strayed from the site and fucked up. I know if I go my 100 then check in regularly I"m quit. I am now, 2.5 weeks, but that's just the start. If you think you're quit, don't let anything throw away 1490 days.

Looked for my old intro and my old HOF speech. Gone. As if I never existed. IDK why that happened. I looked for my HOF speech and saw 30 "quitters" that fell back into their old habits soon after their HOF. They're still there... ironic. My old intro and HOF speech should be erased.... my quit blew away like dust in the wind. I'm here, now and my forever.... yes not forever, but my forever. I hope that's until I die, but I control that more than anything in my life. All I can do is support and quit today.

Maybe its because you're a walking mushroom cloud. Maybe the last two rounds, you really shit on people who trusted you, and you took a giant shit on them.

Or...maybe you never really invested in yourself, your Quit, or this site. Now you come back and expect everyone to come in here and give you a handjob because you have a fiance that hugs you when you lie.

You got some work to do.

I don't want to hear excuses, you want to be a bad ass quitter, show up in January 2010 daily. I am not going to hunt you down, you know this works. You will get support by your actions. I support you, but you need to be there daily. And if you can't make it, text me, you have my number.

This is a daily thing, commit to it, and I will give you all the support you want.

[Nolaq]

Where is your old intro? Sounds like you been through a lot of shit. Also appears you pissed away a lot of quit.

Perhaps you could be helpful to those newbies who are struggling. Also to those who think they have this thing beat and are toying with the idea of "just one"?

Quit on...

There's no "just one". You see it all over the site. I did just one.... then "ninja dipped" for two and half years. I was a pro ninja dipper. the only person i hurt was me.... oh no wait.... the times i spent on the shitter ninja dipping then hopping in the shower.... it was hours away from my now wife that I just avoided people. I strayed from the site and fucked up. I know if I go my 100 then check in regularly I"m quit. I am now, 2.5 weeks, but that's just the start. If you think you're quit, don't let anything throw away 1490 days.

Looked for my old intro and my old HOF speech. Gone. As if I never existed. IDK why that happened. I looked for my HOF speech and saw 30 "quitters" that fell back into their old habits soon after their HOF. They're still there... ironic. My old intro and HOF speech should be erased.... my quit blew away like dust in the wind. I'm here, now and my forever.... yes not forever, but my forever. I hope that's until I die, but I control that more than anything in my life. All I can do is support and quit today.

Maybe its because you're a walking mushroom cloud. Maybe the last two rounds, you really shit on people who trusted you, and you took a giant shit on them.

Or...maybe you never really invested in yourself, your Quit, or this site. Now you come back and expect everyone to come in here and give you a handjob because you have a fiance that hugs you when you lie.

You got some work to do.

[danojeno]

Post your story including the 3 questions in your new and old group.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Don't be a whiny butt. Own your quit this time. Obviously, you did not own your quit last time.

[Snowboredm]

Where is your old intro? Sounds like you been through a lot of shit. Also appears you pissed away a lot of quit.

Perhaps you could be helpful to those newbies who are struggling. Also to those who think they have this thing beat and are toying with the idea of "just one"?

Quit on...

There's no "just one". You see it all over the site. I did just one.... then "ninja dipped" for two and half years. I was a pro ninja dipper. the only person i hurt was me.... oh no wait.... the times i spent on the shitter ninja dipping then hopping in the shower.... it was hours away from my now wife that I just avoided people. I strayed from the site and fucked up. I know if I go my 100 then check in regularly I"m quit. I am now, 2.5 weeks, but that's just the start. If you think you're quit, don't let anything throw away 1490 days.

Looked for my old intro and my old HOF speech. Gone. As if I never existed. IDK why that happened. I looked for my HOF speech and saw 30 "quitters" that fell back into their old habits soon after their HOF. They're still there... ironic. My old intro and HOF speech should be erased.... my quit blew away like dust in the wind. I'm here, now and my forever.... yes not forever, but my forever. I hope that's until I die, but I control that more than anything in my life. All I can do is support and quit today.

[Snowboredm]

Where is your old intro? Sounds like you been through a lot of shit. Also appears you pissed away a lot of quit.

Perhaps you could be helpful to those newbies who are struggling. Also to those who think they have this thing beat and are toying with the idea of "just one"?

Quit on...

There's no "just one". You see it all over the site. I did just one.... then "ninja dipped" for two and half years. I was a pro ninja dipper. the only person i hurt was me.... oh no wait.... the times i spent on the shitter ninja dipping then hopping in the shower.... it was hours away from my now wife that I just avoided people. I strayed from the site and fucked up. I know if I go my 100 then check in regularly I"m quit. I am now, 2.5 weeks, but that's just the start. If you think you're quit, don't let anything throw away 1490 days.

[Snowboredm]

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This is actually round three here for you. So what happened with round 2? Looks like you made it about 2 weeks and ghosted.

I own the round two fuckup. But KTC people were fucking assholes. I didn't get a single support message over a week of posting. No excuses. Want to bust my balls, go fuck yourself. I'm back to my quitting. One day at a time.

[J2b]

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This is actually round three here for you. So what happened with round 2? Looks like you made it about 2 weeks and ghosted.

[J2b]

I'm here. I was a super fucking quitter. Yes, WAS. I had over 4 years of quit. Sept 4, 2009, DEC 2009 HOF class. I rolled with all the punches, made over 800 posts. All Day Every Day. Lived in Chatroom. Had this totally beat. The girl I was dating when I quit couldn't trust me. Dated someone for two years, we were going to get married.... she went to the psych ward a month before the wedding because she had issues and ended everything. She walked away with 17k in the bank and me 10k in debt because we were "saving for the future." I went to Vegas the weekend we were supposed to get married. Smoked. That was it. That was 2.5 years ago. I hated smoking so I got back to the chew. Quit a few times for a few days or weeks. But the Nic Bitch had me again. I threw away 1490 days and struggled for more than 1/3 of that - 536 days. I"m quit again. For the final time. I have a new fiance who knows everything and loves me in spite of my flaws. She knows my dip history, my ninja dipping, and still hugs me when I lie. I'm done. For her. Yes, for me. For me to still have her in my life. I hope you can quit for you... because of someone you have in your life. But ultimately for you. Because your quit has to be selfish.

So what are you going to do different this time to actually quit?

Forget about your stops of the past, they don't really mean shit anymore. Your story has been on repeat with addicts of all types for pretty much ever. You were not a Super Fucking Quitter. There is no such animal. Quit doesn't have levels. You are just quit or not.

So again, what are you going to do differently this time?

[Diesel2112]

Where is your old intro? Sounds like you been through a lot of shit. Also appears you pissed away a lot of quit.

Perhaps you could be helpful to those newbies who are struggling. Also to those who think they have this thing beat and are toying with the idea of "just one"?

Quit on...

[Snowboredm]

I'm here. I was a super fucking quitter. Yes, WAS. I had over 4 years of quit. Sept 4, 2009, DEC 2009 HOF class. I rolled with all the punches, made over 800 posts. All Day Every Day. Lived in Chatroom. Had this totally beat. The girl I was dating when I quit couldn't trust me. Dated someone for two years, we were going to get married.... she went to the psych ward a month before the wedding because she had issues and ended everything. She walked away with 17k in the bank and me 10k in debt because we were "saving for the future." I went to Vegas the weekend we were supposed to get married. Smoked. That was it. That was 2.5 years ago. I hated smoking so I got back to the chew. Quit a few times for a few days or weeks. But the Nic Bitch had me again. I threw away 1490 days and struggled for more than 1/3 of that - 536 days. I"m quit again. For the final time. I have a new fiance who knows everything and loves me in spite of my flaws. She knows my dip history, my ninja dipping, and still hugs me when I lie. I'm done. For her. Yes, for me. For me to still have her in my life. I hope you can quit for you... because of someone you have in your life. But ultimately for you. Because your quit has to be selfish.