Day 9

[4TheWin]

CONGRATULATIONS! HALFWAY TO FAMOUS!!

You are doing great. Plenty of challenges ahead, but think how far you have come already!

The biggest thing is that you have bought into things here, and you realize you are an addict.

Stay humble and don't let your guard down. The nic b*tch is still lurking for sure.

Proud to quit with you today brother!

'party2'

[laxdaddy27]

Today is 48 - Do you have any idea how excited I am that Sunday I get to jump up and down on the landing! Half way to the HOF. Rounding the corner. Every day is a climb, everyday there are choices, today I chose to stay quit.

And I hope you guys all feel the same, but IM FUCKING THRILLED TO BE QUIT, PROUD OF MYSELF FOR IT EVERYDAY. I have made some great friends in my quit, I may not have any idea what you guys look like, probably will never meet most of you but your digits and comments have pulled me through many craves. Im here if you need me, anytime day or night!

Lax '40'

[eric71]

Today is day 46, tomorrow I turn 46. Love being quit. every other nicotine vacation was just that, i always knew it was temporary. how stupid is that, go through the first 5 - 10 days only to put yourself through that again.

Got in an argument (slight) with a co worker yesterday that laughed at my 45 days saying he hasent smoked in 3 years, then he pulled out his vape and took in a few lung fulls of the whore.

Cold turkey, one day at a time, rinse and repeat!

i do this for myself, the wife, kids, and you crazy fuckers.

I was an addict yesterday, I am today and I will be again tomorrow, but for today i will WIN! '40'

Life is full of hypocrites that we can see coming from miles away. Be someone who can be counted on to stand by their word day in, day out, through good times and bad.

[laxdaddy27]

Today is day 46, tomorrow I turn 46. Love being quit. every other nicotine vacation was just that, i always knew it was temporary. how stupid is that, go through the first 5 - 10 days only to put yourself through that again.

Got in an argument (slight) with a co worker yesterday that laughed at my 45 days saying he hasent smoked in 3 years, then he pulled out his vape and took in a few lung fulls of the whore.

Cold turkey, one day at a time, rinse and repeat!

i do this for myself, the wife, kids, and you crazy fuckers.

I was an addict yesterday, I am today and I will be again tomorrow, but for today i will WIN! '40'

[eric71]

44 days in and im an irritable FUCK! In the last two days ive picked fights with my kids, wife, and just about every fucking person Ive seen. Best / Worst case situation is I dont even want to chew, havent though about chew. Im proud as fuck of my 44 days - shit that day 50 landing is right around the corner, then its up again to the HOF. Maybe its my Birthday coming up I turn 46 on my day 47 but to be honest age has never affected me.

Maybe I'm just and asshole!

I don't give a shit as long as you keep posting and I can see that bouncing avatar.
I'm surprised at the challenging days I've had this far into it, I mean the lack of sleep, the occasional crave, the irritableness. I spent 35 years wiring my brain for it; I suppose I can't expect to undo it in a few short weeks. The dip dreams are wild though. Had the same consecutive dream twice last night. I packed it in tight, could see the juice coalescing on my fingers as I pinched it out, I could smell it. Then I stopped and dropped it right there and woke up, all startled and shit. Went back to sleep and had the same damn dream.
Why can't it be some college cheerleader or something cool like that?

You are going to have these days from time to time. Be humble, apologize, thank them for being tolerant and understanding. They will see you are trying and staying quit. That will mean a lot to them. If you're not sorry, then you are an asshole, lol!

[laxdaddy27]

44 days in and im an irritable FUCK! In the last two days ive picked fights with my kids, wife, and just about every fucking person Ive seen. Best / Worst case situation is I dont even want to chew, havent though about chew. Im proud as fuck of my 44 days - shit that day 50 landing is right around the corner, then its up again to the HOF. Maybe its my Birthday coming up I turn 46 on my day 47 but to be honest age has never affected me.

Maybe I'm just and asshole!

I don't give a shit as long as you keep posting and I can see that bouncing avatar.
I'm surprised at the challenging days I've had this far into it, I mean the lack of sleep, the occasional crave, the irritableness. I spent 35 years wiring my brain for it; I suppose I can't expect to undo it in a few short weeks. The dip dreams are wild though. Had the same consecutive dream twice last night. I packed it in tight, could see the juice coalescing on my fingers as I pinched it out, I could smell it. Then I stopped and dropped it right there and woke up, all startled and shit. Went back to sleep and had the same damn dream.
Why can't it be some college cheerleader or something cool like that?

Yeah - Most of the day I dont think about it, but Im eating Ice Breaker mints by the barrel. Night time is my worst, but pulling in the driveway is awesome cause once im home im safe. Dreams are fucked up, lack of sleep right now (past week) is friggin killing me. I mean theres only so much online porn a guy can watch.

But failing myself, my family and your fuckers is what keeps me going. It will never be cured but someday it will be better.

Proud to be a winning addict with you! and my bouncing Honey!

[Athan]

44 days in and im an irritable FUCK! In the last two days ive picked fights with my kids, wife, and just about every fucking person Ive seen. Best / Worst case situation is I dont even want to chew, havent though about chew. Im proud as fuck of my 44 days - shit that day 50 landing is right around the corner, then its up again to the HOF. Maybe its my Birthday coming up I turn 46 on my day 47 but to be honest age has never affected me.

Maybe I'm just and asshole!

I don't give a shit as long as you keep posting and I can see that bouncing avatar.
I'm surprised at the challenging days I've had this far into it, I mean the lack of sleep, the occasional crave, the irritableness. I spent 35 years wiring my brain for it; I suppose I can't expect to undo it in a few short weeks. The dip dreams are wild though. Had the same consecutive dream twice last night. I packed it in tight, could see the juice coalescing on my fingers as I pinched it out, I could smell it. Then I stopped and dropped it right there and woke up, all startled and shit. Went back to sleep and had the same damn dream.
Why can't it be some college cheerleader or something cool like that?

[laxdaddy27]

44 days in and im an irritable FUCK! In the last two days ive picked fights with my kids, wife, and just about every fucking person Ive seen. Best / Worst case situation is I dont even want to chew, havent though about chew. Im proud as fuck of my 44 days - shit that day 50 landing is right around the corner, then its up again to the HOF. Maybe its my Birthday coming up I turn 46 on my day 47 but to be honest age has never affected me.

Maybe I'm just and asshole!

[4TheWin]

Hey man....those f*cking dip dreams are a trip aren't they. When I first read about them here I thought "well that is weird and that ain't gonna happen to me" but sure as shit, the vets were right AGAIN.

Keep crushing it every day. AND CONGRATS ON HITTING 40!!!!

[laxdaddy27]

Today is my 38th day quit. Its also the first time in 25 years that I've been with the women that i choose (she choose me) to live life with, that im nicotine free on her Birthday. I bought her presents, kids made her cards, we hung streamers and balloons. Last night we destroyed the kitchen making her cake, tonight we will celebrate.

1st thing she said this morning was this was her best Birthday ever cause im not filling my face with death.

Why we addicts risked our lives for so long is unbelievably stupid. I am an addict. I will be everyday im on this earth. The nicotine bitch is real and is having an affair with some part of my brain that doesn't want to let her go. That part of my brain is getting smaller every day. It will never shrink completely but with you BAQ's and a place called KTC, I can win! One day at a time, I post here, I have made my one promise calendar that I keep with me. Its reads this and I read it everyday:

1) My promise is, I want to live, I want to be a better husband and father, a happier, healthier supporter of all that we do!
2) My promise is to end all the lies associated with chewing tobacco.
3) My promise is, I want to grow old watching you develop and become everything you are meant to be.
4) My promise is, I love you more than the false satisfaction i get from chewing tobacco.

NONE MEANS NONE, ONE AND I FAIL. FAILURE IS A CHOICE
IM NOT ON VACATION, IM QUIT FOR LIFE

We do what we need to to stay quit. This helps me, seeing a calendar with 38 highlighted days in a row helps

But nothing is as powerful as posting roll here, getting and sending daily text with BAQ's from here, reaching out and talking with people walking the same shit trail that one day will be paved in gold.

Bottom line is if you want to quit and stay quit KTC can be your strongest supporter. Key is you have to want it.

Great stuff right here. Keep on winning!

I still want it after nearly 4 years because there is no cure.

Fucked up but i had the most real, im chewing dream last night. Right to the point of feeling the buzz, you know the one we haven't felt in years cause our body's were more used to having a dip then they were with out one. I remember it like it was the most real thing in my life. I remember being pissed cause I knew i fucked up a great quit, pissed cause I had to face you BAQ when I had to admit I caved. I literally remember putting it in, and hating myself for doing it. Waking up with out it was a feeling like no other. proud of myself for it all being bullshit, pissed at myself for allowing something so fucking stupid to have that kind of hold on me. My name is LAXDADDY27 AND I AM AN ADDICT!

[Thumblewort]

Today is my 38th day quit. Its also the first time in 25 years that I've been with the women that i choose (she choose me) to live life with, that im nicotine free on her Birthday. I bought her presents, kids made her cards, we hung streamers and balloons. Last night we destroyed the kitchen making her cake, tonight we will celebrate.

1st thing she said this morning was this was her best Birthday ever cause im not filling my face with death.

Why we addicts risked our lives for so long is unbelievably stupid. I am an addict. I will be everyday im on this earth. The nicotine bitch is real and is having an affair with some part of my brain that doesn't want to let her go. That part of my brain is getting smaller every day. It will never shrink completely but with you BAQ's and a place called KTC, I can win! One day at a time, I post here, I have made my one promise calendar that I keep with me. Its reads this and I read it everyday:

1) My promise is, I want to live, I want to be a better husband and father, a happier, healthier supporter of all that we do!
2) My promise is to end all the lies associated with chewing tobacco.
3) My promise is, I want to grow old watching you develop and become everything you are meant to be.
4) My promise is, I love you more than the false satisfaction i get from chewing tobacco.

NONE MEANS NONE, ONE AND I FAIL. FAILURE IS A CHOICE
IM NOT ON VACATION, IM QUIT FOR LIFE

We do what we need to to stay quit. This helps me, seeing a calendar with 38 highlighted days in a row helps

But nothing is as powerful as posting roll here, getting and sending daily text with BAQ's from here, reaching out and talking with people walking the same shit trail that one day will be paved in gold.

Bottom line is if you want to quit and stay quit KTC can be your strongest supporter. Key is you have to want it.

Great stuff right here. Keep on winning!

I still want it after nearly 4 years because there is no cure.

[eric71]

Today is my 38th day quit. Its also the first time in 25 years that I've been with the women that i choose (she choose me) to live life with, that im nicotine free on her Birthday. I bought her presents, kids made her cards, we hung streamers and balloons. Last night we destroyed the kitchen making her cake, tonight we will celebrate.

1st thing she said this morning was this was her best Birthday ever cause im not filling my face with death.

Why we addicts risked our lives for so long is unbelievably stupid. I am an addict. I will be everyday im on this earth. The nicotine bitch is real and is having an affair with some part of my brain that doesn't want to let her go. That part of my brain is getting smaller every day. It will never shrink completely but with you BAQ's and a place called KTC, I can win! One day at a time, I post here, I have made my one promise calendar that I keep with me. Its reads this and I read it everyday:

1) My promise is, I want to live, I want to be a better husband and father, a happier, healthier supporter of all that we do!
2) My promise is to end all the lies associated with chewing tobacco.
3) My promise is, I want to grow old watching you develop and become everything you are meant to be.
4) My promise is, I love you more than the false satisfaction i get from chewing tobacco.

NONE MEANS NONE, ONE AND I FAIL. FAILURE IS A CHOICE
IM NOT ON VACATION, IM QUIT FOR LIFE

We do what we need to to stay quit. This helps me, seeing a calendar with 38 highlighted days in a row helps

But nothing is as powerful as posting roll here, getting and sending daily text with BAQ's from here, reaching out and talking with people walking the same shit trail that one day will be paved in gold.

Bottom line is if you want to quit and stay quit KTC can be your strongest supporter. Key is you have to want it.

Great stuff right here. Keep on winning!

[laxdaddy27]

Today is my 38th day quit. Its also the first time in 25 years that I've been with the women that i choose (she choose me) to live life with, that im nicotine free on her Birthday. I bought her presents, kids made her cards, we hung streamers and balloons. Last night we destroyed the kitchen making her cake, tonight we will celebrate.

1st thing she said this morning was this was her best Birthday ever cause im not filling my face with death.

Why we addicts risked our lives for so long is unbelievably stupid. I am an addict. I will be everyday im on this earth. The nicotine bitch is real and is having an affair with some part of my brain that doesn't want to let her go. That part of my brain is getting smaller every day. It will never shrink completely but with you BAQ's and a place called KTC, I can win! One day at a time, I post here, I have made my one promise calendar that I keep with me. Its reads this and I read it everyday:

1) My promise is, I want to live, I want to be a better husband and father, a happier, healthier supporter of all that we do!
2) My promise is to end all the lies associated with chewing tobacco.
3) My promise is, I want to grow old watching you develop and become everything you are meant to be.
4) My promise is, I love you more than the false satisfaction i get from chewing tobacco.

NONE MEANS NONE, ONE AND I FAIL. FAILURE IS A CHOICE
IM NOT ON VACATION, IM QUIT FOR LIFE

We do what we need to to stay quit. This helps me, seeing a calendar with 38 highlighted days in a row helps

But nothing is as powerful as posting roll here, getting and sending daily text with BAQ's from here, reaching out and talking with people walking the same shit trail that one day will be paved in gold.

Bottom line is if you want to quit and stay quit KTC can be your strongest supporter. Key is you have to want it.

[Thumblewort]

31 days in a full f*cking month no matter how you slice it!

Way to go Lax! You are killing it brother!

'Remshot' cowboy 'chain' 'biggun' 'Bond'

Proud to quit with you today!

Hell yeah, this shit still gives an old crusty vet like me some quit wood! Never look back, win every day brother! Well wishes to your wife, never leave her side.

Quit day 33, 33 fucking days of not hiding from the family, no 30 minute shits, no taking the long way home, no staying up late. FUCKING LOVE IT.

Tomorrow Im going the the bar with friends, i have a plan, buddy is picking me up and dropping me off. He knows im solid in my quit and will pouch me square in the nuts if I even joke about chew.

Wife promised to give me what I give the pillow if I come home without. God its great that she supports my quit now. 'Finger' You dirty nicotine WHORE!

Hey, what's wring with 30 minute shits pal?

[laxdaddy27]

31 days in a full f*cking month no matter how you slice it!

Way to go Lax! You are killing it brother!

'Remshot' cowboy 'chain' 'biggun' 'Bond'

Proud to quit with you today!

Hell yeah, this shit still gives an old crusty vet like me some quit wood! Never look back, win every day brother! Well wishes to your wife, never leave her side.

Quit day 33, 33 fucking days of not hiding from the family, no 30 minute shits, no taking the long way home, no staying up late. FUCKING LOVE IT.

Tomorrow Im going the the bar with friends, i have a plan, buddy is picking me up and dropping me off. He knows im solid in my quit and will pouch me square in the nuts if I even joke about chew.

Wife promised to give me what I give the pillow if I come home without. God its great that she supports my quit now. 'Finger' You dirty nicotine WHORE!