Don't understand two things, constipation and all these pains in my mouth. My jaw aches, sometimes it feels like my teeth are killing me etc etc and I cant go to the bathroom to save my life. I know for a fact it has nothing to do with my diet cause im eating plenty.
Hate that I committed so much of myself to anything this bad for me and this hard to get away from. I always knew it was a bad health decision, I knew how stupid i looked doing it. But man was I good at it.
Today for the first time I saw someone else doing it, didn't give me a rush to do anything but let him know Im on day 9 of the rest of my life and that I would be there for him if he decided to quit. 9 almost 10 days ago i would of had a lip full while sitting here typing this, Wife and kids are all in bed, dogs on the floor, wood stove is cranking, what better time to curl up with the mistress Grizzly contemplate the worlds problems.in recent days my can and i would see 1:00, 2:00, 3:00 etc many nights just to fill a bottle and ......
Right know I'm headed upstairs to spoon with the wife and wake up solid on day 10 of the rest of my life. Guys/gals and all others, thanks for the support. It helps being part of a group. I made it through day 9 leaning on you, I hope your strong and willing cause I see myself leaning often.
Pat