Day one...120213

[Derk40]

The fog has apparently set in hard today. I drove off to church today and left my ipad on the roof of the car. Still missing.
Fuck.

Damn, I remember those days. Absentmindedness, cant string 2 rational thoughts together, how the hell am I gonna get thru it kind of days. I remember that well. You will do it. It will be worth it. Congrats on winning today. Missing I-pad and all. You will laugh at this someday, I promise.

Ryan

You can replace a lost Ipad, but it is very hard to replace a lower jaw or part of your esophagus...

Just venting b-lo. Not threatening to run back to the nice bitch. I just can't believe I was absentminded enough to drive off with the iPad on the roof.
I love that thing man.
It must be the fog cause I babied that thing.
I'm still pissed.

8 days is some good quittin. Nice attitude bulldog. Sucks you lost the iPad. I lost my iPhone about a year ago and I know that sucked. Key is you are staying locked on ur quit. Keep at it bro! Quit with you all day long.

[Bulldog0311]

The fog has apparently set in hard today. I drove off to church today and left my ipad on the roof of the car. Still missing.
Fuck.

Damn, I remember those days. Absentmindedness, cant string 2 rational thoughts together, how the hell am I gonna get thru it kind of days. I remember that well. You will do it. It will be worth it. Congrats on winning today. Missing I-pad and all. You will laugh at this someday, I promise.

Ryan

You can replace a lost Ipad, but it is very hard to replace a lower jaw or part of your esophagus...

Just venting b-lo. Not threatening to run back to the nice bitch. I just can't believe I was absentminded enough to drive off with the iPad on the roof.
I love that thing man.
It must be the fog cause I babied that thing.
I'm still pissed.

[B-loMatt]

The fog has apparently set in hard today. I drove off to church today and left my ipad on the roof of the car. Still missing.
Fuck.

Damn, I remember those days. Absentmindedness, cant string 2 rational thoughts together, how the hell am I gonna get thru it kind of days. I remember that well. You will do it. It will be worth it. Congrats on winning today. Missing I-pad and all. You will laugh at this someday, I promise.

Ryan

You can replace a lost Ipad, but it is very hard to replace a lower jaw or part of your esophagus...

[Its_Got2Happen]

The fog has apparently set in hard today. I drove off to church today and left my ipad on the roof of the car. Still missing.
Fuck.

Damn, I remember those days. Absentmindedness, cant string 2 rational thoughts together, how the hell am I gonna get thru it kind of days. I remember that well. You will do it. It will be worth it. Congrats on winning today. Missing I-pad and all. You will laugh at this someday, I promise.

Ryan

[Bulldog0311]

The fog has apparently set in hard today. I drove off to church today and left my ipad on the roof of the car. Still missing.
Fuck.

[humbledteacher]

Hey Bulldog. Congrats on day 7. That is huge! Proud to be quit with you today. Let's conquer this thing together, one day at a time.

[Bulldog0311]

I agree. He has this by the ball. Sometimes you just know when a quit is a quit. To all of you reading and wondering what it takes, it takes whatever it is to change YOUR mind into not dipping. We all are different but at the same time we all have to make the decision.

Some days I'm pissed at the man who sells it, some days I celebrate the fact that my wife is proud of me, some days I just like to stand in the 7/11 and tell that nice Indian dude, fuck no, I don't want a can. It just depends.

Mogul dude you're a fucking riot. I'm reading your comment:
"Some days I'm pissed at the man who sells it, some days I celebrate the fact that my wife is proud of me, some days I just like to stand in the 7/11 and tell that nice Indian dude, fuck no, I don't want a can. It just depends."
at work and I bust out laughing. Everyone's looking at me like I have a second screw loose... Cause I kinda already had one loose. Now they might be getting a tad bit worried. Ah well fuck it that was funny shit man.

[Mogul]

I agree. He has this by the ball. Sometimes you just know when a quit is a quit. To all of you reading and wondering what it takes, it takes whatever it is to change YOUR mind into not dipping. We all are different but at the same time we all have to make the decision.

Some days I'm pissed at the man who sells it, some days I celebrate the fact that my wife is proud of me, some days I just like to stand in the 7/11 and tell that nice Indian dude, fuck no, I don't want a can. It just depends.

[Doc2quit4good]

So I was feeling pretty cocky yesterday. No major craves. Smokey mountain working like a charm.
Feeling good. I got this. Day three in the books. Staying up to midnight so I can post roll first... Excited to be on day 4 nic free. I got this.
Holy fuck. I got punched in the teeth this morning.
Taking my son to school. Get home find two cans in the car. Brand new. Still in packaging.
I think oh shit I thought I threw it all away. Fuck.
Pick it up... I gotta throw this away...literally twirling it in my fingers. Goddamn I didn't expect this. I really am a fucking addict.
I plug my nose cause I don't want to smell it...Ã,  Open and into the toilet it goes.
I watch it go and I'm like staring at it. Missing it. Wanting it.
Fuck you bitch. You almost got me but you forgot....I quit.

Hell yes WINNING!!
'tough'

Awesome: 1st trigger out of nowhere. Way to knock the nic bitch out, cut her neck and walk away as she bleeds out!

This is a war. Its not a game and wars are only fought to win. You won this battle. You have allies and support too.

Keep it up but doesn't the victory feel incredible?

Kill that nic bitch, devil. We're all proud of you, many would have given up in that situation!

That's a heck of a victory- way to stare that bitch down and chase her sorry ass out of your life! You have a quit going that I'm proud to be supporting! Keep it up! Proud to quit with you Bulldog! PM me if you need another number, I'll be glad to help you any way i can!

Last time I will use this story. A couple of weeks into the old quit, I was riding my bike one day and there it was a can of skoal fine cut(my poison) in the road. I rode out about 8 miles and yeah, thought about that damn can the whole way. Came back, passed it again, picked it up, shaked it to see if there was any in it, there was. Dropped it on the street and came back around and killed it with the front tire.... DAMN!!! Rode off laughing at myself... Killer resolve man! I'd say he's got this mogul!

[Mogul]

Bulldog, What a win. Great job.

I decided to quit on October 30 the this year. Threw the last can in the trash. Next day I crawled in my truck and there in hiding was 3 unopened cans. I had a big ole dip and loved it but at the same time I hated to still be hooked. I probably had 3 to 5 dips that day. The next day, Halloween., I mixed the last two cans with some good tequila and over a period of 20 minutes I swallowed all that shit. I puked for two days. I will never forget that pain. I puked while eating it, puked afterwards, and still want to puke thinking about it.

What I'm trying to say is you are way tougher than me. You had unopened cans and you tossed it. Awesome, that's a Will power I didn't have. Keep it up.

[brettlees]

So I was feeling pretty cocky yesterday. No major craves. Smokey mountain working like a charm.
Feeling good. I got this. Day three in the books. Staying up to midnight so I can post roll first... Excited to be on day 4 nic free. I got this.
Holy fuck. I got punched in the teeth this morning.
Taking my son to school. Get home find two cans in the car. Brand new. Still in packaging.
I think oh shit I thought I threw it all away. Fuck.
Pick it up... I gotta throw this away...literally twirling it in my fingers. Goddamn I didn't expect this. I really am a fucking addict.
I plug my nose cause I don't want to smell it...Ã,  Open and into the toilet it goes.
I watch it go and I'm like staring at it. Missing it. Wanting it.
Fuck you bitch. You almost got me but you forgot....I quit.

Hell yes WINNING!!
'tough'

Awesome: 1st trigger out of nowhere. Way to knock the nic bitch out, cut her neck and walk away as she bleeds out!

This is a war. Its not a game and wars are only fought to win. You won this battle. You have allies and support too.

Keep it up but doesn't the victory feel incredible?

Kill that nic bitch, devil. We're all proud of you, many would have given up in that situation!

That's a heck of a victory- way to stare that bitch down and chase her sorry ass out of your life! You have a quit going that I'm proud to be supporting! Keep it up! Proud to quit with you Bulldog! PM me if you need another number, I'll be glad to help you any way i can!

[jdubthe2nd]

So I was feeling pretty cocky yesterday. No major craves. Smokey mountain working like a charm.
Feeling good. I got this. Day three in the books. Staying up to midnight so I can post roll first... Excited to be on day 4 nic free. I got this.
Holy fuck. I got punched in the teeth this morning.
Taking my son to school. Get home find two cans in the car. Brand new. Still in packaging.
I think oh shit I thought I threw it all away. Fuck.
Pick it up... I gotta throw this away...literally twirling it in my fingers. Goddamn I didn't expect this. I really am a fucking addict.
I plug my nose cause I don't want to smell it...Ã,  Open and into the toilet it goes.
I watch it go and I'm like staring at it. Missing it. Wanting it.
Fuck you bitch. You almost got me but you forgot....I quit.

Hell yes WINNING!!
'tough'

Awesome: 1st trigger out of nowhere. Way to knock the nic bitch out, cut her neck and walk away as she bleeds out!

This is a war. Its not a game and wars are only fought to win. You won this battle. You have allies and support too.

Keep it up but doesn't the victory feel incredible?

Kill that nic bitch, devil. We're all proud of you, many would have given up in that situation!

[Mthomas3824]

So I was feeling pretty cocky yesterday. No major craves. Smokey mountain working like a charm.
Feeling good. I got this. Day three in the books. Staying up to midnight so I can post roll first... Excited to be on day 4 nic free. I got this.
Holy fuck. I got punched in the teeth this morning.
Taking my son to school. Get home find two cans in the car. Brand new. Still in packaging.
I think oh shit I thought I threw it all away. Fuck.
Pick it up... I gotta throw this away...literally twirling it in my fingers. Goddamn I didn't expect this. I really am a fucking addict.
I plug my nose cause I don't want to smell it...Ã,  Open and into the toilet it goes.
I watch it go and I'm like staring at it. Missing it. Wanting it.
Fuck you bitch. You almost got me but you forgot....I quit.

Hell yes WINNING!!
'tough'

Awesome: 1st trigger out of nowhere. Way to knock the nic bitch out, cut her neck and walk away as she bleeds out!

This is a war. Its not a game and wars are only fought to win. You won this battle. You have allies and support too.

Keep it up but doesn't the victory feel incredible?

[Pinched]

So I was feeling pretty cocky yesterday. No major craves. Smokey mountain working like a charm.
Feeling good. I got this. Day three in the books. Staying up to midnight so I can post roll first... Excited to be on day 4 nic free. I got this.
Holy fuck. I got punched in the teeth this morning.
Taking my son to school. Get home find two cans in the car. Brand new. Still in packaging.
I think oh shit I thought I threw it all away. Fuck.
Pick it up... I gotta throw this away...literally twirling it in my fingers. Goddamn I didn't expect this. I really am a fucking addict.
I plug my nose cause I don't want to smell it... Open and into the toilet it goes.
I watch it go and I'm like staring at it. Missing it. Wanting it.
Fuck you bitch. You almost got me but you forgot....I quit.

Hell yes WINNING!!
'tough'

[Bulldog0311]

So I was feeling pretty cocky yesterday. No major craves. Smokey mountain working like a charm.
Feeling good. I got this. Day three in the books. Staying up to midnight so I can post roll first... Excited to be on day 4 nic free. I got this.
Holy fuck. I got punched in the teeth this morning.
Taking my son to school. Get home find two cans in the car. Brand new. Still in packaging.
I think oh shit I thought I threw it all away. Fuck.
Pick it up... I gotta throw this away...literally twirling it in my fingers. Goddamn I didn't expect this. I really am a fucking addict.
I plug my nose cause I don't want to smell it... Open and into the toilet it goes.
I watch it go and I'm like staring at it. Missing it. Wanting it.
Fuck you bitch. You almost got me but you forgot....I quit.