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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #52 on: September 10, 2013, 08:14:00 AM »
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Right now I am on day 99 of my quit, and I am having dip dreams that seem so real. I haven't had these since the first couple of weeks. Is this normal this late in the game to be having these types of dreams?
Well tomorrow is a big damn day for you! And I have the dreams often and I am on day 134 today. For me they come and go.
Do not give them a second thought. Congrats on the c note.
Congrats on the 100 brother. Great job!!

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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #51 on: September 10, 2013, 06:38:00 AM »
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Right now I am on day 99 of my quit, and I am having dip dreams that seem so real. I haven't had these since the first couple of weeks. Is this normal this late in the game to be having these types of dreams?
Well tomorrow is a big damn day for you! And I have the dreams often and I am on day 134 today. For me they come and go.
Do not give them a second thought. Congrats on the c note.
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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #50 on: September 10, 2013, 01:55:00 AM »
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Right now I am on day 99 of my quit, and I am having dip dreams that seem so real. I haven't had these since the first couple of weeks. Is this normal this late in the game to be having these types of dreams?
Well tomorrow is a big damn day for you! And I have the dreams often and I am on day 134 today. For me they come and go.
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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #49 on: September 09, 2013, 08:18:00 PM »
Right now I am on day 99 of my quit, and I am having dip dreams that seem so real. I haven't had these since the first couple of weeks. Is this normal this late in the game to be having these types of dreams?

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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #48 on: August 09, 2013, 01:22:00 PM »
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Yesterday, I was late posting role. I had a friend who passed away early yesterday morning, and I was at their house most of the day. When I got home that evening, I went straight to the computer and posted roll. It is kind of strange, but I actually had the ridiculous thought that I have got this thing whipped. Last night, as I was sleeping, I had a dip dream that seemed so real that I actually was disgusted with myself when I woke up. Thankfully, it was just a dream, but it reminded me that the little weed is always lurking in the background looking for an opening. Stay strong, stay quit and have a great day!
Hey game, sorry to hear about your friend.

As far as having this thing whipped... by now, you know what it takes to stay quit for a day. Don't ever forget it. It takes understanding that you are an addict and can never have just 1. It takes a daily commitment to staying quit... ODAAT. It takes you staying on top your game daily. Thinking you have this beat is a recipe for a cave. Don't forget that. Remember how bad day 1 sucked.

Stay on this quit daily brother. For the rest of your life - on it daily. I am quit with you in September. Quit on!
In the 70's a little bit of funk is normal. The dreams are a good thing, they fucking suck for sure, but they are a sign that your quit is sinking in.

Keep it up, you got this
My regards for your friend as well. I can relate,, trust me....

I think the same things as well sometimes. I ask myself,, Do I have this whipped? This is the way i think sometimes. The problem is I've been told, taught and read not to let my guard down. To keep my quit high priority.

Then after a hard day, when I'm feeling down. Been driving for 12 hours, and Can't wait for the day to end. Bam,,,, the CRAVE!! The thoughts that i believed were beat. The thoughts that i hoped were long gone. The thoughts that without keeping my guard up, will mean slavery once again.
As long as i keep the doors bolt locked and my watchdogs ((ktc brothers and sisters)) on call i will keep this addiction beat.

Just when we think we got this wrapped up is when we start leaving ourselves vulnerable. I've seen to many with a lot more days than me and you bite the dust. Not us,, not today my friend.

The poison probes. It seeks for that opportune moment. Quit with you today.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #47 on: August 09, 2013, 12:21:00 PM »
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Yesterday, I was late posting role. I had a friend who passed away early yesterday morning, and I was at their house most of the day. When I got home that evening, I went straight to the computer and posted roll. It is kind of strange, but I actually had the ridiculous thought that I have got this thing whipped. Last night, as I was sleeping, I had a dip dream that seemed so real that I actually was disgusted with myself when I woke up. Thankfully, it was just a dream, but it reminded me that the little weed is always lurking in the background looking for an opening. Stay strong, stay quit and have a great day!
Hey game, sorry to hear about your friend.

As far as having this thing whipped... by now, you know what it takes to stay quit for a day. Don't ever forget it. It takes understanding that you are an addict and can never have just 1. It takes a daily commitment to staying quit... ODAAT. It takes you staying on top your game daily. Thinking you have this beat is a recipe for a cave. Don't forget that. Remember how bad day 1 sucked.

Stay on this quit daily brother. For the rest of your life - on it daily. I am quit with you in September. Quit on!
In the 70's a little bit of funk is normal. The dreams are a good thing, they fucking suck for sure, but they are a sign that your quit is sinking in.

Keep it up, you got this
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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #46 on: August 09, 2013, 09:09:00 AM »
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Yesterday, I was late posting role. I had a friend who passed away early yesterday morning, and I was at their house most of the day. When I got home that evening, I went straight to the computer and posted roll. It is kind of strange, but I actually had the ridiculous thought that I have got this thing whipped. Last night, as I was sleeping, I had a dip dream that seemed so real that I actually was disgusted with myself when I woke up. Thankfully, it was just a dream, but it reminded me that the little weed is always lurking in the background looking for an opening. Stay strong, stay quit and have a great day!
Hey game, sorry to hear about your friend.

As far as having this thing whipped... by now, you know what it takes to stay quit for a day. Don't ever forget it. It takes understanding that you are an addict and can never have just 1. It takes a daily commitment to staying quit... ODAAT. It takes you staying on top your game daily. Thinking you have this beat is a recipe for a cave. Don't forget that. Remember how bad day 1 sucked.

Stay on this quit daily brother. For the rest of your life - on it daily. I am quit with you in September. Quit on!
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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #45 on: August 09, 2013, 07:37:00 AM »
Yesterday, I was late posting role. I had a friend who passed away early yesterday morning, and I was at their house most of the day. When I got home that evening, I went straight to the computer and posted roll. It is kind of strange, but I actually had the ridiculous thought that I have got this thing whipped. Last night, as I was sleeping, I had a dip dream that seemed so real that I actually was disgusted with myself when I woke up. Thankfully, it was just a dream, but it reminded me that the little weed is always lurking in the background looking for an opening. Stay strong, stay quit and have a great day!

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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #44 on: August 07, 2013, 09:11:00 AM »
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I am on day 65 of my quit, and every day I hate the fact that I ever started dipping. The other week I noticed what I thought was a change in my mouth, and I grew concerned. I made an appointment to see an oral surgeon. The dentist had already previously told me that things looked good. However, it seems as if I have been fixated on my mouth since I quit dipping. When I was dipping, I didn't care if I had a sore or anything that looked odd. Well, I went to the oral surgeon, and he poked and prodded. When he finished, he said my mouth looked good and that it didn't even look like I had dipped for 15/16 years.  All I can say is thank God for that, and I say all of this to let newbies know that I was lucky. Right now, I have a couple of teenage boys that I coach that dip, and I am going to share this with them. I dont want them to experience the anxiety and worry that I have all because of a stupid little weed.
That is awesome; share the QUIT now while they are young and impressionable.
Great news on the oral surgeon visit. I am on board with that daily hatred toward dipping. Thank God we found the path to Freedom. Definitely share with those kids. Hope they get it at such young age! Proud to be quit with you bro!
65 days. Days fly by when your having fun. Good job. :)
Super glad it's nothing bro!
Be the example to your players that they need. Rock on...
Hey gamecock we share the same quit date. 6-3-13. Ya buddy proud to be quit with you.
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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #43 on: August 06, 2013, 11:05:00 PM »
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I am on day 65 of my quit, and every day I hate the fact that I ever started dipping. The other week I noticed what I thought was a change in my mouth, and I grew concerned. I made an appointment to see an oral surgeon. The dentist had already previously told me that things looked good. However, it seems as if I have been fixated on my mouth since I quit dipping. When I was dipping, I didn't care if I had a sore or anything that looked odd. Well, I went to the oral surgeon, and he poked and prodded. When he finished, he said my mouth looked good and that it didn't even look like I had dipped for 15/16 years.  All I can say is thank God for that, and I say all of this to let newbies know that I was lucky. Right now, I have a couple of teenage boys that I coach that dip, and I am going to share this with them. I dont want them to experience the anxiety and worry that I have all because of a stupid little weed.
That is awesome; share the QUIT now while they are young and impressionable.
Great news on the oral surgeon visit. I am on board with that daily hatred toward dipping. Thank God we found the path to Freedom. Definitely share with those kids. Hope they get it at such young age! Proud to be quit with you bro!
65 days. Days fly by when your having fun. Good job. :)
Super glad it's nothing bro!
Be the example to your players that they need. Rock on...
Hey gamecock we share the same quit date. 6-3-13. Ya buddy proud to be quit with you.

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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #42 on: August 06, 2013, 08:52:00 PM »
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I am on day 65 of my quit, and every day I hate the fact that I ever started dipping. The other week I noticed what I thought was a change in my mouth, and I grew concerned. I made an appointment to see an oral surgeon. The dentist had already previously told me that things looked good. However, it seems as if I have been fixated on my mouth since I quit dipping. When I was dipping, I didn't care if I had a sore or anything that looked odd. Well, I went to the oral surgeon, and he poked and prodded. When he finished, he said my mouth looked good and that it didn't even look like I had dipped for 15/16 years.  All I can say is thank God for that, and I say all of this to let newbies know that I was lucky. Right now, I have a couple of teenage boys that I coach that dip, and I am going to share this with them. I dont want them to experience the anxiety and worry that I have all because of a stupid little weed.
That is awesome; share the QUIT now while they are young and impressionable.
Great news on the oral surgeon visit. I am on board with that daily hatred toward dipping. Thank God we found the path to Freedom. Definitely share with those kids. Hope they get it at such young age! Proud to be quit with you bro!
65 days. Days fly by when your having fun. Good job. :)

Super glad it's nothing bro!
Be the example to your players that they need. Rock on...
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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #41 on: August 06, 2013, 08:43:00 PM »
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I am on day 65 of my quit, and every day I hate the fact that I ever started dipping. The other week I noticed what I thought was a change in my mouth, and I grew concerned. I made an appointment to see an oral surgeon. The dentist had already previously told me that things looked good. However, it seems as if I have been fixated on my mouth since I quit dipping. When I was dipping, I didn't care if I had a sore or anything that looked odd. Well, I went to the oral surgeon, and he poked and prodded. When he finished, he said my mouth looked good and that it didn't even look like I had dipped for 15/16 years.  All I can say is thank God for that, and I say all of this to let newbies know that I was lucky. Right now, I have a couple of teenage boys that I coach that dip, and I am going to share this with them. I dont want them to experience the anxiety and worry that I have all because of a stupid little weed.
That is awesome; share the QUIT now while they are young and impressionable.
Great news on the oral surgeon visit. I am on board with that daily hatred toward dipping. Thank God we found the path to Freedom. Definitely share with those kids. Hope they get it at such young age! Proud to be quit with you bro!
65 days. Days fly by when your having fun. Good job. :)
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #40 on: August 06, 2013, 08:19:00 PM »
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I am on day 65 of my quit, and every day I hate the fact that I ever started dipping. The other week I noticed what I thought was a change in my mouth, and I grew concerned. I made an appointment to see an oral surgeon. The dentist had already previously told me that things looked good. However, it seems as if I have been fixated on my mouth since I quit dipping. When I was dipping, I didn't care if I had a sore or anything that looked odd. Well, I went to the oral surgeon, and he poked and prodded. When he finished, he said my mouth looked good and that it didn't even look like I had dipped for 15/16 years.  All I can say is thank God for that, and I say all of this to let newbies know that I was lucky. Right now, I have a couple of teenage boys that I coach that dip, and I am going to share this with them. I dont want them to experience the anxiety and worry that I have all because of a stupid little weed.
That is awesome; share the QUIT now while they are young and impressionable.
Great news on the oral surgeon visit. I am on board with that daily hatred toward dipping. Thank God we found the path to Freedom. Definitely share with those kids. Hope they get it at such young age! Proud to be quit with you bro!
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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #39 on: August 06, 2013, 01:35:00 PM »
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I am on day 65 of my quit, and every day I hate the fact that I ever started dipping. The other week I noticed what I thought was a change in my mouth, and I grew concerned. I made an appointment to see an oral surgeon. The dentist had already previously told me that things looked good. However, it seems as if I have been fixated on my mouth since I quit dipping. When I was dipping, I didn't care if I had a sore or anything that looked odd. Well, I went to the oral surgeon, and he poked and prodded. When he finished, he said my mouth looked good and that it didn't even look like I had dipped for 15/16 years. All I can say is thank God for that, and I say all of this to let newbies know that I was lucky. Right now, I have a couple of teenage boys that I coach that dip, and I am going to share this with them. I dont want them to experience the anxiety and worry that I have all because of a stupid little weed.
That is awesome; share the QUIT now while they are young and impressionable.
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Re: I am determined this time
« Reply #38 on: August 06, 2013, 01:24:00 PM »
I am on day 65 of my quit, and every day I hate the fact that I ever started dipping. The other week I noticed what I thought was a change in my mouth, and I grew concerned. I made an appointment to see an oral surgeon. The dentist had already previously told me that things looked good. However, it seems as if I have been fixated on my mouth since I quit dipping. When I was dipping, I didn't care if I had a sore or anything that looked odd. Well, I went to the oral surgeon, and he poked and prodded. When he finished, he said my mouth looked good and that it didn't even look like I had dipped for 15/16 years. All I can say is thank God for that, and I say all of this to let newbies know that I was lucky. Right now, I have a couple of teenage boys that I coach that dip, and I am going to share this with them. I dont want them to experience the anxiety and worry that I have all because of a stupid little weed.