Well what a couple weeks, have had a bad case of the 70-90ish funks. I had a big blow out at work Tuesday and had some of the worst cravings I've had in quite awhile. However life will continue to happen and with the toolbox I've built here and the strength from my brothers I stay quit.
I stand today, 94 days of freedom and I think I've earned just a little bit excitement looking ahead to joining the train next week. Pinched and Evil hooked up for a brewski yesterday, so jealous.....nudge to Derk and anyone near Central NC and Southern VA.......lets get a quitter meet going soon!
I also was disappointed that we lost a quit brother from our group, just days from the HOF... just a reminder that we will always be $5 and a bad decision away from being right back where we started. Realize that life will continue to happen. You must CHOOSE to stay free today, you can bullshit yourself all you want, in the end when you cave, you made the choice to listen to the lies that the nic bitch tell us all. You must wake up and choose to face life without a wad of shit in your mouth, you must choose to call, text send a smoke signal, morse code...whatever to a quit brother before you put that shit in your mouth. Not only is it a choice, as far as I am concerned you f'king owe it to your brothers to reach out before you cave. Your quit is not just yours, even if you don't text or have regular contact with every single guy in your group. We walk together, we see your name in roll everyday and we help remind each other that we can do this thing.
I will CHOOSE to stay quit today with all of you.