Day 3

[traumagnet]

Water + Vinegar = Grim

Or a douche

[ERDVM]

"and he who forgets...will be destined to remember..." Eddie Vedder

I bet Eddie sang that for you grim....

[Diesel2112]

Water + Vinegar = Grim

[G]

Nice job telling us you're still quit. It's meaningless, tho. Doesn't help you and doesn't help me help you.

Roll call has meaning. When I see your name on it, I'll know you're quit.

[duathman]

Hello friends. Just wanted to let my HOF Stepember brothers know that I am still quit and with them and on day 61. I have done many things now with a fat lip. Even went to a Pearl Jam concert. So I made it through both, drinking and good live music. I know I haven't been a roll model for site activity. I was religious about posting roll but you can see I haven't posted a lot for 61 days and especially lately. Keep up the good work friends.

Is this Lucious Deborgia (Cult leader Clayton Luce) back from the dead? Me me me I I i me some me I. 'puking'

[traumagnet]

Hello friends.Ã,  Just wanted to let my HOF Stepember brothers know that I am still quit and with them and on day 61.Ã,  I have done many things now with a fat lip.Ã,  Even went to a Pearl Jam concert.Ã,  So I made it through both, drinking and good live music.Ã,  I know I haven't been a roll model for site activity.Ã,  I was religious about posting roll but you can see I haven't posted a lot for 61 days and especially lately.Ã,  Keep up the good work friends.

Pretty sure you mean with OUT a fat lip...

Post roll call everyday or go to a different site, we want to help people that help themselves. You are at 67% overall.

not a 100%what this post was about I didnt see you on roll no posting here until roll is posted then you can chirp away.

I dont take to kindly to you coming here thumbing your nose at the brothers and sisters of the site that pay it forward and backward. If you have so much left in your tank why not help with some of the newbies. just my .02

[Dougie]

Hello friends.Ã,  Just wanted to let my HOF Stepember brothers know that I am still quit and with them and on day 61.Ã,  I have done many things now with a fat lip.Ã,  Even went to a Pearl Jam concert.Ã,  So I made it through both, drinking and good live music.Ã,  I know I haven't been a roll model for site activity.Ã,  I was religious about posting roll but you can see I haven't posted a lot for 61 days and especially lately.Ã,  Keep up the good work friends.

Pretty sure you mean with OUT a fat lip...

Post roll call everyday or go to a different site, we want to help people that help themselves. You are at 67% overall.

[GRIM]

Hello friends. Just wanted to let my HOF Stepember brothers know that I am still quit and with them and on day 61. I have done many things now with a fat lip. Even went to a Pearl Jam concert. So I made it through both, drinking and good live music. I know I haven't been a roll model for site activity. I was religious about posting roll but you can see I haven't posted a lot for 61 days and especially lately. Keep up the good work friends.

[traumagnet]

Well today is day 38. The past 4 -5 days have been just as hard as the first 4 - 5 days. However, I feel it lifting a little bit. Heading up north for the holiday weekend. Looking forward to spending some quality time with family and loved ones. I will make it through the holiday.....heck, caving it not option.

Have your safety plan in place Grim...not dogging you but looking out for you. let people that you can trust know you are quit n have them look out for you. Also have your numbers ready in your phone. If you need another pm me. You are right CAVING is not an option.

[GRIM]

Well today is day 38. The past 4 -5 days have been just as hard as the first 4 - 5 days. However, I feel it lifting a little bit. Heading up north for the holiday weekend. Looking forward to spending some quality time with family and loved ones. I will make it through the holiday.....heck, caving it not option.

[srans]

Well, today is day 31.Ã,  I tried to quit for New Years this year and I believe it was around day 31 that I caved.Ã,  Last night was rough.Ã,  I am on predisone for a health issue....and man does that stuff make me hungry and puts me in a bad mood.Ã,  So here I am, quiting, trying not to gain weight because of my quit, trying not to gain weight because of the predisone,Ã,  trying to fight off the bad mood because of the quit, trying to fight off the bad mood because of the predisone, and I have my wife and 3 year old wondering why I am in such a bad mood.Ã,  Yesterday was all of that and I am going to try to make today better.Ã,  I have been feeling better than I have in years these past few weeks so I an looking forward to getting back at that place.Ã,  Just can't wait to get off this predisone.

Grim,
I hear you I have been on prednisone in the past lots of times...dont let it affect your quit. Remember prednisone plays with your head too, so recognize it when it starts to happen. You will not cave today. I know the mood thing try to distance yourself if you can remember they are innocent here you put the poision in your cake hole. Come here to vent yell scream thats what we do here we can take it.

Did you have your wife read the spouses section? Keep busy Grim dont sit around and focus on the downer shit.

The wieght is easy to lose cancer is not.

pm me if you need anything.

In the midst of all that shit I can gladly say one thing.... You posted roll today! So caving is not an option. At least that is one thing you can worry less about. As for the bad mood... Watch a lot of porn! Just kidding! 'crackup' Vent to us like you are doing. It helps! Put the negative energy out in the universe, don't hold on to it. Great job on the 1 month mark. You are proving you have balls!

Grim, just wondering if you have outlets. Outlets really help. If your not on a exercise program that's one thing that can really help you. You need things in your life that make you feel better about yourself and take your mind off the things that don't.

Exercise, sports, instruments. I play guitar which really helps with a lot stress in my life. Kinda takes me away from everything. I also like riding. After a good ride I feel great.

I don't know if I have your answer, but there is an answer. Find something that helps you grim. I'm quit with you today brother.

[traumagnet]

Well, today is day 31.Ã,  I tried to quit for New Years this year and I believe it was around day 31 that I caved.Ã,  Last night was rough.Ã,  I am on predisone for a health issue....and man does that stuff make me hungry and puts me in a bad mood.Ã,  So here I am, quiting, trying not to gain weight because of my quit, trying not to gain weight because of the predisone,Ã,  trying to fight off the bad mood because of the quit, trying to fight off the bad mood because of the predisone, and I have my wife and 3 year old wondering why I am in such a bad mood.Ã,  Yesterday was all of that and I am going to try to make today better.Ã,  I have been feeling better than I have in years these past few weeks so I an looking forward to getting back at that place.Ã,  Just can't wait to get off this predisone.

Grim,
I hear you I have been on prednisone in the past lots of times...dont let it affect your quit. Remember prednisone plays with your head too, so recognize it when it starts to happen. You will not cave today. I know the mood thing try to distance yourself if you can remember they are innocent here you put the poision in your cake hole. Come here to vent yell scream thats what we do here we can take it.

Did you have your wife read the spouses section? Keep busy Grim dont sit around and focus on the downer shit.

The wieght is easy to lose cancer is not.

pm me if you need anything.

In the midst of all that shit I can gladly say one thing.... You posted roll today! So caving is not an option. At least that is one thing you can worry less about. As for the bad mood... Watch a lot of porn! Just kidding! 'crackup' Vent to us like you are doing. It helps! Put the negative energy out in the universe, don't hold on to it. Great job on the 1 month mark. You are proving you have balls!

Ya porn is good hands are too slippery to get lid off of a tin.... 'crackup'

[jake frawley]

Well, today is day 31.Ã,  I tried to quit for New Years this year and I believe it was around day 31 that I caved.Ã,  Last night was rough.Ã,  I am on predisone for a health issue....and man does that stuff make me hungry and puts me in a bad mood.Ã,  So here I am, quiting, trying not to gain weight because of my quit, trying not to gain weight because of the predisone,Ã,  trying to fight off the bad mood because of the quit, trying to fight off the bad mood because of the predisone, and I have my wife and 3 year old wondering why I am in such a bad mood.Ã,  Yesterday was all of that and I am going to try to make today better.Ã,  I have been feeling better than I have in years these past few weeks so I an looking forward to getting back at that place.Ã,  Just can't wait to get off this predisone.

Grim,
I hear you I have been on prednisone in the past lots of times...dont let it affect your quit. Remember prednisone plays with your head too, so recognize it when it starts to happen. You will not cave today. I know the mood thing try to distance yourself if you can remember they are innocent here you put the poision in your cake hole. Come here to vent yell scream thats what we do here we can take it.

Did you have your wife read the spouses section? Keep busy Grim dont sit around and focus on the downer shit.

The wieght is easy to lose cancer is not.

pm me if you need anything.

In the midst of all that shit I can gladly say one thing.... You posted roll today! So caving is not an option. At least that is one thing you can worry less about. As for the bad mood... Watch a lot of porn! Just kidding! 'crackup' Vent to us like you are doing. It helps! Put the negative energy out in the universe, don't hold on to it. Great job on the 1 month mark. You are proving you have balls!

[traumagnet]

Well, today is day 31. I tried to quit for New Years this year and I believe it was around day 31 that I caved. Last night was rough. I am on predisone for a health issue....and man does that stuff make me hungry and puts me in a bad mood. So here I am, quiting, trying not to gain weight because of my quit, trying not to gain weight because of the predisone, trying to fight off the bad mood because of the quit, trying to fight off the bad mood because of the predisone, and I have my wife and 3 year old wondering why I am in such a bad mood. Yesterday was all of that and I am going to try to make today better. I have been feeling better than I have in years these past few weeks so I an looking forward to getting back at that place. Just can't wait to get off this predisone.

Grim,
I hear you I have been on prednisone in the past lots of times...dont let it affect your quit. Remember prednisone plays with your head too, so recognize it when it starts to happen. You will not cave today. I know the mood thing try to distance yourself if you can remember they are innocent here you put the poision in your cake hole. Come here to vent yell scream thats what we do here we can take it.

Did you have your wife read the spouses section? Keep busy Grim dont sit around and focus on the downer shit.

The wieght is easy to lose cancer is not.

pm me if you need anything.

[GRIM]

Well, today is day 31. I tried to quit for New Years this year and I believe it was around day 31 that I caved. Last night was rough. I am on predisone for a health issue....and man does that stuff make me hungry and puts me in a bad mood. So here I am, quiting, trying not to gain weight because of my quit, trying not to gain weight because of the predisone, trying to fight off the bad mood because of the quit, trying to fight off the bad mood because of the predisone, and I have my wife and 3 year old wondering why I am in such a bad mood. Yesterday was all of that and I am going to try to make today better. I have been feeling better than I have in years these past few weeks so I an looking forward to getting back at that place. Just can't wait to get off this predisone.