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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #12 on: March 26, 2008, 06:25:00 PM »
Congrats Turkey!

Stay tough, I'm looking up to you! Failure is not an option.

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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #11 on: March 26, 2008, 12:01:00 PM »
loot are you getting nervous? Day 24 and no stopping me. Looks like you'll be owing fran some cold hard cash.

For you lurkers who are thinking about quitting. I have this message. There hasn't been one day in my quit, good or bad, that I regret throwing the can out of my life. I can't even begin to explain how different a person I have become to my family. My wife is beginning to notice. In my short quit I can't believe how controlled I was by my addiction, habit, whatever you want to call it. It is nice to be free to do whatever I want whenever I want. I do not miss worrying about when I can have my next fix, where I am going to buy it, do I have enough to last today. I can't promise that it's easy but the reward you get is unreplaceable. I can't believe I threw away 15 + years on that shit. Well hope you get the message, I am going to go find something to eat because food tastes awesome.
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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #10 on: March 14, 2008, 11:10:00 AM »
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I have tried quitting a bunch of times and I always come up with all the same excuses as everyone else.
Turkey,
We are a lot alike. I'm glad to be going through this quit with you.
Life is what I make it. Money, love, health and friendship are a reflection of MY choices. I can decide now, and every day, to take responsibility for myself and enjoy success. Today I choose not to chew! -jstump

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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #9 on: March 02, 2008, 06:18:00 PM »
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Hey Loot - He gets it!!! $5 Bucks ays he makes the HOF and a ton more....

Welcome Turkey!!!!
we'll just see now won't we franny

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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #8 on: March 02, 2008, 06:03:00 PM »
Hey Loot - He gets it!!! $5 Bucks ays he makes the HOF and a ton more....

Welcome Turkey!!!!
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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #7 on: March 02, 2008, 05:11:00 PM »
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Many of you know that I planned on quitting Wednesday, March 5th. I chose that day because it was 7 days after I started with chantix. I want to report that I can't wait 'till Wednesday to get rid of this shit for good. Sunday afternoon with the sun shining bright seems like a good day as any, and I'm ready. I plan on waking up Monday morning like shit, if I even sleep tonight. I will sit in my daughters room watch her sleep and remind myself why I don't need this demon in my life. I want to prove to my wife that I am a strong man and can get this shit out of our lives for good. Too many times has the can gotten in the middle of our relationship. The old me would rather sit by myself with my tin than to enjoy my wife or life. How fucking lame was I to put my daughter to bed earlier than usual so I could put shit in my mouth and spit it into a fucking bottle. I look back at how ridiculus I must of looked being 30 years old and still carrying a bottle around with me wherever I would go. Fill it with breast milk put a nipple on it, same fucking idea. I have many of you to thank already for giving me the inspiration and drive to quit. I wanted to quit for myself, but looking back I think of all the hurt and suffering my addiction has caused my family and friends. So not only for myself I quit for them my wife, daughter, dear friends and killthecan.org community. It is KTC where I will look to for my support, my wife right now just rolls her eyes as to say "I have heard it all too many times before". Who could blame her I was suppose to quit when we moved in together, got married, bought our first house, the birth of my daughter. She just doesn't know how serious I am about it now. Day 1 speech, Can't wait for 100. Turkey
well...it sounds like you've reached the bottom of your rope. Your wife doesn't believe you because you lied, cheated , and stolen from her so many times before...for a fucking fix. Get one thing straight...you ar no different than the $20 blowjob crack whore except you have a job that doesn't involve sucking dick to support your habit.

You want support, you'll find it here.

You want someone to coddle you and tell you "everything will be OK"...you find sume of that here too.

You want someone to get in your face and tell you to quit being such a fucking bitch...you find that too.

You'll find a lot in the middle.

LOOT has your word from this post. Your word is your bond. LOOT know that to everyone in your life you hold dear (wife, mother, father, daughter...shall LOOT continue?) your word is shit...as worthless as LOOT's powerball ticket.

You will NOT lie to LOOT or the people you post roll call with. If you do, there will be hell to pay. You think the looks your wife gave you when she busted you with a tin was demeaning? Trust LOOT...you do NOT want to post another Day 1 here.

Congratulations on the decision bro.

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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #6 on: March 02, 2008, 04:39:00 PM »
Many of you know that I planned on quitting Wednesday, March 5th. I chose that day because it was 7 days after I started with chantix. I want to report that I can't wait 'till Wednesday to get rid of this shit for good. Sunday afternoon with the sun shining bright seems like a good day as any, and I'm ready. I plan on waking up Monday morning like shit, if I even sleep tonight. I will sit in my daughters room watch her sleep and remind myself why I don't need this demon in my life. I want to prove to my wife that I am a strong man and can get this shit out of our lives for good. Too many times has the can gotten in the middle of our relationship. The old me would rather sit by myself with my tin than to enjoy my wife or life. How fucking lame was I to put my daughter to bed earlier than usual so I could put shit in my mouth and spit it into a fucking bottle. I look back at how ridiculus I must of looked being 30 years old and still carrying a bottle around with me wherever I would go. Fill it with breast milk put a nipple on it, same fucking idea. I have many of you to thank already for giving me the inspiration and drive to quit. I wanted to quit for myself, but looking back I think of all the hurt and suffering my addiction has caused my family and friends. So not only for myself I quit for them my wife, daughter, dear friends and killthecan.org community. It is KTC where I will look to for my support, my wife right now just rolls her eyes as to say "I have heard it all too many times before". Who could blame her I was suppose to quit when we moved in together, got married, bought our first house, the birth of my daughter. She just doesn't know how serious I am about it now. Day 1 speech, Can't wait for 100. Turkey
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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #5 on: February 28, 2008, 05:35:00 AM »
Welcome Turkey, I dipped for 29 years and now I'm on day 59 quit if I can do it you can to. look for me in chat sometime and we'll talk.
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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #4 on: February 27, 2008, 03:56:00 PM »
great decision! you couldn't be in a better place than KTC to keep quit...read everything you can to become educated on what to expect, how to avoid triggers and most of all how to get help to keep from caving.

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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #3 on: February 27, 2008, 03:44:00 PM »
Welcome to June 2008 brother.
Stay close, stay strong, stay quit!
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Re: I'm an addict
« Reply #2 on: February 27, 2008, 03:43:00 PM »
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I am 30 y/o and have been chewing tobocco since high school. I remember my first time chewing at boy scout summer camp. Skoal wintergreen. I never felt so sick, but before the summer was over I was hooked. We would get it from the camp nurse, who we thought was so cool, army medic. I was probably 14 at the time. To this day though I still cannot chew skoal wintergreen without dry heves. Ever since then I have always found a way back to it. High school senior year was probably the most I used in a daily period. Then college when it became part of my life. Couldn't study unless I had a lipper in. From studying with a lipper it snowballed. I couldn't drive, without it, I couldn't drink without it, watch a movie, listen to music, watch tv, take a shit, shovel snow, mow the lawn, wash the car, work in the yard, etc... you know what I mean. Now I wake up in the morning, have to have my morning fix, then shower brush teeth get ready for work out the door and before I reach the car I have another. I do some traveling for work couple times a week, of course can't drive without it. I am up to a can or more a day depending on what it is I am doing. I have tried quitting a bunch of times and I always come up with all the same excuses as everyone else. I hope this time will be different, I am looking forward to getting the help from this site.
welcome to the site turkey.

first off, remove the word "hope" from your vocab -- you WILL quit. you WILL succeed. you CAN do this.

i'm not going to tell you that it will be easy, but it CAN be done... you have literally THOUSANDS of people here who are either going through it with you or have been there before.

head over to june 2008 and introduce yourself to your quit brothers. buckle the chinstrap and get ready for a couple of brutal days, but keep in mind -- freedom is TOTALLY worth it.

chewie
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I'm an addict
« on: February 27, 2008, 03:40:00 PM »
I am 30 y/o and have been chewing tobocco since high school. I remember my first time chewing at boy scout summer camp. Skoal wintergreen. I never felt so sick, but before the summer was over I was hooked. We would get it from the camp nurse, who we thought was so cool, army medic. I was probably 14 at the time. To this day though I still cannot chew skoal wintergreen without dry heves. Ever since then I have always found a way back to it. High school senior year was probably the most I used in a daily period. Then college when it became part of my life. Couldn't study unless I had a lipper in. From studying with a lipper it snowballed. I couldn't drive, without it, I couldn't drink without it, watch a movie, listen to music, watch tv, take a shit, shovel snow, mow the lawn, wash the car, work in the yard, etc... you know what I mean. Now I wake up in the morning, have to have my morning fix, then shower brush teeth get ready for work out the door and before I reach the car I have another. I do some traveling for work couple times a week, of course can't drive without it. I am up to a can or more a day depending on what it is I am doing. I have tried quitting a bunch of times and I always come up with all the same excuses as everyone else. I hope this time will be different, I am looking forward to getting the help from this site.
"To succeed...you need to find something to hold on to, something to motivate you, something to inspire you". Tony Dorsett

QD: 03/02/2008 HOF: 06/09/08