I'm on day 4 and here is my experience so far...
I can't sleep, I'm anxious, i'm have awful fucking dreams, I bitch at my wife (future wife in a month) about stupid things but I remind myself that it's not her fault I'm the dumbass that started using the tin in the first place.
After saying all that - I'm happy as hell haha ...I REALIZE I HAVE THE POWER TO CONTROL MY ACTIONS! ...I'm not pissed off that I have to quit. I'm craving the shit out of it but whatever. I'm pissed I started in the first place and don't plan on ever putting that shit in my mouth again.
I know I have a long way to go but all this motivation comes from my initial post and all the support you guys provided. I feel empowered...thanks a hell of a lot guys! I just hope i can keep it up during stressful situations.
Go Noles :)!
Little victories are the best ones sometimes. Keep your quit close, remember it's day by day brother. Remember the feelings you are having remember the suck, use it to keep strong.
I quit with you.
If you "hope" you can keep it up when it gets hard you have left the door open. don't hope, just quit. Same for the support, if you think you'll need more (you will) go work your ass off building that support up for yourself, reach out and get numbers, make friends, read posts - grow your resolve. The support is here. We will not know when the stress is too much, you will not get 10 replys to each post here, you CAN grow a support network that is big enough and strong enough to get you through anything if you work at it and use the network during good times and bad. I'm sure you already know all of this but I wanted it out there so there is no room left for open doors in your quit. Close them all and quit all day long stress or no stress, support or not. Give your word and be a man of your word, do that and you will not fail. I'll quit with you today. BAD ASS DAY 4 by the way. I'm not here to bust your balls, I'm here because I want you to win, so do the rest of us.