Cornholio

[wastepanel]

Bump

The nostalgia of this thread is awesome, but another day 1 isn't. We had a lot of fun man and I always thought you would have my back ultimately. You lied to us man.

[Mjollnir]

FUCK YOU ADDICTION!  You think you're so fucking smart?  You proud of yourself for controlling everything I do for the past 30years?  You get a kick out of holding me back from my full potential?  You think it's FUNNY that I would lie and hide from my family on your command?

Well you just wait till I starve your ass to death.  I'm ready for your desperate attempts to save yourself.  You can forget it.  Nothing you can do will last more than a short moment.  NONE your pathetic childish attempts to trick me into getting what you want will work this time.  Now I'm smarter, wiser, stronger.  And not only do I have support from my family, I have the support of KILLTHECAN.  You might be stronger than me, but there's NO WAY you're stronger than my TEAM.  So FUCK OFF!  THIS IS MY LIFE, I'M TAKING BACK THE CONTROLS!

READY:
You smell that?
That's fucking freedom right there.
grab on to that motherfucker and don't ever let go.
For any reason.
Ever.

WOW...From the master of quit. Thank you sir. I am definately quit today. Thanks!!

I call em like I see em. The quit is strong with you. Use your new found powers for good. Remember the dark side is always lurking.

The day I admitted I was addicted to nicotine was the day I controlled nicotine instead of nicotine controlling me. It does not make quitting easy, it just means I call the shots.

So this is a powerful reminder to me that A ... my words are etched in stone here and can always return to haunt me later ...
B... Quit is a Choice .. so is Caving.
It got my KTC coin in my Pocket ... when I feel a CRAVE coming on ... I put that coin in my lower lip .... I look stupid but I am reminded!

And if you carry your coin in your back pocket and you reach for a dip, it will blow your ass off.

[cmark]

FUCK YOU ADDICTION!  You think you're so fucking smart?  You proud of yourself for controlling everything I do for the past 30years?  You get a kick out of holding me back from my full potential?  You think it's FUNNY that I would lie and hide from my family on your command?

Well you just wait till I starve your ass to death.  I'm ready for your desperate attempts to save yourself.  You can forget it.  Nothing you can do will last more than a short moment.  NONE your pathetic childish attempts to trick me into getting what you want will work this time.  Now I'm smarter, wiser, stronger.  And not only do I have support from my family, I have the support of KILLTHECAN.  You might be stronger than me, but there's NO WAY you're stronger than my TEAM.  So FUCK OFF!  THIS IS MY LIFE, I'M TAKING BACK THE CONTROLS!

READY:
You smell that?
That's fucking freedom right there.
grab on to that motherfucker and don't ever let go.
For any reason.
Ever.

WOW...From the master of quit. Thank you sir. I am definately quit today. Thanks!!

I call em like I see em. The quit is strong with you. Use your new found powers for good. Remember the dark side is always lurking.

The day I admitted I was addicted to nicotine was the day I controlled nicotine instead of nicotine controlling me. It does not make quitting easy, it just means I call the shots.

So this is a powerful reminder to me that A ... my words are etched in stone here and can always return to haunt me later ...
B... Quit is a Choice .. so is Caving.
It got my KTC coin in my Pocket ... when I feel a CRAVE coming on ... I put that coin in my lower lip .... I look stupid but I am reminded!

[CleanFuel]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

I know it feels like we've been kicked in the nuts but caves will happen to those who don't burn the bridge. Take this as a painful reminder that you have to eliminate nicotine as an option in your life. If it ain't an option there is no other outcome but quit. No matter what, TODAY you can't dip! You have no other choice. Believe it, preach it, live it. Are you a stopper or are you a quitter?

What's the over/under on the number of texts sent and phone calls corn made before stuffing his face with cancer?

0.0

Did we ever find out if he posted roll on the day he caved?

He was clear when he posted roll according to his post yesterday in February.

I gave praise at one point with a specific warning...

Remember the dark side is always lurking.

I caved after more than 1000 days. Now I am on day 422. That is how addicted I am. Freedom is so sweet.

I was just reading and shaking my head saying why? How? Then I remembered, I caved after 3 1/2 yrs. Of being stopped. I started thinking what brought me down. It was a combination of things: arrogance, I thought I could control my usage. Ignorance, I didn't recognize I was a addict. Curiosity, wanted to see if the rush I remembered was still there. Selfpity, I was feeling sorry for myself and wanted to wallow in my pain with a mouth of shit!
Next time I view a cave I'm going to review my quit and see what I may need to do to update my resolve. Remember always it's the cave that SUCKS not the caver. Corn I feel your pain!

First - am just getting caught up here....did Corn cave once or twice? either way - nasty....

Second......I quit once.....and I say I did cuz i did.....10 years high school football.....to college....to first job....10 years.....and yes I quit.....I did not stop.....problem is ...... that fucking CUNT is so clever.......so the cigar craze hits........cigar bars, you recall.........i go to some cigar bars....I am 25......and young and dumb and full of cum......the fucking nic bitch loves the guys in theirs 20's.......cuz we are plain fucking stupid........

So - hit the cigars......and BOOM.....back on the nic........

fast forward 15 years......99 days quit.......a little wiser.......a little more worldly.....wont ......

so get this......last week - after the vegas free cubans that I said FUCK YOU too.......a guy on my team goes....."hey, lets go do a hookah bar?"

I go whats that?

he goes - its an egyptian smoke

I go - I don't do nicotine

he goes - there is no nicotine in it (REALLY?????? FUCK YOU YOU DUMB MOTHER FUCKER - i should have fired him for being an idiot)

but here is the bitch......again..........stalking.......taking on a new form....


so - i digress......will throw a few prayers up for Corn and am done with him..... i will not accept him back until he reaches his own personal 100 day HOF - this is his burden to carry......not OCT's.......not ours........

i love you guys.....FUCK THE CUNT

[Wt57]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

I know it feels like we've been kicked in the nuts but caves will happen to those who don't burn the bridge. Take this as a painful reminder that you have to eliminate nicotine as an option in your life. If it ain't an option there is no other outcome but quit. No matter what, TODAY you can't dip! You have no other choice. Believe it, preach it, live it. Are you a stopper or are you a quitter?

What's the over/under on the number of texts sent and phone calls corn made before stuffing his face with cancer?

0.0

Did we ever find out if he posted roll on the day he caved?

He was clear when he posted roll according to his post yesterday in February.

I gave praise at one point with a specific warning...

Remember the dark side is always lurking.

I caved after more than 1000 days. Now I am on day 422. That is how addicted I am. Freedom is so sweet.

I was just reading and shaking my head saying why? How? Then I remembered, I caved after 3 1/2 yrs. Of being stopped. I started thinking what brought me down. It was a combination of things: arrogance, I thought I could control my usage. Ignorance, I didn't recognize I was a addict. Curiosity, wanted to see if the rush I remembered was still there. Selfpity, I was feeling sorry for myself and wanted to wallow in my pain with a mouth of shit!
Next time I view a cave I'm going to review my quit and see what I may need to do to update my resolve. Remember always it's the cave that SUCKS not the caver. Corn I feel your pain!

[rootboyslim]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

I know it feels like we've been kicked in the nuts but caves will happen to those who don't burn the bridge. Take this as a painful reminder that you have to eliminate nicotine as an option in your life. If it ain't an option there is no other outcome but quit. No matter what, TODAY you can't dip! You have no other choice. Believe it, preach it, live it. Are you a stopper or are you a quitter?

What's the over/under on the number of texts sent and phone calls corn made before stuffing his face with cancer?

0.0

Did we ever find out if he posted roll on the day he caved?

He was clear when he posted roll according to his post yesterday in February.

I gave praise at one point with a specific warning...

Remember the dark side is always lurking.

I caved after more than 1000 days. Now I am on day 422. That is how addicted I am. Freedom is so sweet.

[Ready]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

I know it feels like we've been kicked in the nuts but caves will happen to those who don't burn the bridge. Take this as a painful reminder that you have to eliminate nicotine as an option in your life. If it ain't an option there is no other outcome but quit. No matter what, TODAY you can't dip! You have no other choice. Believe it, preach it, live it. Are you a stopper or are you a quitter?

What's the over/under on the number of texts sent and phone calls corn made before stuffing his face with cancer?

0.0

Did we ever find out if he posted roll on the day he caved?

He was clear when he posted roll according to his post yesterday in February.

I gave praise at one point with a specific warning...

Remember the dark side is always lurking.

[wastepanel]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

I know it feels like we've been kicked in the nuts but caves will happen to those who don't burn the bridge. Take this as a painful reminder that you have to eliminate nicotine as an option in your life. If it ain't an option there is no other outcome but quit. No matter what, TODAY you can't dip! You have no other choice. Believe it, preach it, live it. Are you a stopper or are you a quitter?

What's the over/under on the number of texts sent and phone calls corn made before stuffing his face with cancer?

0.0

Did we ever find out if he posted roll on the day he caved?

He was clear when he posted roll according to his post yesterday in February.

[Buddy Mac]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

I know it feels like we've been kicked in the nuts but caves will happen to those who don't burn the bridge. Take this as a painful reminder that you have to eliminate nicotine as an option in your life. If it ain't an option there is no other outcome but quit. No matter what, TODAY you can't dip! You have no other choice. Believe it, preach it, live it. Are you a stopper or are you a quitter?

What's the over/under on the number of texts sent and phone calls corn made before stuffing his face with cancer?

0.0

Did we ever find out if he posted roll on the day he caved?

[30yraddict]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

I know it feels like we've been kicked in the nuts but caves will happen to those who don't burn the bridge. Take this as a painful reminder that you have to eliminate nicotine as an option in your life. If it ain't an option there is no other outcome but quit. No matter what, TODAY you can't dip! You have no other choice. Believe it, preach it, live it. Are you a stopper or are you a quitter?

What's the over/under on the number of texts sent and phone calls corn made before stuffing his face with cancer?

0.0

[Souliman]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

I know it feels like we've been kicked in the nuts but caves will happen to those who don't burn the bridge. Take this as a painful reminder that you have to eliminate nicotine as an option in your life. If it ain't an option there is no other outcome but quit. No matter what, TODAY you can't dip! You have no other choice. Believe it, preach it, live it. Are you a stopper or are you a quitter?

What's the over/under on the number of texts sent and phone calls corn made before stuffing his face with cancer?

[Notdeadyet]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

I know it feels like we've been kicked in the nuts but caves will happen to those who don't burn the bridge. Take this as a painful reminder that you have to eliminate nicotine as an option in your life. If it ain't an option there is no other outcome but quit. No matter what, TODAY you can't dip! You have no other choice. Believe it, preach it, live it. Are you a stopper or are you a quitter?

[Coach Steve]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

I'm speechless. I tried to write something eloquent but I couldn't. Your story put a chink in my quit like fuck armor today. But that's all it is...a chink. Insignificant.

All we addicts have is a belief in each other. Accountability. I'm tired of getting shit upon.

Quit Like Fuck.

[D2maine]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'

Corn you helped me feel at home here at KTC and now this......unfuckingbelieveable!

[bigsky406]

I thought someone might want to talk a walk down memory lane...

It's a painful walk...

'bang head'