Day 1 - The Fog of War

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Congrats on 400 brother!
4th floor!! Well done sir!
4th floor is awesome!
SGFE,
I already sent you a text as usual but wanted to leave you a nice post in here too. I am damn proud to be 103 days behind you in quit. I would follow you into war as I have this war on tobacco. You sir are a great quitter to have around and I look forward to many more +1s with you.

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Great job Sand Flea. Keep it up!!
owning it Steve !!!

Get 5
4th floor??? You quitting badass!!!! Congrats!!
Keep leading the way brother!

rtpope

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Congrats on 400 brother!
4th floor!! Well done sir!
4th floor is awesome!
SGFE,
I already sent you a text as usual but wanted to leave you a nice post in here too. I am damn proud to be 103 days behind you in quit. I would follow you into war as I have this war on tobacco. You sir are a great quitter to have around and I look forward to many more +1s with you.

P
Great job Sand Flea. Keep it up!!
owning it Steve !!!

Get 5
4th floor??? You quitting badass!!!! Congrats!!

cbird65

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Congrats on 400 brother!
4th floor!! Well done sir!
4th floor is awesome!
SGFE,
I already sent you a text as usual but wanted to leave you a nice post in here too. I am damn proud to be 103 days behind you in quit. I would follow you into war as I have this war on tobacco. You sir are a great quitter to have around and I look forward to many more +1s with you.

P
Great job Sand Flea. Keep it up!!
owning it Steve !!!

Get 5
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Congrats on 400 brother!
4th floor!! Well done sir!
4th floor is awesome!
SGFE,
I already sent you a text as usual but wanted to leave you a nice post in here too. I am damn proud to be 103 days behind you in quit. I would follow you into war as I have this war on tobacco. You sir are a great quitter to have around and I look forward to many more +1s with you.

P
Great job Sand Flea. Keep it up!!
Nicotine Quit Date:10/31/2013
Exercise Start Date: 6/29/2018

Pinched

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Congrats on 400 brother!
4th floor!! Well done sir!
4th floor is awesome!
SGFE,
I already sent you a text as usual but wanted to leave you a nice post in here too. I am damn proud to be 103 days behind you in quit. I would follow you into war as I have this war on tobacco. You sir are a great quitter to have around and I look forward to many more +1s with you.

P
"If you want to quit then stop talking and just QUIT. If you want to kill yourself a bullet is cheaper and faster than a tin, plus it eliminates my hearing you whine and cry like a bitch."

Best thing I have read on KTC...Submitted by tgafish on 7/3/14

Former Skoal Straight and Cope Longcut user that started at the age of 12. QUIT on 7/15/13

jbradley

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Congrats on 400 brother!
4th floor!! Well done sir!
4th floor is awesome!

Derk40

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Congrats on 400 brother!
4th floor!! Well done sir!
Quit date: 6/23/2013
HOF Date: 9/30/2013

HOF Speech

AppleJack

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Congrats on 400 brother!
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

30isEnuff

Quote from: Sand_Fleas_Gotta_EatThanks everyone for their well wishes and time capsules?!

Just a few thoughts on the one year mark. As I look back at some of the postings I have made to my own introductions, I've noticed slight behavior modifications even between day 300 and one year (day 365), as I've put the nic bitch further behind in my rear view mirror. This introduction is an invaluable tool we all have as we move further from bondage and closer to ultimate goal of freedom from this addiction. (Some say three years, some say never)

Are we getting smarter or just more articulate as our brains re-wire after being tortured for years? In my case, more than half my life. Maybe it's a combination of the two which is not a bad thing.

For me the most unfortunate thing about nicotine addiction is what I missed out on as it relates to the poisoning of my brain. Did I miss out on that promotion because I was so dimwitted and slow to react or not articulate enough to impress those looking to promote/advance my career. Did I miss that opportunity as a coach to make an impression on a young kid, much like Pinched did recently?

At this point at a year +1. I have decided that my addiction to nicotine has done me anything but good, held me down, poisoned my thoughts/actions and held me down from becoming a better husband, father, Marine, employee... a better person and I HATE THAT FEELING. I dislike who I was but now being a year free of the nic grasp, I'm starting to like who I think I could have been had I not ever enjoyed being a bitch of nicotine addiction.

Carry on!
Brother You are spot fuckin' on!!!
I agree a gazillion %.

Learn, re-wire, live and love to our fullest!!
Keeping my jaw and tongue...I like them.
It's poison I tell ya, You wouldn't drink Liquid Drano, would ya?

Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat

Thanks everyone for their well wishes and time capsules?!

Just a few thoughts on the one year mark. As I look back at some of the postings I have made to my own introductions, I've noticed slight behavior modifications even between day 300 and one year (day 365), as I've put the nic bitch further behind in my rear view mirror. This introduction is an invaluable tool we all have as we move further from bondage and closer to ultimate goal of freedom from this addiction. (Some say three years, some say never)

Are we getting smarter or just more articulate as our brains re-wire after being tortured for years? In my case, more than half my life. Maybe it's a combination of the two which is not a bad thing.

For me the most unfortunate thing about nicotine addiction is what I missed out on as it relates to the poisoning of my brain. Did I miss out on that promotion because I was so dimwitted and slow to react or not articulate enough to impress those looking to promote/advance my career. Did I miss that opportunity as a coach to make an impression on a young kid, much like Pinched did recently?

At this point at a year +1. I have decided that my addiction to nicotine has done me anything but good, held me down, poisoned my thoughts/actions and held me down from becoming a better husband, father, Marine, employee... a better person and I HATE THAT FEELING. I dislike who I was but now being a year free of the nic grasp, I'm starting to like who I think I could have been had I not ever enjoyed being a bitch of nicotine addiction.

Carry on!

jayd41

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You did it bro! You know this isn't the end but, rather, another milestone in your journey. It's a significant milestone though. A year of your life taken back and made whole again. Fighting through the ups and downs clean n clear. Proud of you man! Proud to quit with you... Proud to call you friend. Congratulations!
Congrats on 1 yr! Awesome quit! Keep at it today!
Grats on the first of many laps SFGE!

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Just a short hop to the 4th Floor now.
1 Year is outstanding Steve. Congrats
SFGE, you have been my saving grace for damn near my entire quit. I appreciate that time you spend here and I admire the 365 days that you have remained quit.
fist pump!
Very nice! Congrats and keep it up!
Fleas where to begin we chirp everyday I thought I would put a few thoughts here too for your time capsule. Well lets start with a big congrats enjoy your birthday!!! I am proud to have you as my friend. You were one of the first quitters to make contact with me. When I got here I was so sick and fogged out that I thought you were the head of the site and with a name like Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat and a scary AV who could blame me. I am glad to have had you in my corner for 351 days. QLF EDD
SFGE, congrats on a year my friend, you are a superior quitter and have helped me to where I am today 121. Thanks for all you do man
Happy Quit Birthday!
nice job on a year, nice start...
A day late, but niiiice!
'Cheers' 1 Year is outstanding, SFGE. Thanks for your support! Quit on!!!
congrats big dog
Boy I sure could use a beer right about now!

Minny

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You did it bro! You know this isn't the end but, rather, another milestone in your journey. It's a significant milestone though. A year of your life taken back and made whole again. Fighting through the ups and downs clean n clear. Proud of you man! Proud to quit with you... Proud to call you friend. Congratulations!
Congrats on 1 yr! Awesome quit! Keep at it today!
Grats on the first of many laps SFGE!

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Just a short hop to the 4th Floor now.
1 Year is outstanding Steve. Congrats
SFGE, you have been my saving grace for damn near my entire quit. I appreciate that time you spend here and I admire the 365 days that you have remained quit.
fist pump!
Very nice! Congrats and keep it up!
Fleas where to begin we chirp everyday I thought I would put a few thoughts here too for your time capsule. Well lets start with a big congrats enjoy your birthday!!! I am proud to have you as my friend. You were one of the first quitters to make contact with me. When I got here I was so sick and fogged out that I thought you were the head of the site and with a name like Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat and a scary AV who could blame me. I am glad to have had you in my corner for 351 days. QLF EDD
SFGE, congrats on a year my friend, you are a superior quitter and have helped me to where I am today 121. Thanks for all you do man
Happy Quit Birthday!
nice job on a year, nice start...
A day late, but niiiice!
'Cheers' 1 Year is outstanding, SFGE. Thanks for your support! Quit on!!!
Quit Date 7/12/13
HOF Date 10/19/13


My HOF Speech

srans

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You did it bro! You know this isn't the end but, rather, another milestone in your journey. It's a significant milestone though. A year of your life taken back and made whole again. Fighting through the ups and downs clean n clear. Proud of you man! Proud to quit with you... Proud to call you friend. Congratulations!
Congrats on 1 yr! Awesome quit! Keep at it today!
Grats on the first of many laps SFGE!

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Just a short hop to the 4th Floor now.
1 Year is outstanding Steve. Congrats
SFGE, you have been my saving grace for damn near my entire quit. I appreciate that time you spend here and I admire the 365 days that you have remained quit.
fist pump!
Very nice! Congrats and keep it up!
Fleas where to begin we chirp everyday I thought I would put a few thoughts here too for your time capsule. Well lets start with a big congrats enjoy your birthday!!! I am proud to have you as my friend. You were one of the first quitters to make contact with me. When I got here I was so sick and fogged out that I thought you were the head of the site and with a name like Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat and a scary AV who could blame me. I am glad to have had you in my corner for 351 days. QLF EDD
SFGE, congrats on a year my friend, you are a superior quitter and have helped me to where I am today 121. Thanks for all you do man
Happy Quit Birthday!
nice job on a year, nice start...
A day late, but niiiice!
Hof date may 25, 2013
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

mich 34

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You did it bro! You know this isn't the end but, rather, another milestone in your journey. It's a significant milestone though. A year of your life taken back and made whole again. Fighting through the ups and downs clean n clear. Proud of you man! Proud to quit with you... Proud to call you friend. Congratulations!
Congrats on 1 yr! Awesome quit! Keep at it today!
Grats on the first of many laps SFGE!

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Just a short hop to the 4th Floor now.
1 Year is outstanding Steve. Congrats
SFGE, you have been my saving grace for damn near my entire quit. I appreciate that time you spend here and I admire the 365 days that you have remained quit.
fist pump!
Very nice! Congrats and keep it up!
Fleas where to begin we chirp everyday I thought I would put a few thoughts here too for your time capsule. Well lets start with a big congrats enjoy your birthday!!! I am proud to have you as my friend. You were one of the first quitters to make contact with me. When I got here I was so sick and fogged out that I thought you were the head of the site and with a name like Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat and a scary AV who could blame me. I am glad to have had you in my corner for 351 days. QLF EDD
SFGE, congrats on a year my friend, you are a superior quitter and have helped me to where I am today 121. Thanks for all you do man
Happy Quit Birthday!
nice job on a year, nice start...
my intro
QD 07-19-2012
Group - Roctober Madmen Post with some Madmen (and women)
HOF 10-27-12 HOF Speech
2nd Floor 2-4-13, 3rd Floor 5-15-13
1 year of freedom - 7-19-2013. Thank you KTC
4th Floor 8-23-13, 5th Floor 12-1-13, 6th Floor 3-11-14, 7th Floor 6-19-14, 8th Floor 9-27-14, 9th Floor 1-5-15

Mthomas3824

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You did it bro! You know this isn't the end but, rather, another milestone in your journey. It's a significant milestone though. A year of your life taken back and made whole again. Fighting through the ups and downs clean n clear. Proud of you man! Proud to quit with you... Proud to call you friend. Congratulations!
Congrats on 1 yr! Awesome quit! Keep at it today!
Grats on the first of many laps SFGE!

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Just a short hop to the 4th Floor now.
1 Year is outstanding Steve. Congrats
SFGE, you have been my saving grace for damn near my entire quit. I appreciate that time you spend here and I admire the 365 days that you have remained quit.
fist pump!
Very nice! Congrats and keep it up!
Fleas where to begin we chirp everyday I thought I would put a few thoughts here too for your time capsule. Well lets start with a big congrats enjoy your birthday!!! I am proud to have you as my friend. You were one of the first quitters to make contact with me. When I got here I was so sick and fogged out that I thought you were the head of the site and with a name like Sand_Fleas_Gotta_Eat and a scary AV who could blame me. I am glad to have had you in my corner for 351 days. QLF EDD
SFGE, congrats on a year my friend, you are a superior quitter and have helped me to where I am today 121. Thanks for all you do man
Happy Quit Birthday!
Quit And Be Free

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