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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #350 on: March 26, 2013, 09:12:00 AM »
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Did it all this weekend fellas...

Watched tourney with the boys at bar while drinking...a lot
Spent all Saturday at home watching the tournament...by myself
Went out with old buddy Saturday night
Got shit faced while out with said friend Saturday night
Ate 8 chicken Sandos and 3 onion chips at white castle at 2AM
Came home and gave wife worst 3 inches of her life at 3AM
Up early Sunday for Palm Sunday Mass
Played catch with my son
Drove to my in-laws for Easter dinner
Left in-laws early to do llittle league draft
Are pizza and drank beer at little league draft
Came home and watched tourney some more...by myself
Dragged fat bloated ass off couch to play basketball
Got sent out by wife at 11PM to pick up some groceries

Not one fucking time did dip truly tempt me.  Cross my mind...sure, very briefly, but never offered up any real threat.  I was Arthur Fonzarelli cool the entire weekend.  And enjoyed the shit out of it .

Little league draft was a cementer for me.  My buddy/assistant coach comes to the draft with a tiny kid sized bottle of water.  I ask "what the fuck you gonna do with that?  Shots of water?". As soon as the word "water" left my tongue, it knew exactly what it was.  Sure enough he says "it was gonna be my spitter but I forgot your Joe quit so I wont tempt you" in a sarcastic tone.

Fuck you I thought but "Go ahead man, I'm a big boy and so are you" is what I said.  So...sure enough he starts finger banging a can of grizzly and loads up.  So the entire draft as we are inches apart going over the player pool this guys "pfffft" ", pfffft", "pfffft"....into his tiny water bottle.  I laughed.  It suddenly seemed not only disgusting but childish.  Guy looked like a fucking moron, and his breath smelled like straight ASS. 

I am honestly so happy to be done with that shit.  Weekends like this really drive that truth home.  In the past this would have been a 6-8 tin weekend.  Instead it was a zero pinch weekend and I enjoyed every second of it...and it really wasn't that hard.

Go figure...
Confession...there was something that I did NOT do this weekend.

Post roll or check on this site. I did this on purpose.

I DO NOT RECOMMEND THIS TO ANYONE ELSE, ESPECIALLY NEWBS OR ANYONE SHORT OF THE SECOND FLOOR.

Not sure why I consciously decided not to use this site this weekend as I knew it was gonna be a trigger palooza. Not the smartest thing ever and I doubt I will ever again, but my mom always said I wasn't the sharpest marble in the drawer.

Funny thing is, I missed this site more than I missed chewing.

Aint that some shit...especially since most of you like hairy men with 3 balls and I'm silky smooth with 2 perfectly symmetrical
clock weights.

See you all at roll tomorrow.
Great story man. Glad you made it. Get your ass on roll next time, you left yourself a way to cave if you had chosen to. You are way smarter than that.

I had a very similar weekend that I posted about on Sunday morning.

Keep walking the walk.
Sounds like a truly bad-ass weekend for a true bad-ass quitter.Thanks for sharing that story Diesel.
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #349 on: March 26, 2013, 05:57:00 AM »
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Did it all this weekend fellas...

Watched tourney with the boys at bar while drinking...a lot
Spent all Saturday at home watching the tournament...by myself
Went out with old buddy Saturday night
Got shit faced while out with said friend Saturday night
Ate 8 chicken Sandos and 3 onion chips at white castle at 2AM
Came home and gave wife worst 3 inches of her life at 3AM
Up early Sunday for Palm Sunday Mass
Played catch with my son
Drove to my in-laws for Easter dinner
Left in-laws early to do llittle league draft
Are pizza and drank beer at little league draft
Came home and watched tourney some more...by myself
Dragged fat bloated ass off couch to play basketball
Got sent out by wife at 11PM to pick up some groceries

Not one fucking time did dip truly tempt me.  Cross my mind...sure, very briefly, but never offered up any real threat.  I was Arthur Fonzarelli cool the entire weekend.  And enjoyed the shit out of it .

Little league draft was a cementer for me.  My buddy/assistant coach comes to the draft with a tiny kid sized bottle of water.  I ask "what the fuck you gonna do with that?  Shots of water?". As soon as the word "water" left my tongue, it knew exactly what it was.  Sure enough he says "it was gonna be my spitter but I forgot your Joe quit so I wont tempt you" in a sarcastic tone.

Fuck you I thought but "Go ahead man, I'm a big boy and so are you" is what I said.  So...sure enough he starts finger banging a can of grizzly and loads up.  So the entire draft as we are inches apart going over the player pool this guys "pfffft" ", pfffft", "pfffft"....into his tiny water bottle.  I laughed.  It suddenly seemed not only disgusting but childish.  Guy looked like a fucking moron, and his breath smelled like straight ASS. 

I am honestly so happy to be done with that shit.  Weekends like this really drive that truth home.  In the past this would have been a 6-8 tin weekend.  Instead it was a zero pinch weekend and I enjoyed every second of it...and it really wasn't that hard.

Go figure...
Confession...there was something that I did NOT do this weekend.

Post roll or check on this site. I did this on purpose.

I DO NOT RECOMMEND THIS TO ANYONE ELSE, ESPECIALLY NEWBS OR ANYONE SHORT OF THE SECOND FLOOR.

Not sure why I consciously decided not to use this site this weekend as I knew it was gonna be a trigger palooza. Not the smartest thing ever and I doubt I will ever again, but my mom always said I wasn't the sharpest marble in the drawer.

Funny thing is, I missed this site more than I missed chewing.

Aint that some shit...especially since most of you like hairy men with 3 balls and I'm silky smooth with 2 perfectly symmetrical
clock weights.

See you all at roll tomorrow.
Great story man. Glad you made it. Get your ass on roll next time, you left yourself a way to cave if you had chosen to. You are way smarter than that.

I had a very similar weekend that I posted about on Sunday morning.

Keep walking the walk.

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #348 on: March 25, 2013, 01:57:00 AM »
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Did it all this weekend fellas...

Watched tourney with the boys at bar while drinking...a lot
Spent all Saturday at home watching the tournament...by myself
Went out with old buddy Saturday night
Got shit faced while out with said friend Saturday night
Ate 8 chicken Sandos and 3 onion chips at white castle at 2AM
Came home and gave wife worst 3 inches of her life at 3AM
Up early Sunday for Palm Sunday Mass
Played catch with my son
Drove to my in-laws for Easter dinner
Left in-laws early to do llittle league draft
Are pizza and drank beer at little league draft
Came home and watched tourney some more...by myself
Dragged fat bloated ass off couch to play basketball
Got sent out by wife at 11PM to pick up some groceries

Not one fucking time did dip truly tempt me.  Cross my mind...sure, very briefly, but never offered up any real threat.  I was Arthur Fonzarelli cool the entire weekend.  And enjoyed the shit out of it .

Little league draft was a cementer for me.  My buddy/assistant coach comes to the draft with a tiny kid sized bottle of water.  I ask "what the fuck you gonna do with that?  Shots of water?". As soon as the word "water" left my tongue, it knew exactly what it was.  Sure enough he says "it was gonna be my spitter but I forgot your Joe quit so I wont tempt you" in a sarcastic tone.

Fuck you I thought but "Go ahead man, I'm a big boy and so are you" is what I said.  So...sure enough he starts finger banging a can of grizzly and loads up.  So the entire draft as we are inches apart going over the player pool this guys "pfffft" ", pfffft", "pfffft"....into his tiny water bottle.  I laughed.  It suddenly seemed not only disgusting but childish.  Guy looked like a fucking moron, and his breath smelled like straight ASS. 

I am honestly so happy to be done with that shit.  Weekends like this really drive that truth home.  In the past this would have been a 6-8 tin weekend.  Instead it was a zero pinch weekend and I enjoyed every second of it...and it really wasn't that hard.

Go figure...
Confession...there was something that I did NOT do this weekend.

Post roll or check on this site. I did this on purpose.

I DO NOT RECOMMEND THIS TO ANYONE ELSE, ESPECIALLY NEWBS OR ANYONE SHORT OF THE SECOND FLOOR.

Not sure why I consciously decided not to use this site this weekend as I knew it was gonna be a trigger palooza. Not the smartest thing ever and I doubt I will ever again, but my mom always said I wasn't the sharpest marble in the drawer.

Funny thing is, I missed this site more than I missed chewing.

Aint that some shit...especially since most of you like hairy men with 3 balls and I'm silky smooth with 2 perfectly symmetrical
clock weights.

See you all at roll tomorrow.
Quit 06/04/12
HOF 9/11/12
2nd floor 12/20/12
3rd floor 03/30/13
4th floor 07/08/13
5th floor 10/16/13
6th floor 01/24/14
7th floor 05/04/14
8th floor 08/12/14
9th floor 10/20/14
Comma 02/28/15
11th floor 06/08/15
12th floor 09/16/15
13th floor 12/25/15
14th floor 04/03/16
15th floor 7/11/16
16th floor 10/20/16
17th floor 01/27/17
18th floor 05/08/17
19th floor 08/14/17
20th floor 11/27/17
21st floor 03/11/18

"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #347 on: March 25, 2013, 12:23:00 AM »
Did it all this weekend fellas...

Watched tourney with the boys at bar while drinking...a lot
Spent all Saturday at home watching the tournament...by myself
Went out with old buddy Saturday night
Got shit faced while out with said friend Saturday night
Ate 8 chicken Sandos and 3 onion chips at white castle at 2AM
Came home and gave wife worst 3 inches of her life at 3AM
Up early Sunday for Palm Sunday Mass
Played catch with my son
Drove to my in-laws for Easter dinner
Left in-laws early to do llittle league draft
Are pizza and drank beer at little league draft
Came home and watched tourney some more...by myself
Dragged fat bloated ass off couch to play basketball
Got sent out by wife at 11PM to pick up some groceries

Not one fucking time did dip truly tempt me. Cross my mind...sure, very briefly, but never offered up any real threat. I was Arthur Fonzarelli cool the entire weekend. And enjoyed the shit out of it .

Little league draft was a cementer for me. My buddy/assistant coach comes to the draft with a tiny kid sized bottle of water. I ask "what the fuck you gonna do with that? Shots of water?". As soon as the word "water" left my tongue, it knew exactly what it was. Sure enough he says "it was gonna be my spitter but I forgot your Joe quit so I wont tempt you" in a sarcastic tone.

Fuck you I thought but "Go ahead man, I'm a big boy and so are you" is what I said. So...sure enough he starts finger banging a can of grizzly and loads up. So the entire draft as we are inches apart going over the player pool this guys "pfffft" ", pfffft", "pfffft"....into his tiny water bottle. I laughed. It suddenly seemed not only disgusting but childish. Guy looked like a fucking moron, and his breath smelled like straight ASS.

I am honestly so happy to be done with that shit. Weekends like this really drive that truth home. In the past this would have been a 6-8 tin weekend. Instead it was a zero pinch weekend and I enjoyed every second of it...and it really wasn't that hard.

Go figure...
Quit 06/04/12
HOF 9/11/12
2nd floor 12/20/12
3rd floor 03/30/13
4th floor 07/08/13
5th floor 10/16/13
6th floor 01/24/14
7th floor 05/04/14
8th floor 08/12/14
9th floor 10/20/14
Comma 02/28/15
11th floor 06/08/15
12th floor 09/16/15
13th floor 12/25/15
14th floor 04/03/16
15th floor 7/11/16
16th floor 10/20/16
17th floor 01/27/17
18th floor 05/08/17
19th floor 08/14/17
20th floor 11/27/17
21st floor 03/11/18

"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #346 on: March 22, 2013, 09:56:00 AM »
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Just be thankful we let you in our conference.
We raised your levels of looks and intelligence, for that you are welcome. :)
Certainly not in basketball... 'flush'
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Certainly not in basketball
'crackup' Taint no arguement there ! I am unarmed in a battle of wits with you, so before I really embarass myself I surrender. ALL HAIL THE GAZE IN BLUE ! :P
Memorial Stadium

Southeast: "In Commemoration of the men of Nebraska who served and fell in the Nation's Wars."
Southwest: "Not the victory but the action; Not the goal but the game; In the deed the glory."
Northwest: "Courage; Generosity; Fairness; Honor; In these are the true awards of manly sport."
Northeast: "Their Lives they held their country's trust; They kept its faith; They died its heroes."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #345 on: March 22, 2013, 09:50:00 AM »
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Just be thankful we let you in our conference.
We raised your levels of looks and intelligence, for that you are welcome. :)
Certainly not in basketball... 'flush'
Quit 06/04/12
HOF 9/11/12
2nd floor 12/20/12
3rd floor 03/30/13
4th floor 07/08/13
5th floor 10/16/13
6th floor 01/24/14
7th floor 05/04/14
8th floor 08/12/14
9th floor 10/20/14
Comma 02/28/15
11th floor 06/08/15
12th floor 09/16/15
13th floor 12/25/15
14th floor 04/03/16
15th floor 7/11/16
16th floor 10/20/16
17th floor 01/27/17
18th floor 05/08/17
19th floor 08/14/17
20th floor 11/27/17
21st floor 03/11/18

"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #344 on: March 22, 2013, 09:26:00 AM »
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Just be thankful we let you in our conference.
We raised your levels of looks and intelligence, for that you are welcome. :)
Memorial Stadium

Southeast: "In Commemoration of the men of Nebraska who served and fell in the Nation's Wars."
Southwest: "Not the victory but the action; Not the goal but the game; In the deed the glory."
Northwest: "Courage; Generosity; Fairness; Honor; In these are the true awards of manly sport."
Northeast: "Their Lives they held their country's trust; They kept its faith; They died its heroes."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #343 on: March 21, 2013, 04:04:00 PM »
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Day 289.

Today is the first day I have gone completely med free.  No anti depression meds, no anxiety pills, no nothing...just me.  I feel GREAT.

A lot of people have different thoughts on using meds, but to be honest I could give a squirt of piss what others think. I needed them to get me quit.  Others may need need them for the rest of their life.  As long as you're quit,  who gives a flying fuck...as long as you're not abusing them.

I never thought I could quit nicotine, yet I did.  My doctor said I would use these meds as an "assist" to get my body and brain right to quit.    I never thought I would be able to lose the assists, yet I did.

I'm not popping off like some bad ass or suggesting everyone should use meds, because I'm not and not everyone should.

Ive just been reading a lot lately about guys who are at crossroads, still glorifying the worm dirt, and aren't sure if things really will get better, and seem to be losing a bit of enthusiasm for quitting.

Please hang in there.  ANYTHING is possible when you put your mind, body and soul into something.  Things do get better.  Better than you ever thought possible. 

Dig your claws in and continue to FIGHT.   Take a big deep breath, roll your sleeves up and realize you have unfinished business to tend to.    if you watch college hoops slap the floor like Duke does when they want to get a stop on defense and put some emotion back into your quit.

Get excited again.

It is so worth it, for reasons too many to list.

Do I still think about dipping?  Sure, but I also think about banging that smoking hot read head I flirt with on my sales run.  I think about what it would be like to be single with no kids, what it would be like to have a 12" cock instead of an 11 incher.  I think about a lot of shit,  that I just brush off as idle thought.  Dipping is now in that relm and it feels great.

I remember being in awe of skoal monster telling me when I first quit that  when he thought about dip it was as inconsequential as a mosquito bite and that he could just flick it off.

I never thought I could get to a similar point, yet I did.  And so can anyone.

I'm not cured and never will be but I sure as fuck feel "normal" again.  Never thought I would say that again,  yet I just fucking did.

Stay vigilant.
Good work my brother who likes a football team with funny colors! You bring so much to this site and all of our quits. Now, shrink your head, tuck your huge cock back in your pants and go save some newbie quits!!

J
'loot01'
proud of you diesel.. you've come a long way, and I'm quit with you...
Thanks all and I like men and Gladiator movies.
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Thanks all and I like men and Gladiator movies.
That's because you root for the Gaze in Blue. :lol:
Just be thankful we let you in our conference.
Congrats, well done, thanks for the site pep talk. Sorry about the 11" cock, don't worry though even with mine at 13", I still wish for an inch or two more, just because. We do need to continue to fight for our quits. Complacency leads to cave-ins-see, and we want no cave-ins.

QLAFM

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #342 on: March 21, 2013, 12:27:00 PM »
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Quote from: kana
Quote from: Rob1985
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Day 289.

Today is the first day I have gone completely med free.  No anti depression meds, no anxiety pills, no nothing...just me.  I feel GREAT.

A lot of people have different thoughts on using meds, but to be honest I could give a squirt of piss what others think. I needed them to get me quit.  Others may need need them for the rest of their life.  As long as you're quit,  who gives a flying fuck...as long as you're not abusing them.

I never thought I could quit nicotine, yet I did.  My doctor said I would use these meds as an "assist" to get my body and brain right to quit.    I never thought I would be able to lose the assists, yet I did.

I'm not popping off like some bad ass or suggesting everyone should use meds, because I'm not and not everyone should.

Ive just been reading a lot lately about guys who are at crossroads, still glorifying the worm dirt, and aren't sure if things really will get better, and seem to be losing a bit of enthusiasm for quitting.

Please hang in there.  ANYTHING is possible when you put your mind, body and soul into something.  Things do get better.  Better than you ever thought possible. 

Dig your claws in and continue to FIGHT.   Take a big deep breath, roll your sleeves up and realize you have unfinished business to tend to.    if you watch college hoops slap the floor like Duke does when they want to get a stop on defense and put some emotion back into your quit.

Get excited again.

It is so worth it, for reasons too many to list.

Do I still think about dipping?  Sure, but I also think about banging that smoking hot read head I flirt with on my sales run.  I think about what it would be like to be single with no kids, what it would be like to have a 12" cock instead of an 11 incher.  I think about a lot of shit,  that I just brush off as idle thought.  Dipping is now in that relm and it feels great.

I remember being in awe of skoal monster telling me when I first quit that  when he thought about dip it was as inconsequential as a mosquito bite and that he could just flick it off.

I never thought I could get to a similar point, yet I did.  And so can anyone.

I'm not cured and never will be but I sure as fuck feel "normal" again.  Never thought I would say that again,  yet I just fucking did.

Stay vigilant.
Good work my brother who likes a football team with funny colors! You bring so much to this site and all of our quits. Now, shrink your head, tuck your huge cock back in your pants and go save some newbie quits!!

J
'loot01'
proud of you diesel.. you've come a long way, and I'm quit with you...
Thanks all and I like men and Gladiator movies.
Quote
Thanks all and I like men and Gladiator movies.
That's because you root for the Gaze in Blue. :lol:
Just be thankful we let you in our conference.
Quit 06/04/12
HOF 9/11/12
2nd floor 12/20/12
3rd floor 03/30/13
4th floor 07/08/13
5th floor 10/16/13
6th floor 01/24/14
7th floor 05/04/14
8th floor 08/12/14
9th floor 10/20/14
Comma 02/28/15
11th floor 06/08/15
12th floor 09/16/15
13th floor 12/25/15
14th floor 04/03/16
15th floor 7/11/16
16th floor 10/20/16
17th floor 01/27/17
18th floor 05/08/17
19th floor 08/14/17
20th floor 11/27/17
21st floor 03/11/18

"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #341 on: March 21, 2013, 08:47:00 AM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: kana
Quote from: Rob1985
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: Diesel2112
Day 289.

Today is the first day I have gone completely med free.  No anti depression meds, no anxiety pills, no nothing...just me.  I feel GREAT.

A lot of people have different thoughts on using meds, but to be honest I could give a squirt of piss what others think. I needed them to get me quit.  Others may need need them for the rest of their life.  As long as you're quit,  who gives a flying fuck...as long as you're not abusing them.

I never thought I could quit nicotine, yet I did.  My doctor said I would use these meds as an "assist" to get my body and brain right to quit.    I never thought I would be able to lose the assists, yet I did.

I'm not popping off like some bad ass or suggesting everyone should use meds, because I'm not and not everyone should.

Ive just been reading a lot lately about guys who are at crossroads, still glorifying the worm dirt, and aren't sure if things really will get better, and seem to be losing a bit of enthusiasm for quitting.

Please hang in there.  ANYTHING is possible when you put your mind, body and soul into something.  Things do get better.  Better than you ever thought possible. 

Dig your claws in and continue to FIGHT.   Take a big deep breath, roll your sleeves up and realize you have unfinished business to tend to.    if you watch college hoops slap the floor like Duke does when they want to get a stop on defense and put some emotion back into your quit.

Get excited again.

It is so worth it, for reasons too many to list.

Do I still think about dipping?  Sure, but I also think about banging that smoking hot read head I flirt with on my sales run.  I think about what it would be like to be single with no kids, what it would be like to have a 12" cock instead of an 11 incher.  I think about a lot of shit,  that I just brush off as idle thought.  Dipping is now in that relm and it feels great.

I remember being in awe of skoal monster telling me when I first quit that  when he thought about dip it was as inconsequential as a mosquito bite and that he could just flick it off.

I never thought I could get to a similar point, yet I did.  And so can anyone.

I'm not cured and never will be but I sure as fuck feel "normal" again.  Never thought I would say that again,  yet I just fucking did.

Stay vigilant.
Good work my brother who likes a football team with funny colors! You bring so much to this site and all of our quits. Now, shrink your head, tuck your huge cock back in your pants and go save some newbie quits!!

J
'loot01'
proud of you diesel.. you've come a long way, and I'm quit with you...
Thanks all and I like men and Gladiator movies.
Quote
Thanks all and I like men and Gladiator movies.
That's because you root for the Gaze in Blue. :lol:
Memorial Stadium

Southeast: "In Commemoration of the men of Nebraska who served and fell in the Nation's Wars."
Southwest: "Not the victory but the action; Not the goal but the game; In the deed the glory."
Northwest: "Courage; Generosity; Fairness; Honor; In these are the true awards of manly sport."
Northeast: "Their Lives they held their country's trust; They kept its faith; They died its heroes."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #340 on: March 20, 2013, 09:19:00 AM »
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Quote from: Diesel2112
Day 289.

Today is the first day I have gone completely med free.  No anti depression meds, no anxiety pills, no nothing...just me.  I feel GREAT.

A lot of people have different thoughts on using meds, but to be honest I could give a squirt of piss what others think. I needed them to get me quit.  Others may need need them for the rest of their life.  As long as you're quit,  who gives a flying fuck...as long as you're not abusing them.

I never thought I could quit nicotine, yet I did.  My doctor said I would use these meds as an "assist" to get my body and brain right to quit.    I never thought I would be able to lose the assists, yet I did.

I'm not popping off like some bad ass or suggesting everyone should use meds, because I'm not and not everyone should.

Ive just been reading a lot lately about guys who are at crossroads, still glorifying the worm dirt, and aren't sure if things really will get better, and seem to be losing a bit of enthusiasm for quitting.

Please hang in there.  ANYTHING is possible when you put your mind, body and soul into something.  Things do get better.  Better than you ever thought possible. 

Dig your claws in and continue to FIGHT.   Take a big deep breath, roll your sleeves up and realize you have unfinished business to tend to.    if you watch college hoops slap the floor like Duke does when they want to get a stop on defense and put some emotion back into your quit.

Get excited again.

It is so worth it, for reasons too many to list.

Do I still think about dipping?  Sure, but I also think about banging that smoking hot read head I flirt with on my sales run.  I think about what it would be like to be single with no kids, what it would be like to have a 12" cock instead of an 11 incher.  I think about a lot of shit,  that I just brush off as idle thought.  Dipping is now in that relm and it feels great.

I remember being in awe of skoal monster telling me when I first quit that  when he thought about dip it was as inconsequential as a mosquito bite and that he could just flick it off.

I never thought I could get to a similar point, yet I did.  And so can anyone.

I'm not cured and never will be but I sure as fuck feel "normal" again.  Never thought I would say that again,  yet I just fucking did.

Stay vigilant.
Good work my brother who likes a football team with funny colors! You bring so much to this site and all of our quits. Now, shrink your head, tuck your huge cock back in your pants and go save some newbie quits!!

J
'loot01'
proud of you diesel.. you've come a long way, and I'm quit with you...
Thanks all and I like men and Gladiator movies.
Quit 06/04/12
HOF 9/11/12
2nd floor 12/20/12
3rd floor 03/30/13
4th floor 07/08/13
5th floor 10/16/13
6th floor 01/24/14
7th floor 05/04/14
8th floor 08/12/14
9th floor 10/20/14
Comma 02/28/15
11th floor 06/08/15
12th floor 09/16/15
13th floor 12/25/15
14th floor 04/03/16
15th floor 7/11/16
16th floor 10/20/16
17th floor 01/27/17
18th floor 05/08/17
19th floor 08/14/17
20th floor 11/27/17
21st floor 03/11/18

"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #339 on: March 20, 2013, 09:17:00 AM »
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Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: Diesel2112
Day 289.

Today is the first day I have gone completely med free.  No anti depression meds, no anxiety pills, no nothing...just me.  I feel GREAT.

A lot of people have different thoughts on using meds, but to be honest I could give a squirt of piss what others think. I needed them to get me quit.  Others may need need them for the rest of their life.  As long as you're quit,  who gives a flying fuck...as long as you're not abusing them.

I never thought I could quit nicotine, yet I did.  My doctor said I would use these meds as an "assist" to get my body and brain right to quit.    I never thought I would be able to lose the assists, yet I did.

I'm not popping off like some bad ass or suggesting everyone should use meds, because I'm not and not everyone should.

Ive just been reading a lot lately about guys who are at crossroads, still glorifying the worm dirt, and aren't sure if things really will get better, and seem to be losing a bit of enthusiasm for quitting.

Please hang in there.  ANYTHING is possible when you put your mind, body and soul into something.  Things do get better.  Better than you ever thought possible. 

Dig your claws in and continue to FIGHT.   Take a big deep breath, roll your sleeves up and realize you have unfinished business to tend to.    if you watch college hoops slap the floor like Duke does when they want to get a stop on defense and put some emotion back into your quit.

Get excited again.

It is so worth it, for reasons too many to list.

Do I still think about dipping?  Sure, but I also think about banging that smoking hot read head I flirt with on my sales run.  I think about what it would be like to be single with no kids, what it would be like to have a 12" cock instead of an 11 incher.  I think about a lot of shit,  that I just brush off as idle thought.  Dipping is now in that relm and it feels great.

I remember being in awe of skoal monster telling me when I first quit that  when he thought about dip it was as inconsequential as a mosquito bite and that he could just flick it off.

I never thought I could get to a similar point, yet I did.  And so can anyone.

I'm not cured and never will be but I sure as fuck feel "normal" again.  Never thought I would say that again,  yet I just fucking did.

Stay vigilant.
Good work my brother who likes a football team with funny colors! You bring so much to this site and all of our quits. Now, shrink your head, tuck your huge cock back in your pants and go save some newbie quits!!

J
'loot01'
proud of you diesel.. you've come a long way, and I'm quit with you...
we choose our battles.. the battles we do fight, be aware that they have to be, but passion rules? James Hetfield

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #338 on: March 20, 2013, 08:24:00 AM »
Quote from: jhaenel23
Quote from: Diesel2112
Day 289.

Today is the first day I have gone completely med free.  No anti depression meds, no anxiety pills, no nothing...just me.  I feel GREAT.

A lot of people have different thoughts on using meds, but to be honest I could give a squirt of piss what others think. I needed them to get me quit.  Others may need need them for the rest of their life.  As long as you're quit,  who gives a flying fuck...as long as you're not abusing them.

I never thought I could quit nicotine, yet I did.  My doctor said I would use these meds as an "assist" to get my body and brain right to quit.    I never thought I would be able to lose the assists, yet I did.

I'm not popping off like some bad ass or suggesting everyone should use meds, because I'm not and not everyone should.

Ive just been reading a lot lately about guys who are at crossroads, still glorifying the worm dirt, and aren't sure if things really will get better, and seem to be losing a bit of enthusiasm for quitting.

Please hang in there.  ANYTHING is possible when you put your mind, body and soul into something.  Things do get better.  Better than you ever thought possible. 

Dig your claws in and continue to FIGHT.  Take a big deep breath, roll your sleeves up and realize you have unfinished business to tend to.    if you watch college hoops slap the floor like Duke does when they want to get a stop on defense and put some emotion back into your quit.

Get excited again.

It is so worth it, for reasons too many to list.

Do I still think about dipping?  Sure, but I also think about banging that smoking hot read head I flirt with on my sales run.  I think about what it would be like to be single with no kids, what it would be like to have a 12" cock instead of an 11 incher.  I think about a lot of shit,  that I just brush off as idle thought.  Dipping is now in that relm and it feels great.

I remember being in awe of skoal monster telling me when I first quit that  when he thought about dip it was as inconsequential as a mosquito bite and that he could just flick it off.

I never thought I could get to a similar point, yet I did.  And so can anyone.

I'm not cured and never will be but I sure as fuck feel "normal" again.  Never thought I would say that again,  yet I just fucking did.

Stay vigilant.
Good work my brother who likes a football team with funny colors! You bring so much to this site and all of our quits. Now, shrink your head, tuck your huge cock back in your pants and go save some newbie quits!!

J
'loot01'
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Two Years 2/23/15
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #337 on: March 20, 2013, 08:20:00 AM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
Day 289.

Today is the first day I have gone completely med free. No anti depression meds, no anxiety pills, no nothing...just me. I feel GREAT.

A lot of people have different thoughts on using meds, but to be honest I could give a squirt of piss what others think. I needed them to get me quit. Others may need need them for the rest of their life. As long as you're quit, who gives a flying fuck...as long as you're not abusing them.

I never thought I could quit nicotine, yet I did. My doctor said I would use these meds as an "assist" to get my body and brain right to quit. I never thought I would be able to lose the assists, yet I did.

I'm not popping off like some bad ass or suggesting everyone should use meds, because I'm not and not everyone should.

Ive just been reading a lot lately about guys who are at crossroads, still glorifying the worm dirt, and aren't sure if things really will get better, and seem to be losing a bit of enthusiasm for quitting.

Please hang in there. ANYTHING is possible when you put your mind, body and soul into something. Things do get better. Better than you ever thought possible.

Dig your claws in and continue to FIGHT. Take a big deep breath, roll your sleeves up and realize you have unfinished business to tend to. if you watch college hoops slap the floor like Duke does when they want to get a stop on defense and put some emotion back into your quit.

Get excited again.

It is so worth it, for reasons too many to list.

Do I still think about dipping? Sure, but I also think about banging that smoking hot read head I flirt with on my sales run. I think about what it would be like to be single with no kids, what it would be like to have a 12" cock instead of an 11 incher. I think about a lot of shit, that I just brush off as idle thought. Dipping is now in that relm and it feels great.

I remember being in awe of skoal monster telling me when I first quit that when he thought about dip it was as inconsequential as a mosquito bite and that he could just flick it off.

I never thought I could get to a similar point, yet I did. And so can anyone.

I'm not cured and never will be but I sure as fuck feel "normal" again. Never thought I would say that again, yet I just fucking did.

Stay vigilant.
Good work my brother who likes a football team with funny colors! You bring so much to this site and all of our quits. Now, shrink your head, tuck your huge cock back in your pants and go save some newbie quits!!

J
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #336 on: March 20, 2013, 07:09:00 AM »
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My wife demanded , "Give me 12 inches and make it hurt!"

I fucked her 4 times and punched her in the head.
Stick around folks, he's here all week!
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