15:1
That's a ratio. Years used, abused, addicted and dependent to years quit. Looks bad, right?
I have never been so proud to put up that lonely little number 1 in my life as today marks 365 days quit.
Most of the days that got me to that year number 1 sucked...BAD.
However, the way I see it, when you take a step back. "Most of a year" really isn't that long, when you're trying to take your life back. Even though it sure as hell seemed like it.
The way I see it I survived the toughest part and only better days are ahead. I'm by no means cured but getting that ratio a little more respectable is my new goal. How do I plan to do it? One day at a time.
The way I see it, fuck looking back at the 15. I'm only gonna look ahead to a journey where I get that number on the right, larger than the one on the left. Might take some time, but I got nothing better to do..
I'm going to walk that journey the way God intended me to walk this earth. Dip free, nic free, and addicted to nothing other than my family, friends and loved ones.
This is the way I see it. Anyone care to join me?