First fantasy fb draft tonight without the shit. I actually skipped playing last year because I didn't handle the temptation and would not enjoy being around the fellas at the draft without a lip full.
What a ding-a-ling.
Quit on...
Yep. Online drafts without a lip full coming up for me. 2 in fact. Not a temptation because I will post roll and I will honor that word. Just another thing to put a notch next too that we do now without the cat turd.
Gee. What do you know. I made it through the draft no problem.
I remember 2 years ago, sitting in my buddies garage for 4 hrs of drafting and then 3 hrs of poker after. I had a dip in almost the entire time. Took it out only to eat some pizza and sub.
I vividly remember driving home with my tongue, gums and inner lips just aching like a son of a bitch. I remember thinking to myself, 'fuck, when are you gonna quit this shit. It doesn't even taste good anymore, it fucking hurts"
Even though I asked myself a pretty serious question , I gave myself a shifty answer..."Fuck it"
Nice line of thinking. "Fuck it", what a moronic answer swayed by the demon known as addiction.
Thank the lord I wised up, got help here and other places, and have been quit for 450 days.
Tonight I drove home and asked myself , "how could I have been so stupid???"
Quit on...