I'm finally giving it up. It's going to be a struggle, but I know it will be worth it in the end. I just have to convince myself everyday that it's worth it.
I read a post that summed it up best....it's like losing your best friend, who never complained, never busted your balls, and was the perfect companion when your watching tv, playing golf, working in the office, working in the yard, driving down the road, early in the morning for a boost, or late at night to calm you down before going to bed.
However, I know I can overcome all this crap once I realize that it could kill me one day if I don't QUIT. Plus, if I don't quit, my wife will kill me....so death is almost certain at this point if I don't give it up.
Thanks in advance for the support, i'm going to need it for sure.
I'll see you in the KTC Hall of Fame in a few months!