300 days
So today I have been free of
Worrying about spit cups, remembering to have them and worse spilling them.
Leaving a spitter in the car on a sunny week while outta town omg disgusting.
Spitting all over the side if my truck (don't start shit trauma).
Remembering to have enough with me all the time, I travel a lot.
Making it thru flights meetings, other events, resulting in me gutting it, ugh.
Sneezing and the shit getting all over my cloths.
Spitting it while hunting, the scent being a problem.
Having to make sure I have a drink with me all the time to keep up with spitting.
Worrying about cancer ever time I put one in.
Moving it to different spots in my mouth cause I am sore.
My daughter thinking nicotine is ok cause daddy does it.
Rushing thru my meals to commence dipping again ASAP.
Not being able to kiss my hot chick at anytime.
Getting my can wet and the cardboard falling apart.
Sharing with others hoping they washed their hands.
Putting in a dip with dirty hands while fishing etc.
Touching my eye and lighting it on fire and being temporarily blinded. I only have 1 eye so this one was a bitch while driving lol.
Forgetting the shit at home or office and being in a big hurry and no time to stop
Not having it for any reason even for a brief moment. The panic!
The afternoon headaches, yet still throwing that hog in after work (even though I ninja dipped all day) cause I was then free to dip at will, god the head ache by the time I got home!
The amount of money that I wasted!
Horrible breath all the time.
Falling asleep with it in at night.
Constant heartburn.
Going in only to find the station was out of my brand, another stop had to be made!
Having to spit every time I passed a sink, toilet, or trash can in the house!
My trash can at work always smelling.
This list could continue all damn day! For the past 300 days none of the above have enslaved me, thank you bad asses that make up this awesome place, KTC! I still have craves but they are short small and I would say insignificant cause I push them away from my thoughts as easily as swatting a fly from my face, but their not insignifact, no, they remind me to remain vigilant. Now when I get a crave, it brings a smile to my face and makes me happy, rather than missing nicotine I am grateful to be free! What a horror it would be to lose this freedom. I fear not, I have a plan to insure that I remain free, ODAAT, NAFAR, brotherhood, and post roll every day!
Erussell day three fucking hundred!
