Hey Fellas.
Today is the first day of the rest of my life not dancing with Mr. Dip.
I'm 44, and I've been dipping for 20+ years. Skoal WG LC. A tin a day. I started out smoking and moved to the dip. I am so tired of being a slave to Nic.
I'm married with 3 young children. I consider myself lucky that my kids haven't figured out why I am always "spitting". I don't want them using "daddy did it" as part of their rationalization for trying out a nicotine product when they get older. And we all know they will be offered/tempted at some point. It'll hopefully be a tougher leap for them to make.
Quitting is easy ..... I've done it a hundred times!!!!
But this time it is different. I feel it. I finally realized, with the help of my wife, that I cannot do it alone. It never works!!! I've never reached out to anyone before.
I have quit before for 6 months, 2 years, etc. My biggest failure is when I get cocky and think I can handle a pinch from a buddy. When that happens, it's all over. I'm back to dipping within a month. I'm hoping with a support group behind me, I won't fall for that trap again.
I've got the heavy fog coming back. It's funny after eating my sandwich I felt pretty good, then about 15 mins. later the fog came back. These first few days can be brutal! But I promise to succeed.
Thank you all in advance for your support.
Later,
Alex