hullo

[duathman]

Happy quit birthday blo 'poledancer'

[srans]

119- Dip dream last night. I don't remember having a dip in the dream but I was trying to convince myself I could keep dipping and still be on KTC... That was when I realized I was having a bad dream. Sad to know I will always have a little part of me that will want to be a slave again, but when I think about how that part of me used to be the driving force in my life, and is now a little thing that only has an infrequent voice when I am sleeping, it is easier to deal with.

Don't be sad and resign that there will always be a part of you that wants to be a slave again.

You used for 20 year. You've been quit for 119 days, which is awesome but not enough to erase 7,300 days of using.

Look forward to the day where that little part of you WILL NOT want to be a slave again.

You can turn this shit around. You're on the right track, but you have to come at it with a better outlook.

You know you don't WANT to be a slave again, but the nic bitch sure wants you back so she fucks with you. Keep beating her bullshit back and you will see that life without nicotine is not only possible but can be "normal".

Quit on...

Matt, you'll be surprised at the difference another 100 will make. I bet diesel would say the same thing about another 100 after that. Let's continue on this journey my friend, we got nothing better to do.

[Diesel2112]

119- Dip dream last night. I don't remember having a dip in the dream but I was trying to convince myself I could keep dipping and still be on KTC... That was when I realized I was having a bad dream. Sad to know I will always have a little part of me that will want to be a slave again, but when I think about how that part of me used to be the driving force in my life, and is now a little thing that only has an infrequent voice when I am sleeping, it is easier to deal with.

Don't be sad and resign that there will always be a part of you that wants to be a slave again.

You used for 20 year. You've been quit for 119 days, which is awesome but not enough to erase 7,300 days of using.

Look forward to the day where that little part of you WILL NOT want to be a slave again.

You can turn this shit around. You're on the right track, but you have to come at it with a better outlook.

You know you don't WANT to be a slave again, but the nic bitch sure wants you back so she fucks with you. Keep beating her bullshit back and you will see that life without nicotine is not only possible but can be "normal".

Quit on...

[B-loMatt]

119- Dip dream last night. I don't remember having a dip in the dream but I was trying to convince myself I could keep dipping and still be on KTC... That was when I realized I was having a bad dream. Sad to know I will always have a little part of me that will want to be a slave again, but when I think about how that part of me used to be the driving force in my life, and is now a little thing that only has an infrequent voice when I am sleeping, it is easier to deal with.

[srans]

117- I have been feeling like crap this past week: allergies turned into a bad cold. One good thing has been a nice easy spell in my quit. I had backed off my activity on KTC last few weeks for a variety of reasons: little bit of Applejacks "sittin' on my porch enjoying the fruits of my labors", little bit of lots of real life eating up my time, but I realized that nice easy spell in my quit was a sign that I should be sharpening my tools for the next tough spot in my quit. I hope that tough spot never comes, but I know it will, and I will be ready to beat any cravings, fogs, or funks down! Also like being able to tell the new quitters how much better ones quit can get. Maybe I will get a HOF speech together soon...

Congrats on 117, I hear you completely on the allergies. I have been suffering from that shit myself. Never had allergy problems before so I have been curious as to what is causing it now. Keep up the good work, own your quit and post up each day.

We all need to lean on one another every now and then, which means the other half needs to be ready to shore up when necessary.

Quit on Quitter!

QFQQ,
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Proud of you B-lo. It has been great to watch you figure this thing out.

Once an addict always an addict. The decision to choose freedom must be made daily. Enjoy the easy days, you have earned them. But never forget day one. And never forget how badly you desired to become free. It is that knowledge, along with the tools you have acquired that will keep you quit.

Be vigilant, she lurks.

Allergies are actually a great reminder of how wonderful it is to be free. I still remember days of driving down the highway at 75 or 80 mph in the morning during allergy season doing some sort of a damn juggling routine. Couldn't breathe thru my nose so I'd be spitting constantly. Terrified that I'd spit on my white shirt. Then the sneezing would start. Seal up the bottle and reach for the Kleenex! Bottle. Kleenex. Bottle. Insanity that we let this addiction turn us into robots.

So, Matt, take this for what it is worth... Enjoy your first nicotine free allergy season!

Sounds like another milestone to me. My worst day without the poison is better than my best day with it. Glad to be quit with you matt.

[worktowin]

117- I have been feeling like crap this past week: allergies turned into a bad cold. One good thing has been a nice easy spell in my quit. I had backed off my activity on KTC last few weeks for a variety of reasons: little bit of Applejacks "sittin' on my porch enjoying the fruits of my labors", little bit of lots of real life eating up my time, but I realized that nice easy spell in my quit was a sign that I should be sharpening my tools for the next tough spot in my quit. I hope that tough spot never comes, but I know it will, and I will be ready to beat any cravings, fogs, or funks down! Also like being able to tell the new quitters how much better ones quit can get. Maybe I will get a HOF speech together soon...

Congrats on 117, I hear you completely on the allergies. I have been suffering from that shit myself. Never had allergy problems before so I have been curious as to what is causing it now. Keep up the good work, own your quit and post up each day.

We all need to lean on one another every now and then, which means the other half needs to be ready to shore up when necessary.

Quit on Quitter!

QFQQ,
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Proud of you B-lo. It has been great to watch you figure this thing out.

Once an addict always an addict. The decision to choose freedom must be made daily. Enjoy the easy days, you have earned them. But never forget day one. And never forget how badly you desired to become free. It is that knowledge, along with the tools you have acquired that will keep you quit.

Be vigilant, she lurks.

Allergies are actually a great reminder of how wonderful it is to be free. I still remember days of driving down the highway at 75 or 80 mph in the morning during allergy season doing some sort of a damn juggling routine. Couldn't breathe thru my nose so I'd be spitting constantly. Terrified that I'd spit on my white shirt. Then the sneezing would start. Seal up the bottle and reach for the Kleenex! Bottle. Kleenex. Bottle. Insanity that we let this addiction turn us into robots.

So, Matt, take this for what it is worth... Enjoy your first nicotine free allergy season!

[Its_Got2Happen]

117- I have been feeling like crap this past week: allergies turned into a bad cold. One good thing has been a nice easy spell in my quit. I had backed off my activity on KTC last few weeks for a variety of reasons: little bit of Applejacks "sittin' on my porch enjoying the fruits of my labors", little bit of lots of real life eating up my time, but I realized that nice easy spell in my quit was a sign that I should be sharpening my tools for the next tough spot in my quit. I hope that tough spot never comes, but I know it will, and I will be ready to beat any cravings, fogs, or funks down! Also like being able to tell the new quitters how much better ones quit can get. Maybe I will get a HOF speech together soon...

Congrats on 117, I hear you completely on the allergies. I have been suffering from that shit myself. Never had allergy problems before so I have been curious as to what is causing it now. Keep up the good work, own your quit and post up each day.

We all need to lean on one another every now and then, which means the other half needs to be ready to shore up when necessary.

Quit on Quitter!

QFQQ,
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Proud of you B-lo. It has been great to watch you figure this thing out.

Once an addict always an addict. The decision to choose freedom must be made daily. Enjoy the easy days, you have earned them. But never forget day one. And never forget how badly you desired to become free. It is that knowledge, along with the tools you have acquired that will keep you quit.

Be vigilant, she lurks.

[Pinched]

117- I have been feeling like crap this past week: allergies turned into a bad cold. One good thing has been a nice easy spell in my quit. I had backed off my activity on KTC last few weeks for a variety of reasons: little bit of Applejacks "sittin' on my porch enjoying the fruits of my labors", little bit of lots of real life eating up my time, but I realized that nice easy spell in my quit was a sign that I should be sharpening my tools for the next tough spot in my quit. I hope that tough spot never comes, but I know it will, and I will be ready to beat any cravings, fogs, or funks down! Also like being able to tell the new quitters how much better ones quit can get. Maybe I will get a HOF speech together soon...

Congrats on 117, I hear you completely on the allergies. I have been suffering from that shit myself. Never had allergy problems before so I have been curious as to what is causing it now. Keep up the good work, own your quit and post up each day.

We all need to lean on one another every now and then, which means the other half needs to be ready to shore up when necessary.

Quit on Quitter!

QFQQ,
Pinched

[Mike from AB]

Congrats on 117! Looking forward to your HoF I should get in that forum  read a few of those who have gone before me.

[B-loMatt]

117- I have been feeling like crap this past week: allergies turned into a bad cold. One good thing has been a nice easy spell in my quit. I had backed off my activity on KTC last few weeks for a variety of reasons: little bit of Applejacks "sittin' on my porch enjoying the fruits of my labors", little bit of lots of real life eating up my time, but I realized that nice easy spell in my quit was a sign that I should be sharpening my tools for the next tough spot in my quit. I hope that tough spot never comes, but I know it will, and I will be ready to beat any cravings, fogs, or funks down! Also like being able to tell the new quitters how much better ones quit can get. Maybe I will get a HOF speech together soon...

[B-loMatt]

111- Been a while since I posted here, been busy and I don't have a lot of time now. I have been hearing about e-cigs for a couple of years, but I haven't seen anyone using then until this week. I saw my first one a couple of days ago and then they were everywhere! I guess it is better than smoking since it doesn't have second hand smoke, but holy crap these people look like the biggest junkies around. Everyone seems to where their e-pipe like a freaking amulet and puff on that sucker like it was air. WTF weird. Glad I am quit.

[Its_Got2Happen]

103- first post HOF craves yesterday. Told the craves to get lost and poof they' gone. They must've been lying in wait though 'cause I had another dip dream last night, but that one ended as soon as I realized I had a poison wad in. Spit that crud out in my dream and that was that. I know 100 days is a small percentage of the time I spent dipping, but holy crap does nicotine and the filthy rituals associated with getting a fix cling us! Just another reminder to not get complacent and to keep active on KTC. Quit on.

Congrats on the hall b-lo. Great start man. I remember your first few days. You have come a long way bud. Keep up the great work.

If you remember this simple fact, you will not have a problem.

You are an addict, there is no such thing as just one. Not now on day 103, and not later on day 1003.

Never again for any reason. With firm resolve, I quit with you today.

Ryan

[B-loMatt]

103- first post HOF craves yesterday. Told the craves to get lost and poof they' gone. They must've been lying in wait though 'cause I had another dip dream last night, but that one ended as soon as I realized I had a poison wad in. Spit that crud out in my dream and that was that. I know 100 days is a small percentage of the time I spent dipping, but holy crap does nicotine and the filthy rituals associated with getting a fix cling us! Just another reminder to not get complacent and to keep active on KTC. Quit on.

[Pinched]

B-Lo - congrats on hitting the hall. I fully expect that you will be sticking around, posting daily and helping the rest of us quitters stay quit. Bask in the glory today but note that today is only today, tomorrow you can choose to be a quitter again.

[srans]

Very proud of you bro. You came, saw and kicked but. I looked through your intro, which I like to do sometimes,, just to see the change in people after 100. Bravo brother... If you haven't looked lately, take a look. Pure quitting going on with your intro. Great job.