Day 25: quarter way to the HOF. Seems to have gone by so quick, but that is because I don't want to remember day 1 and the first week. Never let yourself forget how bad that first day and week was! I am going to get to day 26 because I posted roll this morning, and gave my word, and that is all I am worried about today. I can see the trap though: it is starting to get so much easier to be quit. First week was a minute to minute fight for most of the time, but last two weeks there have only been 2 roughish days, and those were not as bad as the first week. Assuming that most quits get even easier as time goes by, it is of upmost importance to remember the first day/week, and to never forget that you are 1 dip away from being a slave again... I need to keep developing and nurturing my hate and anger for nic and tobacco. I want my first reaction when I think about nic to be of revulsion and angry defiance always...