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Re: hullo
« Reply #369 on: October 09, 2014, 09:02:00 PM »
500 is pretty badass. Glad to have you in my corner EDD

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Re: hullo
« Reply #368 on: September 26, 2014, 01:22:00 PM »
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487- I'm going to have to put one of my dogs down today, and it sucks. I will not add to my misery by caving... I haven't had a crave or urge in a long time, but as I heard the bad news from the vet I swear the little nic bitch part of my brain thought it saw an opening, and I could hear the whispering... WTF. Stupid addiction.
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Re: hullo
« Reply #367 on: September 26, 2014, 12:42:00 PM »
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487- I'm going to have to put one of my dogs down today, and it sucks. I will not add to my misery by caving... I haven't had a crave or urge in a long time, but as I heard the bad news from the vet I swear the little nic bitch part of my brain thought it saw an opening, and I could hear the whispering... WTF. Stupid addiction.
Sorry about your dog Matt.
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Re: hullo
« Reply #366 on: September 26, 2014, 09:56:00 AM »
487- I'm going to have to put one of my dogs down today, and it sucks. I will not add to my misery by caving... I haven't had a crave or urge in a long time, but as I heard the bad news from the vet I swear the little nic bitch part of my brain thought it saw an opening, and I could hear the whispering... WTF. Stupid addiction.

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Re: hullo
« Reply #365 on: August 31, 2014, 09:41:00 AM »
461- So, I find myself understanding my father more and more as I get older. My Dad quit smoking when I was a little kid. I vaguely remember the camel un-filtered he used to smoke. The thing is, once my old man quit he became the biggest hater of second hand smoke I can remember. He also had nothing but distain for smoking and smokers. Sure he was quiet about his opinion most of the time with family members, but strangers often got an earful. Usually friendly advice that the poison was bad for them, but sometimes not so friendly... Anyway, I find myself enraged by inconsiderate smokers of late. I feel sorry for people I see using smokeless and smoking, but when I am unfortunate enough to catch a wiff of the poison smoke I want to loose my mind! I have always been irritated physically by second hand smoke (who isn't?), but I think the thing that really makes me upset is the thought of getting any nicotine in my system from the death cloud. Thankfully most people today are considerate and remove themselves to some remote spot before lighting up their filthy cancer sticks, but sometimes the designated smoking area is too close to me, and worst of all there are still times when, for whatever reason, people light up right in a crowd.... I want to go to these people and, after extinguishing their smoke by smothering the cherry on their forehead, explain to them that not everyone appreciates their bullshit! I miss you Dad, but now that I am quit too I understand some of the things you used to do.

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Re: hullo
« Reply #364 on: August 13, 2014, 12:27:00 PM »
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441- I had a dip dream again last night. It was a weird one as I don't remember actually having the poison in my gob, but just reaching for a can and finding it empty. Then the regret, remorse, self-loathing, etc. kicked in. Kinda nice to get the reminder of what a delta bravo I'd feel like if I ever caved w/o even having to dream I had the poison dirt in my mouth! QLF all day today.
Nice win matt. The guilt of letting yourself, and others, down is a wicked powerful motivator. Proud to quit with you.
Had one myself just a few weeks ago. They goof me out ever'time! Waking up is such a relief. Rock on m'man...
Just another dream. Blah blah you keep kicking that ass. I am with you EDD. Right here and you know I have your number and I will track your ass down. Miss a day and boom.
Your not the only one duathman. Mat wouldn't have any where to hide.. Here's one for the newbies to read. Read an intro that meant business. Three types of quitters come to ktc. Those who want to play. Those who want to pretend. Then you have this guy. He came to quit.

Mat has built accountability so far and wide he would never be able to mention his name in public after a cave. I would bet more money than i have that a cave is impossible from this guy. His word means something. Thanks for being here bro. Glad to have quit with you edd.
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Re: hullo
« Reply #363 on: August 12, 2014, 06:31:00 PM »
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

True story

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Re: hullo
« Reply #362 on: August 12, 2014, 06:16:00 PM »
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441- I had a dip dream again last night. It was a weird one as I don't remember actually having the poison in my gob, but just reaching for a can and finding it empty. Then the regret, remorse, self-loathing, etc. kicked in. Kinda nice to get the reminder of what a delta bravo I'd feel like if I ever caved w/o even having to dream I had the poison dirt in my mouth! QLF all day today.
Nice win matt. The guilt of letting yourself, and others, down is a wicked powerful motivator. Proud to quit with you.
Had one myself just a few weeks ago. They goof me out ever'time! Waking up is such a relief. Rock on m'man...
Just another dream. Blah blah you keep kicking that ass. I am with you EDD. Right here and you know I have your number and I will track your ass down. Miss a day and boom.
Your not the only one duathman. Mat wouldn't have any where to hide.. Here's one for the newbies to read. Read an intro that meant business. Three types of quitters come to ktc. Those who want to play. Those who want to pretend. Then you have this guy. He came to quit.

Mat has built accountability so far and wide he would never be able to mention his name in public after a cave. I would bet more money than i have that a cave is impossible from this guy. His word means something. Thanks for being here bro. Glad to have quit with you edd.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: hullo
« Reply #361 on: August 12, 2014, 05:02:00 PM »
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441- I had a dip dream again last night. It was a weird one as I don't remember actually having the poison in my gob, but just reaching for a can and finding it empty. Then the regret, remorse, self-loathing, etc. kicked in. Kinda nice to get the reminder of what a delta bravo I'd feel like if I ever caved w/o even having to dream I had the poison dirt in my mouth! QLF all day today.
Nice win matt. The guilt of letting yourself, and others, down is a wicked powerful motivator. Proud to quit with you.
Had one myself just a few weeks ago. They goof me out ever'time! Waking up is such a relief. Rock on m'man...
Just another dream. Blah blah you keep kicking that ass. I am with you EDD. Right here and you know I have your number and I will track your ass down. Miss a day and boom.

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Re: hullo
« Reply #360 on: August 12, 2014, 10:40:00 AM »
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441- I had a dip dream again last night. It was a weird one as I don't remember actually having the poison in my gob, but just reaching for a can and finding it empty. Then the regret, remorse, self-loathing, etc. kicked in. Kinda nice to get the reminder of what a delta bravo I'd feel like if I ever caved w/o even having to dream I had the poison dirt in my mouth! QLF all day today.
Nice win matt. The guilt of letting yourself, and others, down is a wicked powerful motivator. Proud to quit with you.
Had one myself just a few weeks ago. They goof me out ever'time! Waking up is such a relief. Rock on m'man...
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Re: hullo
« Reply #359 on: August 11, 2014, 10:45:00 PM »
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441- I had a dip dream again last night. It was a weird one as I don't remember actually having the poison in my gob, but just reaching for a can and finding it empty. Then the regret, remorse, self-loathing, etc. kicked in. Kinda nice to get the reminder of what a delta bravo I'd feel like if I ever caved w/o even having to dream I had the poison dirt in my mouth! QLF all day today.
Nice win matt. The guilt of letting yourself, and others, down is a wicked powerful motivator. Proud to quit with you.

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Re: hullo
« Reply #358 on: August 11, 2014, 09:13:00 AM »
441- I had a dip dream again last night. It was a weird one as I don't remember actually having the poison in my gob, but just reaching for a can and finding it empty. Then the regret, remorse, self-loathing, etc. kicked in. Kinda nice to get the reminder of what a delta bravo I'd feel like if I ever caved w/o even having to dream I had the poison dirt in my mouth! QLF all day today.

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Re: hullo
« Reply #357 on: July 23, 2014, 02:29:00 PM »
422- I've been more active on the intro boards the last few days than I have been for some time. Just trying to pay it forward and help people quit. Lots of quit wood from the new quitters jumping in and chugging the KTC kool-aide, but also getting me pissed off is some of the dumb assed shit some of the newbs are spewing. I'm not even mad at them; rather, I am pissed off b/c I know I said the same stupid shit myself once upon a time... Holy crap am I glad I found KTC and the truth herein!

You newbs and users still on the fence who read this: Go to the start of this thread or any of the older intro threads and read them through. You will see that there is pain, rage, and doubt at the beginning of all our quits. Most of us were scared to quit, but we all did it anyway, and at some point in all our quits it became better. Fight for this people, you can be free.

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Re: hullo
« Reply #356 on: July 16, 2014, 11:00:00 PM »
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415- I find myself more angry than ever at the poison pushers today... It is almost plausible to accept the quaint notion that 50+ years ago people didn't know how bad tobacco was for people, but it was just as obvious then as it is today. Our ancestors were just as intelligent as people today so it is hard to believe that addiction wasn't recognized for what it is as well, and yet big tobacco thrives... At least American society tried to outlaw alcohol, but of course that was not the answer just as the "war on drugs" hasn't made one bit of difference with illegal drug use. At least a failed attempt had been made with everything except tobacco... Of course there is way too much money to be made with the most addictive of drugs for it to ever come to that. The dog and pony shows of big tobacco executives being dragged in front of congress yielded some weak warning labels (you all remember how the warnings stopped you from using...) and not much else. The government was to get some money for anti tobacco education purposes, but that seems to me to only be used to make a few 'scare ya straight' commercials (probably produced by the governors' friends and family at 10x what it should cost but I'm a non-believer in government looking out for the peoples best interests anyway).

The only way to combat addictive drugs is through education, and we as a society squander our resources on almost anything but education. Sure there is a token amount of anti-drug education out there, but no where near enough. How can we expect one visit a year from a local police officer at a school to teach kids about drugs for an hour, and a handful of scary commercials to overcome the misinformation and propaganda that is out there? Not to mention the unwitting advertising done by ignorant users in pop culture glorifying poisons everyday. We all had role-models and people we looked up to who were addicts. How can tobacco be bad if mom and dad use it? By the time most people see the damage it does to mom and dad they are grown up and already in danger of being addicted...

I am going to try and educate somebody today if they like it or not. Maybe if we all do a little bit of educating we can save someone the pain, damage, and expense we all faced... I am so grateful for KTC. Exposing the lies, and helping people with the truth. Proud to be quit with such a group!
I quit with you Today Matt. You are a rockstar of quit.
I agree with you 100%.
3 years ago a customer crammed education down my throat...I didn't want to hear it....her husband died from a rare cancer and she was telling me that I should quit..this was a perfect stranger, a new customer of mine. Looking back I realize that the seed she planted and the words I resisted had an effect on me.
We are humans. we are affected by what we hear, see, say and do. Simple.
I talked to a perfect stranger in a sporting goods store last year..poor fella was looking for a place to spit..LOL
I watched him spit into a trash can inside the store, he missed for the most part...ran down the side of the can...LOL
I walked up to him and asked him "what's ya dippin'? We talked. I gave him the KTC site. I told him my story. He told me his. He admitted he wanted to quit. I told him it is very doable ODAAT. No law against talking to strangers...in my small town it is what we do. used to be that way everywhere not long ago. Anyhow, I agree with You Matt and I tell everyone about the poison and the life of freedom found here at KTC.
Very well said Matt. I myself educate the dipping public as often as I can. Preach on brother Matt, preach on.
Good stuff. You got me fired up today!
A show that show exactly what you are talking about is MAD MEN. They smoke like it is their job on that show. Totally ridiculous.
Well,...if your intent was to educate somebody today I think you've pretty much accomplished your goal by posting this slice of quit gospel. In my first 7 months or so of quit, this is the first time I've read such an eloquent perspective on the history of half-ass awareness. In a nation where transparency of information seems to be an upward trend, you've aptly illustrated the tobacco industry's success in simply giving just enough for quell the public's need. Thanks for the post brotha.
Excellent post. It feels good to see through all the BS. Tobacco execs and their cronies in the legislature will surely burn in hell.
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Re: hullo
« Reply #355 on: July 16, 2014, 10:50:00 PM »
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: srans
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: B-loMatt
415- I find myself more angry than ever at the poison pushers today... It is almost plausible to accept the quaint notion that 50+ years ago people didn't know how bad tobacco was for people, but it was just as obvious then as it is today. Our ancestors were just as intelligent as people today so it is hard to believe that addiction wasn't recognized for what it is as well, and yet big tobacco thrives... At least American society tried to outlaw alcohol, but of course that was not the answer just as the "war on drugs" hasn't made one bit of difference with illegal drug use. At least a failed attempt had been made with everything except tobacco... Of course there is way too much money to be made with the most addictive of drugs for it to ever come to that. The dog and pony shows of big tobacco executives being dragged in front of congress yielded some weak warning labels (you all remember how the warnings stopped you from using...) and not much else. The government was to get some money for anti tobacco education purposes, but that seems to me to only be used to make a few 'scare ya straight' commercials (probably produced by the governors' friends and family at 10x what it should cost but I'm a non-believer in government looking out for the peoples best interests anyway).

The only way to combat addictive drugs is through education, and we as a society squander our resources on almost anything but education. Sure there is a token amount of anti-drug education out there, but no where near enough. How can we expect one visit a year from a local police officer at a school to teach kids about drugs for an hour, and a handful of scary commercials to overcome the misinformation and propaganda that is out there? Not to mention the unwitting advertising done by ignorant users in pop culture glorifying poisons everyday. We all had role-models and people we looked up to who were addicts. How can tobacco be bad if mom and dad use it? By the time most people see the damage it does to mom and dad they are grown up and already in danger of being addicted...

I am going to try and educate somebody today if they like it or not. Maybe if we all do a little bit of educating we can save someone the pain, damage, and expense we all faced... I am so grateful for KTC. Exposing the lies, and helping people with the truth. Proud to be quit with such a group!
I quit with you Today Matt. You are a rockstar of quit.
I agree with you 100%.
3 years ago a customer crammed education down my throat...I didn't want to hear it....her husband died from a rare cancer and she was telling me that I should quit..this was a perfect stranger, a new customer of mine. Looking back I realize that the seed she planted and the words I resisted had an effect on me.
We are humans. we are affected by what we hear, see, say and do. Simple.
I talked to a perfect stranger in a sporting goods store last year..poor fella was looking for a place to spit..LOL
I watched him spit into a trash can inside the store, he missed for the most part...ran down the side of the can...LOL
I walked up to him and asked him "what's ya dippin'? We talked. I gave him the KTC site. I told him my story. He told me his. He admitted he wanted to quit. I told him it is very doable ODAAT. No law against talking to strangers...in my small town it is what we do. used to be that way everywhere not long ago. Anyhow, I agree with You Matt and I tell everyone about the poison and the life of freedom found here at KTC.
Very well said Matt. I myself educate the dipping public as often as I can. Preach on brother Matt, preach on.
Good stuff. You got me fired up today!
A show that show exactly what you are talking about is MAD MEN. They smoke like it is their job on that show. Totally ridiculous.
Well,...if your intent was to educate somebody today I think you've pretty much accomplished your goal by posting this slice of quit gospel. In my first 7 months or so of quit, this is the first time I've read such an eloquent perspective on the history of half-ass awareness. In a nation where transparency of information seems to be an upward trend, you've aptly illustrated the tobacco industry's success in simply giving just enough for quell the public's need. Thanks for the post brotha.
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