You DO know this shit will kill you right!? Why are you screwing around? Grow up... Sac up... Step up...
Be bigger than the weed you "think" you need.
You have my number. I expect you to use it more than you did the last time.
Got it. And understood. I want this hit gone. I'm going at it, at a different angle this time and I think it is a better approach
Oh man. I remember the fog now. Thick What a shitty feeling
Am I missing something here, or have you yet to answer the following:
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do differently this time?
All I saw was a quick dig at DaBean and then a "I caved" note in November.
I already put it somewhere
Well add it here so you don't forget it this time! Don't be lipping off to someone who is trying to help you. So I see you are back again...hmmm your phone broke? did you lose my number....or did you just say fuck ole Trauma what the fuck does he know I don't need to respond to him that dick head. Well seems weird to me WE are givin a shit more about your quit than you. This aint a place where you get praise for trying and we give out participant ribbons we keep our heads to the grind stone everyday. I suggest you really drink the fuckin Kool-Aid this time and bout all I can tell you is time will tell. You prolly should look up the ScoDaddy Theorem: its super easy hell its so easy I will just list it for you
1problem+nicotine=2problems
This:I went 78 days,
I lost focus
My addiction got the best of me and Instead of reaching out to my text support group ( Rob , Zak, and Mike) I caved.
I broke my Promise to myself, family and fellow quitters.
I ain't got a good excuse or reason why I caved, except I have a bigger problem than I what I had thought.
I want to quit and I'm starting over now.
Doesn't cut it. Try again and give some thought to it. Answering truthfully is for your benefit and if it saves someone that is struggling when they read it, it's a bonus.
Man this sucks! This just sucks. You missed the moment. There is a moment when you want to cave so bad you convince yourself you need to.
In that moment, had you just used your tools. Call friends, run as far from the weed as you can, get on your knees and pray....You would have felt the victory and reward for the price you paid.
Now your paying a price and got nothing to show.
I hope you quit this time and never reminisce and look back as nicotine being any thing but a setback and disease in your life. I hope you are blessed to hate and want to crush the skull of nicotine. She did nothing for you except make you appear to have a lower I.Q, She took you hard earned money, she came before other needs and wants in you life. What a shitty companion she is and always will be.
Cut the love strings and stop being a puppet. Quitting is not a game. Its work and its daily! How in the hell can you lose focus in a war? Your life is on the line, you quit is going to be challenged.
How in the hell does one lose focus? I suggest you think about that comment. "I lost focus?" That might be what you are missing in your desire and willpower.
