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quitNWinay

Day 25! A small number, but felt like a mountain! The nicotine bitch is still not done with me, though. I met my brother-in-law today. He dips the same brand that I did for 15 years. We had lunch together and later he was sitting across the table with a fat wad under his lip! I don't know how many of you have seen the movie series - Lord of The Ring. The crave was strong... I could literally feel the bitch whispering in my ears to take only one! I felt like the Hobbit and the can of shit became the ring that controlled me!!! I didn't falter this time and refused the dip when he offered it to me... I'd won my victory for today, but I know there still are many such craves headed my way! Unfortunately, you can't kill the can by throwing it in the fire like the hobbit killed the ring!!!
I am a caver...

Can't quit quitting!

Proud member of October 2018 Quit Group

Best soothing music when anxiety hits you hard - https://youtu.be/WFrAB5nBbNY

ChickDip

Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: FLLipOut
Quote from: AthanThree weeks!! You've learned a lot by now; you're an educated addict for sure. I'm all in with you per our agreement. Let's do this! B)B
Love your enthusiasm, qNW! You are crushing it! Keep it up ODAAT!
Support all over the boards! ThatÃ,’s smells like a badass quitter! Quit on
Congrats on 3 weeks .
Nice seeing you all around
Setting up your quit armour!
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

pab1964

Quote from: FLLipOut
Quote from: AthanThree weeks!! You've learned a lot by now; you're an educated addict for sure. I'm all in with you per our agreement. Let's do this! B)B
Love your enthusiasm, qNW! You are crushing it! Keep it up ODAAT!
Support all over the boards! ThatÃ,’s smells like a badass quitter! Quit on
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

FLLipOut

Quote from: AthanThree weeks!! You've learned a lot by now; you're an educated addict for sure. I'm all in with you per our agreement. Let's do this! B)B
Love your enthusiasm, qNW! You are crushing it! Keep it up ODAAT!
Just one and you will be back to where you started, and where you started was desperately wishing you were where you are now.
"The best way out is always through." - Robert Frost
"I can't carry it for you, but I can carry you!" - Samwise Gamgee
HOF: 10.29.16 | FL 2: 02.06.17 | FL 3: 05.17.17 | Y1: 07.22.17 | FL 4: 08.25.17 | FL 5: 12.03.17 | FL 6: 03.13.18 | FL 7: 06.21.18 | Y2: 07.22.18 | FL 8: 09.29.18 | FL 9: 01.07.19 | COMMA , : 04.17.19 | Y3: 07.22.19 | FL 11: 07.26.19 | FL 12: 11.03.19 | FL 13: 02.11.20 | FL 14: 05.21.20 | Y4: 07.22.20 | FL 15: 08.29.20  | FL 16: 12.07.20 | FL 17: 03.17.21 | FL 18: 06.25.21 | Y5: 07.22.21 | FL 19: 06.25.21 | FL 20 ,, : 01.11.22 | FL 21: 04.21.22 | Y6: 07.22.22 | FL 22: 07.30.22 | FL 23: 11.07.22 | FL 24: 02.15.23 | FL 25: 05.26.23 | Y7: 07.22.23 | FL 26: 09.03.23 | FL 27: 12.12.23 | FL 28: 03.21.24 | FL 29: 06.29.24 | Y8: 07.22.24 | FL 30 ,,,: 10.07.24 | FL 31: 01.15.25 | FL 32: 04.25.25 | Y9: 07.22.23 | FL 33: 08.03.25 | FL 34: 11.11.25 | FL 35: 02.19.26 | FL 36: 05.30.26 | Y10 07.22.26 | FL 37: 09.07.26

Athan

Three weeks!! You've learned a lot by now; you're an educated addict for sure. I'm all in with you per our agreement. Let's do this! B)B
"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
Quitters I've met: Cbird, UncleRico, Gregor, KDip, Broccoli-saurus, Croakenhagen, BriagG, Koba, Kodiakdeath, Arrakisdq, McDave, Worktowin, SkolVikings, JGromo, GS9502, PaDutchman, Stillbrewing, A-Aron...
wildirish317
outdoortexan cancer

quitNWinay

Quote from: Athan'bang head'
Sorry to have let you down mate... I have come back stronger now!!!
I am a caver...

Can't quit quitting!

Proud member of October 2018 Quit Group

Best soothing music when anxiety hits you hard - https://youtu.be/WFrAB5nBbNY

Athan

"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
Quitters I've met: Cbird, UncleRico, Gregor, KDip, Broccoli-saurus, Croakenhagen, BriagG, Koba, Kodiakdeath, Arrakisdq, McDave, Worktowin, SkolVikings, JGromo, GS9502, PaDutchman, Stillbrewing, A-Aron...
wildirish317
outdoortexan cancer

quitNWinay

Quote from: batdadDay 7 is bad-ass!! Keep it up!! Keep working hard! One day at a time!!
Thank you mate... 7 down and a life time to go!!!
I am a caver...

Can't quit quitting!

Proud member of October 2018 Quit Group

Best soothing music when anxiety hits you hard - https://youtu.be/WFrAB5nBbNY

quitNWinay

Quote from: Capital70Your enthusiasm is awesome! It makes me stronger reading it! Remember there is nothing wrong with reaching out on the hard days too! We are all in this together! Keep rolling man! One day at a time!!!
I know I can count on you Cap... I see you in all PRE-HOF groups everyday and you are already paying forward!Thank yoy for the support you been giving us Rawktobers every day!!!
I am a caver...

Can't quit quitting!

Proud member of October 2018 Quit Group

Best soothing music when anxiety hits you hard - https://youtu.be/WFrAB5nBbNY

quitNWinay

Quote from: Dejvis
Quote from: quitNWinayI always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain. I then went to the barber shop and shaved my head. I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad! In a way I had killed a very possessive, control freak of a girlfriend with my own hands!!! I had to kill her before she could kill me...

7 days later, the bitch is not done with me yet... She was always one determined hoe... her ghost comes knocking at my door a hundred times everyday, to let her in! But, no sir, the door's closed and I ain't letting her in... The roll is posted, the pledge is made, I got a promise to keep and a life to live!!!

I fight the same craves in the mornings that left me dead tired the night before. And that, my friends, is courage!

World looks different with my foggy brain... I feel like a zombie sometimes too. I go in to the kitchen and forget what I wanted to do. The craves are bad and so are the physical withdrawal symptoms and the anxiety... But I am here for the long haul, fighting the nic-bitch one day at a time! I'll hang in and fight it out. One thing I learned in the last seven days is that *you can continue kicking ass long after you think you are done!!!*
You are the person here closest to me and we share our success daily, thank you for that. I admire your courage how you fight with all physical symptoms, stay strong and we will celebrate HOF together. :)
Thank you David... You are a big reason for me to stay quit. Thank you for being around whenever I was going through some. Keep rawking!
I am a caver...

Can't quit quitting!

Proud member of October 2018 Quit Group

Best soothing music when anxiety hits you hard - https://youtu.be/WFrAB5nBbNY

quitNWinay

Quote from: AthanHow very cool. I'm bald so I celebrate the naked head with you! Keep stacking up victories man. With you all the way. If you haven't read Cocheese's HOF speech yet I recommend it.
Xoxoxo
I love you
Bye
Thank you for the love mate... People like you make this forum a great place!
I am a caver...

Can't quit quitting!

Proud member of October 2018 Quit Group

Best soothing music when anxiety hits you hard - https://youtu.be/WFrAB5nBbNY

Batdad

Day 7 is bad-ass!! Keep it up!! Keep working hard! One day at a time!!
[spoiler=signature stuff]Leonidas nickname is Dyson because he he sucks like a cracked out meth whore - Candoit

Could I quit without KTC? Probably. Let's say it's 99.9% yes, I could quit without KTC. That 0.1% risk of failure isn't worth it to me. That 0.1% is enough to keep me here, long into the future, just to be sure.-srains918

Not sure who Batdad is, but he keeps coming up as an asshole =P so he can be an asshole if it helps others quit lmao. BTW who is batdad? I'm newer so it might be something I am missing. -evillen

With all the craziness swirling around us, it's nice to have certain constants that we can always count on, like Batdad is an asshole. -Rewire

Quitters I have had the honor to meet
Viking, MNxEngineer, PMILS, Weedsta, Natro, Jenahen, Bucky, Palpatine, Gassy, JohninSLP, DonkeyMN, ReWire, Clemte, Wepdoc
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Capital70

Your enthusiasm is awesome! It makes me stronger reading it! Remember there is nothing wrong with reaching out on the hard days too! We are all in this together! Keep rolling man! One day at a time!!!
Capital70
Quit Date May 27th, 2018
HOF September 3rd, 2018
Intro/Quit Journey
HOF Speech- I Get To
"The more I sacrifice, the harder it is to surrender"
"F#*k man, just post roll and keep your promise" -batdad
Quitters I've Met- 69Franx, Wiesman71, McDave, Jeidi1991
Bad asses quit....everyone else stays addicted

Dejvis

Quote from: quitNWinayI always shaved my head when I lost someone important in my life... On 06/27/2018, I woke up and flushed all tobacco in my house down the drain. I then went to the barber shop and shaved my head. I had lost a friend with whom I had spent good times as well as bad! In a way I had killed a very possessive, control freak of a girlfriend with my own hands!!! I had to kill her before she could kill me...

7 days later, the bitch is not done with me yet... She was always one determined hoe... her ghost comes knocking at my door a hundred times everyday, to let her in! But, no sir, the door's closed and I ain't letting her in... The roll is posted, the pledge is made, I got a promise to keep and a life to live!!!

I fight the same craves in the mornings that left me dead tired the night before. And that, my friends, is courage!

World looks different with my foggy brain... I feel like a zombie sometimes too. I go in to the kitchen and forget what I wanted to do. The craves are bad and so are the physical withdrawal symptoms and the anxiety... But I am here for the long haul, fighting the nic-bitch one day at a time! I'll hang in and fight it out. One thing I learned in the last seven days is that *you can continue kicking ass long after you think you are done!!!*
You are the person here closest to me and we share our success daily, thank you for that. I admire your courage how you fight with all physical symptoms, stay strong and we will celebrate HOF together. :)
Put one brick every day and you will build a wall.
A strong mind is the key to successful life.

Athan

How very cool. I'm bald so I celebrate the naked head with you! Keep stacking up victories man. With you all the way. If you haven't read Cocheese's HOF speech yet I recommend it.
Xoxoxo
I love you
Bye
"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
Quitters I've met: Cbird, UncleRico, Gregor, KDip, Broccoli-saurus, Croakenhagen, BriagG, Koba, Kodiakdeath, Arrakisdq, McDave, Worktowin, SkolVikings, JGromo, GS9502, PaDutchman, Stillbrewing, A-Aron...
wildirish317
outdoortexan cancer