Day 46 - Last night I went to the sport bar to catch up on a few NHL games, of course the obnoxious college basketball fans were there too. This sports bar has two rooms off the main room with pool tables, air hockey, you get the idea. I found the hockey game on one of the huge projected screen in one of the side rooms. I walk in, start watching and caught a guy with a corona bottle... 1/4 full of dip juice. Now, for the first time ever since I have quit it didn't trigger a crave AT ALL. In fact I didn't feel anything except for disgusted. You know, that same feeling others used to get when we would dip around them. I will admit, this guy had a prolific lip full, in fact epically prolific. In the past I would have been like "shit, that guy takes a big dip", this time it was more like "that guy is a dumb ass". I then I went back to watching my game.. It's interesting to find myself thinking about it less and less each day and fighting less daily cravings. Each craving it slapped down easier than the one before.
Beating this vicious Nic Bitch goes from "hour-by-hour" to "day-by-day" to "week-by-week". Now I am ever vigilant. I still quit for today and promise that, but I know tomorrow I WILL BE QUIT. I know this week, I WILL BE QUIT... I know this month I WILL BE QUIT. I know past 100 days I WILL BE QUIT. When I reach that point I will immediately pledge my 200 days without a doubt! Not getting too far ahead of myself, but damn it feels to be quit. Words cannot express the amount of joy and pride I have to feel this great! It's like a whole new life!
Staying quit with all of KTC! NAFAR shocker