Great decision you've made! But.... I gotta say you don't really sound committed to it. With 47 years of stupidity in your past, I'd venture to say that you've got a few failed attempts at qutting as well. You know how tricky it can be. If you want this time to be different, you have to be 100% committed. It's just that simple. When I quit, I had no idea how tough it was going to be. I had to totally alter my thinking. We all do, or else we fail. This can't be a casual "Oh, I think I'll quit.". It has to be "I AM DONE. I DON'T DO THAT ANYMORE!!". I am QUIT above all else. Yeah, it's that important.