I am back. I was on site last Feb and quit on 2/24. I read sight daily for a while and then got too comfortable in the quit. Started back up in late July and was on and off from then to 2/3/16. During that time I snuck around, lied to my wife, and let everyone down. I felt lost, ashamed, and embarrassed concerning chewing again. On 2/3 I decided to quit for the last time. I am doing well and taking one day at a time. Trying to win the trust of my wife back and move on to a better life without chew. I have never lied about anything else to her other than about chewing. I don't know why I did and have no explanation to her. I had chewed 30 years and had many days in 2015 I did not chew which is good. I am on day 10 and going strong. I love this site and will look to it for support moving forward. Thanks...
Marsh,
Congrats on your decision, the best one you will ever make, however;
But time for some tough love...
*Did you have a previous account?
*You know what we do here but it sounds like you didn't take advantage of it before. What are you going to do differently this time?
*Did you post roll? today?
* you have never quite before just took small breaks
Let us know if you are ready, post roll, get active and KTC support you and help you fight this addiction
ID Spuds