Blows that we lost two more Disciples this week. Probably another one on the list going to get bit or already has been bit by the nasty NIC BITCH.
UGHHHHH
Don't think about it this way JG. You can not let others' inability to control their addictions affect your ability to control yours. We lost a guy I was pretty close to in October about two weeks before he would have hit HOF. He did our spreadsheet sometimes and came out of the gates firing on all cylinders. He didn't reach out to anybody before he went back to banging the can. That hit me pretty hard, and I was legitimately dragging ass for about a day, but in the end, I own my quit only. That's the thing about addicts, drugs, alcohol, nic, whatever. You can only support an addict to help them quit for themselves. You can't quit for them, nor should you have to. If the addict cannot put the multitude of reasons to quit ahead of the poison that controls their lives, nothing you can do will be enough.
Quit FOR you. Quit WITH your Disciples. Ultimately, each of us comes in here with a decision to make every single day. Put your name on the line or not. As long as you're making the right choice today and keeping your word, you've won.