writing is hard

[Bleakness]

Didn't know where else to put this and today is bejng the worst yet so if anone want smack me around a little feel free. I will stay quit

[Natro]

congrats on 76 days I would be way over the money saved thou

Thanks Bleak, now read up and get to know some of the other quitters in April. Exchange some numbers to add a layer of security and accountability. Staying involved will help a ton as well.

[Bleakness]

congrats on 76 days I would be way over the money saved thou

[Natro]

I'm 76 days in saved $456 already.

[Bleakness]

I did and posted then I take a look on my handy dandy app and says I have saved 3 dollars already.

[Natro]

Congrats Bleak! Read a ton on this site and drink a ton of water, it helps. On the top of April's roll post is a link on how to post roll, why don't you give it a shot.

[Drewdrew]

So my addiction started way before I was every introduced to Nicotine. My hero and role-model always chewed and was a strong man who was always loving to his family and I was the first newborn he every held in his huge hands because he was worried how fragile babies were( I was 11pounds and 24 inches so I wasn't to new bornish when my dad handed me off to my grandpa.) Skip forward few years and he dies from cancer of the throat and my sadness can never be explained in words, following year is my first experience with tobacco going to a karate tournament in Seattle was giving some. From that point on I was suckered in and being able pass as my brother was able buy nicotine all the time. Years flew by quit couple times here and there even managed to stop for three years, but welcomed the addiction back with open arms one faithful day when stress of 4 kids and wife and bills and temtaption from co-workers grew to much that thought it would help. It didn't all it did was make me now stress about how I was going get my next fix what a mistake that was. So more years fly by and now after watching both parents fall to cancer; and realizing my idol wasn't the chew my hero did it was how he made people feel when they were around him that I must stop this rollercoaster of life I have had with chew and move on to better rides that are out there. So with this being said I vow to beat this addiction that has claimed so much of my time and money and beat it like a red headed step child which is odd since I'm a red head

I'm not good with words either, you put it good. You have your reasons and the ability. Next to do it. You told me in chat you pitched your stash, next to make a pledge to yourself and the group, this will be in April 2015 group. Do not give in to it, you have this beat.

[tarpon17]

Welcome, get er done!

[Bleakness]

So my addiction started way before I was every introduced to Nicotine. My hero and role-model always chewed and was a strong man who was always loving to his family and I was the first newborn he every held in his huge hands because he was worried how fragile babies were( I was 11pounds and 24 inches so I wasn't to new bornish when my dad handed me off to my grandpa.) Skip forward few years and he dies from cancer of the throat and my sadness can never be explained in words, following year is my first experience with tobacco going to a karate tournament in Seattle was giving some. From that point on I was suckered in and being able pass as my brother was able buy nicotine all the time. Years flew by quit couple times here and there even managed to stop for three years, but welcomed the addiction back with open arms one faithful day when stress of 4 kids and wife and bills and temtaption from co-workers grew to much that thought it would help. It didn't all it did was make me now stress about how I was going get my next fix what a mistake that was. So more years fly by and now after watching both parents fall to cancer; and realizing my idol wasn't the chew my hero did it was how he made people feel when they were around him that I must stop this rollercoaster of life I have had with chew and move on to better rides that are out there. So with this being said I vow to beat this addiction that has claimed so much of my time and money and beat it like a red headed step child which is odd since I'm a red head