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Re: Shit.
« Reply #22 on: March 18, 2014, 03:42:00 PM »
Hey Doc welcome to the fun house! You are almost through the nicotine flush from your body- congrats and hang in there! I'm a long term dipper who started young like you. I never could quit before but I believe I have now. For good. Because of this site and the collective wisdom and support here.

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Re: Shit.
« Reply #21 on: March 18, 2014, 03:24:00 PM »
Welcome !!!! Stay in the game !! You can do it one day at a time like the rest of us!!! I'm proof that this site works if you give an honest effort! Post roll every damn day and keep your promise not to use any nicotine that day , then repeat. I'll quit with you today
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Re: Shit.
« Reply #20 on: March 18, 2014, 02:18:00 PM »
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Thanks for the support, homies. I don't know what made me decide to just stop. I need to clarify an earlier post, since it has been mentioned. When I said "I love the stuff", I wasn't being accurate.

I think I liked it at first. Discovered it while playing High School Ball. New school, new kid, dip was a way to connect. I didn't really habitize it until college, and even by then I was hiding it. It's not a real popular social stigma it has in So Cal. It's even been hard to locate my brand at many times. I went in and out of cigs/dip, but the dip was always my favorite.

By the time I got to Dental School, there were a few of us dippers, and man we would hang together for sure. At the time I think I was still getting a buzz or an energy kick out of it, so it came in handy when studying, etc.

But the most interesting part of it, for me, was the hiding...the secret...the GAME. Shit, it was awesome.

Anyway, I became consciously aware of the length of time, and frequency I was using the stuff. But I never gave any serious thought to quitting. Bandits, pouches, then Snus made me feel more comfortable with it, because with the Snus, man I didn't even need to carry the tin around. I could throw a few in my shirt pocket and I was good to go. The stuff was pasturized, had lower nic content, and was basically dry, so there wasn't spit, and there really was no mess.

Now I'm outta control. All day, every day, found a local liquor store to order it in by the log. Haven't run out in years. I got the whole thing planned. And it's all a big secret. To everyone.

So, back to day 3. I tried to post roll. I'll go check if it worked. I felt so terrible last night I started thinking, maybe I should go back and just taper off a bit instead of going from full bore to nothing. Then I thought of the group and said, shit, I've been thru some of the hell already, I'm sticking it out.

And I am. One hour at a time.

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Well done (roll post) and great decision. You are through the worst of the physical part...it will still really suck for a while but just worry about today. You got this one day at a time. Trust that it will get incrementally better. Nothing that happens in your life from this point forward will be improved by stuffing your lip full of shit. Nothing!

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Re: Shit.
« Reply #19 on: March 18, 2014, 02:07:00 PM »
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Thanks for the support, homies. I don't know what made me decide to just stop. I need to clarify an earlier post, since it has been mentioned. When I said "I love the stuff", I wasn't being accurate.

I think I liked it at first. Discovered it while playing High School Ball. New school, new kid, dip was a way to connect. I didn't really habitize it until college, and even by then I was hiding it. It's not a real popular social stigma it has in So Cal. It's even been hard to locate my brand at many times. I went in and out of cigs/dip, but the dip was always my favorite.

By the time I got to Dental School, there were a few of us dippers, and man we would hang together for sure. At the time I think I was still getting a buzz or an energy kick out of it, so it came in handy when studying, etc.

But the most interesting part of it, for me, was the hiding...the secret...the GAME. Shit, it was awesome.

Anyway, I became consciously aware of the length of time, and frequency I was using the stuff. But I never gave any serious thought to quitting. Bandits, pouches, then Snus made me feel more comfortable with it, because with the Snus, man I didn't even need to carry the tin around. I could throw a few in my shirt pocket and I was good to go. The stuff was pasturized, had lower nic content, and was basically dry, so there wasn't spit, and there really was no mess.

Now I'm outta control. All day, every day, found a local liquor store to order it in by the log. Haven't run out in years. I got the whole thing planned. And it's all a big secret. To everyone.

So, back to day 3. I tried to post roll. I'll go check if it worked. I felt so terrible last night I started thinking, maybe I should go back and just taper off a bit instead of going from full bore to nothing. Then I thought of the group and said, shit, I've been thru some of the hell already, I'm sticking it out.

And I am. One hour at a time.

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DD
Way to go Doc.
Stick it out and I'll stick with you.
The nic is just about to clear your bloodstream. Then it will be just head games.
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Re: Shit.
« Reply #18 on: March 18, 2014, 02:04:00 PM »
Stick it out, Doc. You can do this. And as far as judging anybody...I judge EVERYBODY in here, including myself, on falling into the nicotine trap. The news came out on nicotine in 1963...in English, and we all read English in here, I think.

We were all dumbfucks. Just turn it around, and you don't have to be a dumbfuck anymore.

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Re: Shit.
« Reply #17 on: March 18, 2014, 01:50:00 PM »
Thanks for the support, homies. I don't know what made me decide to just stop. I need to clarify an earlier post, since it has been mentioned. When I said "I love the stuff", I wasn't being accurate.

I think I liked it at first. Discovered it while playing High School Ball. New school, new kid, dip was a way to connect. I didn't really habitize it until college, and even by then I was hiding it. It's not a real popular social stigma it has in So Cal. It's even been hard to locate my brand at many times. I went in and out of cigs/dip, but the dip was always my favorite.

By the time I got to Dental School, there were a few of us dippers, and man we would hang together for sure. At the time I think I was still getting a buzz or an energy kick out of it, so it came in handy when studying, etc.

But the most interesting part of it, for me, was the hiding...the secret...the GAME. Shit, it was awesome.

Anyway, I became consciously aware of the length of time, and frequency I was using the stuff. But I never gave any serious thought to quitting. Bandits, pouches, then Snus made me feel more comfortable with it, because with the Snus, man I didn't even need to carry the tin around. I could throw a few in my shirt pocket and I was good to go. The stuff was pasturized, had lower nic content, and was basically dry, so there wasn't spit, and there really was no mess.

Now I'm outta control. All day, every day, found a local liquor store to order it in by the log. Haven't run out in years. I got the whole thing planned. And it's all a big secret. To everyone.

So, back to day 3. I tried to post roll. I'll go check if it worked. I felt so terrible last night I started thinking, maybe I should go back and just taper off a bit instead of going from full bore to nothing. Then I thought of the group and said, shit, I've been thru some of the hell already, I'm sticking it out.

And I am. One hour at a time.

javascript:emoticon("'bang head'")

DD

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Re: Shit.
« Reply #16 on: March 18, 2014, 09:18:00 AM »
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Well, I'm not sure how this is supposed to go, but I can say this...I'm pretty much like many of you...an all day dipper.

Love the stuff. First thing in the morning with coffee, last thing before bed. I used to think it was a badge of honor, or that I felt like a man because I did this stuff and really nobody even knew I was doing it. Well, same goes for my quit I suppose. I mean, if nobody knows I'm walking around with a fatty in all day, how can they sympathize with me when I'm quitting?

So that's sort of where I'm at. I took my last dip out at 8pm Saturday night(3/15/14). So, a little over a day and a half. Things could be worse, but probably not much more lonely. See, it's not a habit that someone in my profession would really share much about. Why?...I'm a Dentist.

Yup. Judge away! Been chewing since about age 16 or 17, 43 now. It used to be harder to dip in my office. I mean, I am the boss and everything. But chewing long cut is just messy and hard to conceal. Once I discovered pouches, and then finally Snus, things got easier. Things got cleaner at least. And I could really hide them well and pretty much she's all day. Yeah...one dentist out of 10000 recommends Snus for their patients that chew.

Day 2 about to close out, and I'm thankful for what I've read in here so far. I'd love to be a part of the group but I'll need to spend more time trying to figure the roll call out, etc.

Peace everyone. No dip today!

DD
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Re: Shit.
« Reply #15 on: March 18, 2014, 07:53:00 AM »
Welcome to the June group and to the forum. This is an uphill battle every day, but with the support and encouragement from people on this forum, it's doable. Learn to embrace and love your quit. Own it. One Day At A Time, doc.
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Re: Shit.
« Reply #14 on: March 18, 2014, 02:59:00 AM »
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Doc,

Nobody passing jusdgement here on the ironic nature between your addiction and profession.  We are all nicotine addicts regardless.  We are c ompletely nic free site, no nic gum,  patches, cigs, etc.  You will be part of the June group and will post roll there everyday.  Roll is our pledge to ourselves and eachother to remain nic free for that day.  We fight this one day at a time.  You are now experience the worst part in the first 3 or so days.  Flushing.  Drink lots of water, read and get involved here and ride through the fog.  Highly recommend you read through the welcome center (pink, top left).  He is some help some one provided me regarding roll posting.  PM me if you have any questions or hop into live chat (top right).  Welcome!

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example of post -  your name - how many days quit - brief comment

Please take a second to watch this video demonstration and review the step by step notes -  it's important for you to select the most recent roll post which should appear near the top of the page -

http://api.viglink.com/api/click?format ... ll%20Video

Try these instructions for: PC How to post roll-----

Hit quote located on the right side of the page
click in lower box and hit Control A then Control X -- this highlights all the text in the lower box and cuts it
click in upper box and hit Control V -- pastes in upper box
There are two groups that post on this page -your group is in the upper tier and the supporters - me and others post below you
post your name day quit and blurb
now scroll down a little and hit add reply

Post Roll every day or communicate with someone and have them post via text, email or call. Get as many number of your group as you can and use them frequently. Keep in touch with your quit brothers. Send them a PM, text or call every few days just to keep an open line of communication. Give them your email address. Make it IMPOSSIBLE for you to go a day without several people contacting you all day if you don't post roll.

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DD -- Welcome to the community, and congrats on taking a step toward regaining control of your life again. You've already got a strong group of guys who have expressed their support for you, so take it one step further and formalize your commitment by posting roll to the June 2014 quit group. Sam83 pasted a perfect "how to" guide to getting on roll -- most people screw it up the first couple of times, but it will become second nature in no time. Start reaching out to people so you can exchange numbers -- the first few days / weeks are some of the bumpiest, and if you've got a lifeline of numbers in your phone for texting when your quit is being challenged, it can mean all the difference in the world. More than anything else, though, know that you're not alone in this. You can do it. PM me if you need another number.

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Re: Shit.
« Reply #13 on: March 17, 2014, 10:33:00 PM »
Love the stuff doc? You need to change your thinking.

You may think you loved the stuff, but the only think your mind loved is the relief nicotine gave you from not having any for awhile.

You better learn to hate this shit damn quick before one of your colleagues tell you it's too late.

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Re: Shit.
« Reply #12 on: March 17, 2014, 10:02:00 PM »
We are all glad you are here. The more the merrier. I quit with you today. I'm sure some people will be full of dental questions regarding chew. Enjoy the suck. It's a bumpy ride but so worth it.

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Re: Shit.
« Reply #11 on: March 17, 2014, 09:43:00 PM »
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Ahhh the irony, the dentist is/was a dipper and an addict.  And I, a director of pharmacy at a major health plan and former bench pharmacist, also... was a dipper and is an addict.  You know all too well the consequences of dipping and nicotine, and I know all too well the treatments to treat nicotine addiction.  So, the question is, why are we here, two healthcare professionals who are "in the know" here at KillTheCan.org, an online support group to quit nicotine?  Well, doc, refer back to my opening sentence there is one subtle commonality.  We are both addicts.  Nicotine doesn't care what you do for a living or how ironic it is you are addicted to her; that is all she cares about...addiction, which leads to death. 

I think you'll find that despite our irony, we are no different than anyone else here at KTC.  When I first got here, I thought my situation was unique.  But the more I read here, the more I get to know people and build connections the more I feel like my pathetic behavior as an active addict is no different than anyone elses.  We are all quit the same.  There are no rules on how you go about quitting except for two: 1) No nicotine...at all.  2) post roll and your promise to stay quit.  Repeate daily.  Other than that, I would encourage you to keep posting and solicit feedback, encouragement, and techniques on how to stay quit, beat craves, or vent frustration...whatever.  Glad your here, and you can be sure that if you hold your promise daily to stay quit, you'll see how there really is no irony in your addiction.  QLFEDD my friend.
Perfectly said Steak!
Well said. You are in for a long road of mind games and firsts without nicotine. Embrace the suck and take it ODAAT

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Re: Shit.
« Reply #10 on: March 17, 2014, 09:41:00 PM »
we quit with you doc - these boards are full of support not judgement.

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Re: Shit.
« Reply #9 on: March 17, 2014, 09:36:00 PM »
Welcome doc, i look forward to quitting with you.
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Re: Shit.
« Reply #8 on: March 17, 2014, 08:18:00 PM »
Welcome, doc. You'll find nothing but support and encouragement here if you stick to the program and stay quit. I'll be quitting with you every day in the June saloon.
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