I would give any amount of money to go back in time, grab that punk 21yo that I was, who thought I could do anything, who thought time was on his side, and tell that kid I am powerless to the addiction.
Quit now, quit in 17 years (I'm on day 2 haven't made it yet), or quit when you're dead.
I'm hoping to quit before I'm dead.
Wish me strength. I wish you the same Jake.