My Quit x 2

[mich 34]

Dude, Loot. When I saw that you had responded to my post I thought I was going to get an ear full.

Why do I FEAR letting a bunch of you guys down when I wouldn't care about letting my wife and kids down? That's a rhetorical question.

Kinda weird....took me a while to figure it out too.

You will figure out your own reasons soon enough. Stick around and it will be clear.

I had a similar experience as you did with your interstate clerk. The reason you did the right thing is because you're a man of integrity. In that moment you revealed the strength of your committment. You made your promise. You won't break it.

And that's why you fear letting the people of KTC down. We are just like you. We ARE you. We are a mirror. You lie to us and you're lying to yourself. We can sniff it out. We've been there. We've told all the lies.

We will hold you accountable for your actions. You can lie to your wife and your kids. But you cannot lie to us.Why not? Because your wife and children will give you unconditional love. We do not trade in unconditional love here. The love you get here is conditional. The condition is that you are quit.

Proud to be quit with you today and DAMN FUCKING PROUD you survived your moment with the interstate pusher.

2nd best post of the day. Damn.

nice post glock, if you're willing to copy this over to May I think it could help a fellow quitter or two out. This is the kind of thing you guys should be talking about with eachother. Proud to quit with you, you got some wicked quitters here watching over you, have you asked for any of their numbers yet?

[loot]

Dude, Loot. When I saw that you had responded to my post I thought I was going to get an ear full.

Why do I FEAR letting a bunch of you guys down when I wouldn't care about letting my wife and kids down? That's a rhetorical question.

Kinda weird....took me a while to figure it out too.

You will figure out your own reasons soon enough. Stick around and it will be clear.

I had a similar experience as you did with your interstate clerk. The reason you did the right thing is because you're a man of integrity. In that moment you revealed the strength of your committment. You made your promise. You won't break it.

And that's why you fear letting the people of KTC down. We are just like you. We ARE you. We are a mirror. You lie to us and you're lying to yourself. We can sniff it out. We've been there. We've told all the lies.

We will hold you accountable for your actions. You can lie to your wife and your kids. But you cannot lie to us.Why not? Because your wife and children will give you unconditional love. We do not trade in unconditional love here. The love you get here is conditional. The condition is that you are quit.

Proud to be quit with you today and DAMN FUCKING PROUD you survived your moment with the interstate pusher.

2nd best post of the day. Damn.

[per034]

Dude, Loot. When I saw that you had responded to my post I thought I was going to get an ear full.

Why do I FEAR letting a bunch of you guys down when I wouldn't care about letting my wife and kids down? That's a rhetorical question.

Kinda weird....took me a while to figure it out too.

You will figure out your own reasons soon enough. Stick around and it will be clear.

I had a similar experience as you did with your interstate clerk. The reason you did the right thing is because you're a man of integrity. In that moment you revealed the strength of your committment. You made your promise. You won't break it.

And that's why you fear letting the people of KTC down. We are just like you. We ARE you. We are a mirror. You lie to us and you're lying to yourself. We can sniff it out. We've been there. We've told all the lies.

We will hold you accountable for your actions. You can lie to your wife and your kids. But you cannot lie to us.Why not? Because your wife and children will give you unconditional love. We do not trade in unconditional love here. The love you get here is conditional. The condition is that you are quit.

Proud to be quit with you today and DAMN FUCKING PROUD you survived your moment with the interstate pusher.

[redtrain14]

Dude, Loot. When I saw that you had responded to my post I thought I was going to get an ear full.

Why do I FEAR letting a bunch of you guys down when I wouldn't care about letting my wife and kids down? That's a rhetorical question.

Kinda weird....took me a while to figure it out too.

You will figure out your own reasons soon enough. Stick around and it will be clear.

[GlockTherapy]

Dude, Loot. When I saw that you had responded to my post I thought I was going to get an ear full.

Why do I FEAR letting a bunch of you guys down when I wouldn't care about letting my wife and kids down? That's a rhetorical question.

[loot]

So I left my house yesterday and drove to work. It's about 15 hours of driving. I seriously thought I was going to cave last night/ this morning. That was the hardest time I have had in all my 13 days. Harder than the first 4 days. I know some of y'all will understand the crave - for me it was the most difficult thing to go through. It lasted for hours. When I pulled off the interstate to get fuel and a soda I was scared to go in to the store because I was afraid I'd but some dip. I kept thinking about the struggles I've gone through and how I didn't want to go through them again. I thought how I didn't want to hear any crap from y'all. I thought how I could just lie to you guys and to my wife. When I walked into the store I thought for sure I'd buy a can. When I talked to the clerk somehow I asked for SmokeyMountain Snuff. Somehow that was what came out. Then the clerk said it was good that I was quitting because the clerk was a smoker and new how hard it was to quit. I think the clerk could see and sense I was struggling.

I don't know how I made it through. I feel guilty even admitting this.

No guilt bro. Thats pride right there bro. Thats victory. Good job. Best post LOOT read today. Thanks for sharing.

[GlockTherapy]

So I left my house yesterday and drove to work. It's about 15 hours of driving. I seriously thought I was going to cave last night/ this morning. That was the hardest time I have had in all my 13 days. Harder than the first 4 days. I know some of y'all will understand the crave - for me it was the most difficult thing to go through. It lasted for hours. When I pulled off the interstate to get fuel and a soda I was scared to go in to the store because I was afraid I'd but some dip. I kept thinking about the struggles I've gone through and how I didn't want to go through them again. I thought how I didn't want to hear any crap from y'all. I thought how I could just lie to you guys and to my wife. When I walked into the store I thought for sure I'd buy a can. When I talked to the clerk somehow I asked for SmokeyMountain Snuff. Somehow that was what came out. Then the clerk said it was good that I was quitting because the clerk was a smoker and new how hard it was to quit. I think the clerk could see and sense I was struggling.

I don't know how I made it through. I feel guilty even admitting this.

[jhaenel23]

Just giving an update!
Day 10 and I made it through!
There should be a milestone chip each day for day 1 through day 10!
The desire to dip is still there but it isn't the desire to stop the pain but rather it is the habit and the mental desire for nic.

I want to thank you all for your help getting me this far. I know it was me who who quit but y'all helped me out so much.

Thanks!

Congrats Quitter!!!!


10 days is HUGE!!! Everyday is huge! Do not take it for granted!! Never again for any reason brother!!

[awesomewrangler]

Congrats on making it to day 10! Now just repeat everyday for the rest of your life! Great, great job! Like you said in my post, its hard to believe you can live without nic, but now that you've done without for 10 days, isn't everything getting better? I know it is for me. Pm me if you need anything! Keep up the good quit!

[mich 34]

Just giving an update!
Day 10 and I made it through! 
There should be a milestone chip each day for day 1 through day 10! 
The desire to dip is still there but it isn't the desire to stop the pain but rather it is the habit and the mental desire for nic. 

I want to thank you all for your help getting me this far.  I know it was me who who quit but y'all helped me out so much. 

Thanks!

Nice job Glocktherapy 10 is awesome, think of the money you are saving everyday as your milestone chip.

nice day 10, see you in the morning for day 11!

[Tazbutane]

Just giving an update!
Day 10 and I made it through!
There should be a milestone chip each day for day 1 through day 10!
The desire to dip is still there but it isn't the desire to stop the pain but rather it is the habit and the mental desire for nic.

I want to thank you all for your help getting me this far. I know it was me who who quit but y'all helped me out so much.

Thanks!

Nice job Glocktherapy 10 is awesome, think of the money you are saving everyday as your milestone chip.

[GlockTherapy]

Just giving an update!
Day 10 and I made it through!
There should be a milestone chip each day for day 1 through day 10!
The desire to dip is still there but it isn't the desire to stop the pain but rather it is the habit and the mental desire for nic.

I want to thank you all for your help getting me this far. I know it was me who who quit but y'all helped me out so much.

Thanks!

[jhaenel23]

Ditto's on all of the kick ass advice!! We do know what you are going thru! Bring all of that anger into here! We understand. Leave the family out of it! It would be better for her to be yelling"You are on the damn Computer all of the time! then you yelling at her.

Stay strong!

J

[fwhammer]

Welcome to the QUIT! for 32 years I was enslaved to this crap. After MANY attmepts to quit, this site put me over the top. 242 days and counting! Pretty simple. Accountability to your word and an awesome communtiy of bad ass quitters who know EXACTLY what you are going through. I am QUIT WITH YOU TODAY!

[GlockTherapy]

Thanks for you support! It amazes me how an Internet connection and a blog post really helps out with getting rid of the Nic. Just promising to not use is so helpful and makes me strong when I want to go get a dip.

This is day 4 for me and I'm amazed that I made it four days without a dip. That in and of itself is a confidence booster that Nic can be beaten.