Scared as hell

[rangy96]

Oh by the way my sore is healing but is not all the way gone yet but I am relieved nonetheless !! Stay strong brothers!

that shit right there makes me happy.

well done bro. Never forget where you were 5 days ago. Ever.


As somebody famous once said......Never again for any reason.

[bigbamadan]

Day 5 has been very weird for me. I am having trouble concentrating and staying focused here at work. I have not really had a real craving yet today but I just feel weird. Nonetheless I am remaining strong one day at a time . Stay strong brothers do not cave !!!

Sup KJ, I'm in the fog with you. You're not alone.

Fight.

Yeah so I got home and my order of Hooch was waiting for me. I got the sampler pack. I first tried the spitfire flavor which burned the shiznat out of my mouth. I guess a healing mouth and Tabasco don't jive. Next I tried the classic flavor which is pretty good it is a little sweet like skoal straight. It packs wells and spits just like the real stuff. Well that is my 2 cents on the stuff do far if anyone cares. Oh by the way my sore is healing but is not all the way gone yet but I am relieved nonetheless !! Stay strong brothers!

i loved the hooch. take the spitfire and mix it with the classic. i always dipped cope lc and found that combination to be somewhat close in taste. also was a big fan of the hooch wintergreen.

[bigbamadan]

Hey - Newbie here too (Day 11)...In reading all your questions about sores - it made me think about another subject - receded gums - do they grow back or are they fucked too???

Thanks so much - I am proud to have Quit!!!

No they won't grow back . If it is bad enough you will have to get a gum graph. Some of the guys here have had to do it. Stay strong!

On a somewhat related note...the longer you are quit, the bigger your balls get. stay quit fuckers and soon you'll be walkin around all saclicious and shit.

[Kjsylva82]

Hey - Newbie here too (Day 11)...In reading all your questions about sores - it made me think about another subject - receded gums - do they grow back or are they fucked too???

Thanks so much - I am proud to have Quit!!!

No they won't grow back . If it is bad enough you will have to get a gum graph. Some of the guys here have had to do it. Stay strong!

[Kjsylva82]

Day 5 has been very weird for me. I am having trouble concentrating and staying focused here at work. I have not really had a real craving yet today but I just feel weird. Nonetheless I am remaining strong one day at a time . Stay strong brothers do not cave !!!

Sup KJ, I'm in the fog with you. You're not alone.

Fight.

Yeah so I got home and my order of Hooch was waiting for me. I got the sampler pack. I first tried the spitfire flavor which burned the shiznat out of my mouth. I guess a healing mouth and Tabasco don't jive. Next I tried the classic flavor which is pretty good it is a little sweet like skoal straight. It packs wells and spits just like the real stuff. Well that is my 2 cents on the stuff do far if anyone cares. Oh by the way my sore is healing but is not all the way gone yet but I am relieved nonetheless !! Stay strong brothers!

[p23]

Day 5 has been very weird for me. I am having trouble concentrating and staying focused here at work. I have not really had a real craving yet today but I just feel weird. Nonetheless I am remaining strong one day at a time . Stay strong brothers do not cave !!!

Sup KJ, I'm in the fog with you. You're not alone.

Fight.

[Mthomas3824]

Day 5 has been very weird for me. I am having trouble concentrating and staying focused here at work. I have not really had a real craving yet today but I just feel weird. Nonetheless I am remaining strong one day at a time . Stay strong brothers do not cave !!!

yes!!!! You are a foggy SOB. I went into chat and explained on my day 5 and said the same thing. I couldn't focus just stared at my computer. I was depressed but talking in chat made me laugh and I also felt happy. Everyone cheered and pointed out that it is a phase in quit. Today is Wednesday and the fog last for a few days. Ride the wave. It is good that the weekend is coming up.

Just don't plan on really accomplishing much for about a week. I suspect your foggiest days will be during the weekend though. Anything that takes thought, will be more labored.

Imagine your mind as a runner. You are used to running on gravel with dip. Now that you're quit, you have to run on a wet muddy path until you get the the pavement. It is going to be harder for a moment but once you hit the pavement, running will be more effective and faster.

Stay the course and stay quit today. It is better and life's burdens are lighter being free from nicotine.

[tinman]

Hey - Newbie here too (Day 11)...In reading all your questions about sores - it made me think about another subject - receded gums - do they grow back or are they fucked too???

Thanks so much - I am proud to have Quit!!!

[Kjsylva82]

Day 5 has been very weird for me. I am having trouble concentrating and staying focused here at work. I have not really had a real craving yet today but I just feel weird. Nonetheless I am remaining strong one day at a time . Stay strong brothers do not cave !!!

[Mthomas3824]

The only issue I have with him is the regular reference to anal addiction satisfaction and hurting innocent animals.

I think there is some confusion here. Here is a presentation I did that should clear the matter up. http://www.nbc.com/saturday-night-live/ ... us/1389922

Rectum? Hell it damn near killed him! Ba da da pish

[Kjsylva82]

When the bad comes I will post and text just like the last time I know one of you will answer the call. I have never belonged to a group like this but from what I see it is the only way I will quit. I don't want to let any of you down. I mean yeah I want to do it but the nic bitch will whisper her sweet nothing's into my ear and I would be gone but not now bros before hos is what I was always taught!!

[Wt57]

What a trip this whole detox thing is a freakin roller coaster ride! Yesterday I was tripping out today I feel on top of the world. I will keep on keepin on.

I'm with you on that! I feel like I am bipolar in my quit. You had a hell of a first three days. I am so glad to hear you have one day reprieve.

You deserve it. If you lived through the last three days, you are a fighter and can survive!

Keep your quit simple. Follow the plan. Post roll, live quit and only focus on your battle today. If you live another day, repeat.

You have many phases ahead of you and you may have a needed pause but trust me, you are still in hell. Today you have a glimps of where you are heading, but gear up for a fucking war. Just don't put any nicotine in your lip or your rectum. 'crackup'

It's a miserable walk, but you will find and discover that you are happy. Go figure? I am so pleased to be quit with you. You are inspiring.

To be effective, you have to quit because only you wanted to quit. Now that you quit, remember that you quit for all!

Your quit is for you, your loved ones, for us, for those who are still out of control and haven't quit, for that little 6th grader to learn from you and never start. You even stay quit for the tobacco industry and government. Your quit is a royal fuck you, you no longer get my money or collect taxes on me, you no longer have me. We are quit and we are free.

If you can't tell, you have strengthened my quit. We all get to celebrate freedom from vice.

You are a hero now. Keep that title and win each and every battle. I challenge you to protect your quit and stay undefeated with the nic bitch!

MT is a wise old owl!

A wise old owl lived in an oak
The more he saw the less he spoke
The less he spoke the more he heard.
Why can't we all be like that wise old bird? 

When that dude speaks it is wisdom he notices things out there most of us miss. The only issue I have with him is the regular reference to anal addiction satisfaction and hurting innocent animals. I wouldn't trust him with little children if I had them.

KJ you will have more good days but you will have other bad days also, prepare for them NOW .

[Kjsylva82]

What a trip this whole detox thing is a freakin roller coaster ride! Yesterday I was tripping out today I feel on top of the world. I will keep on keepin on.

I'm with you on that! I feel like I am bipolar in my quit. You had a hell of a first three days. I am so glad to hear you have one day reprieve.

You deserve it. If you lived through the last three days, you are a fighter and can survive!

Keep your quit simple. Follow the plan. Post roll, live quit and only focus on your battle today. If you live another day, repeat.

You have many phases ahead of you and you may have a needed pause but trust me, you are still in hell. Today you have a glimps of where you are heading, but gear up for a fucking war. Just don't put any nicotine in your lip or your rectum. 'crackup'

It's a miserable walk, but you will find and discover that you are happy. Go figure? I am so pleased to be quit with you. You are inspiring.

To be effective, you have to quit because only you wanted to quit. Now that you quit, remember that you quit for all!

Your quit is for you, your loved ones, for us, for those who are still out of control and haven't quit, for that little 6th grader to learn from you and never start. You even stay quit for the tobacco industry and government. Your quit is a royal fuck you, you no longer get my money or collect taxes on me, you no longer have me. We are quit and we are free.

If you can't tell, you have strengthened my quit. We all get to celebrate freedom from vice.

You are a hero now. Keep that title and win each and every battle. I challenge you to protect your quit and stay undefeated with the nic bitch!

Yeah like I said what a trip. I come home everyday and look at my wife with more love. I come home everyday and look at my three daughters and tell myself I am gonna be the one to walk them down the isle. My damn fake chew still hasnt come yet so I guess tomorrow will be another day of seeds even though my mouth is freakin hurtin from all the salt. You know what though, I will just worry about that tomorrow. I had a good friend of mine call me today to tell me he had checked into a rehab program for his drinking so I told him about my quit. I promised him I will not let him drink and he promised not to let me chew. I want to thank all of you who have been checking up on me since day one I can not express how much it has helped me! Stay strong brothers one day at a time!!!!

[Mthomas3824]

What a trip this whole detox thing is a freakin roller coaster ride! Yesterday I was tripping out today I feel on top of the world. I will keep on keepin on.

I'm with you on that! I feel like I am bipolar in my quit. You had a hell of a first three days. I am so glad to hear you have one day reprieve.

You deserve it. If you lived through the last three days, you are a fighter and can survive!

Keep your quit simple. Follow the plan. Post roll, live quit and only focus on your battle today. If you live another day, repeat.

You have many phases ahead of you and you may have a needed pause but trust me, you are still in hell. Today you have a glimps of where you are heading, but gear up for a fucking war. Just don't put any nicotine in your lip or your rectum. 'crackup'

It's a miserable walk, but you will find and discover that you are happy. Go figure? I am so pleased to be quit with you. You are inspiring.

To be effective, you have to quit because only you wanted to quit. Now that you quit, remember that you quit for all!

Your quit is for you, your loved ones, for us, for those who are still out of control and haven't quit, for that little 6th grader to learn from you and never start. You even stay quit for the tobacco industry and government. Your quit is a royal fuck you, you no longer get my money or collect taxes on me, you no longer have me. We are quit and we are free.

If you can't tell, you have strengthened my quit. We all get to celebrate freedom from vice.

You are a hero now. Keep that title and win each and every battle. I challenge you to protect your quit and stay undefeated with the nic bitch!

[ballplayer76]

Kj, I know what your going through. I freak out over any little sore/white spot in my mouth. I actually had a lump on my gums biopsied once. Longest 3 days of my life waiting for results. I had a herpes sore last a month and was back in the ENT's office for that. Go get it looked at if your scared. But always remember how scared you are right now. Write that shit down somewhere, and when that sore goes away and you think your ok to continue dipping, read it over and over again. Cuz if you go back to dipping, more sores will come, I promise. Remember the fear you have right now, and remember how hard it was to quit. And don't ever put yourself through it again. Stay strong my friend.