Step 1 in bettering myself.
'for the first time'?!?!?!?!?!
Maybe... just, maybe... the actual first step is owning the decision ONCE and not caving like a wuss when shit gets real!?! You don't get to "keep trying" here. It's a slap in the face to all the peeps doin' it for real. Ask me why I feel that way...
AJ... 1,366 days... Once and done... owned it... rocked it... won it... Free.
Do it or GTFO.