Mushroom Clouds

[dippshit]

Dude man, you couldn't run me off with a shitty mop.

I'll probably never try, but it's comforting knowing that it wouldn't work. See you on the boards.

[AtomicDiesel]

Dude man, you couldn't run me off with a shitty mop.

[dippshit]

Creeping up on the big five o brother. Steady and slow. Keepin it simple. I love it.

*** "Randy Newman - You've Got A Friend In Me" plays in background. ***

[AtomicDiesel]

Thatks men. Now about those friendships...
Lemme tell y'all bout a feller named Chuck. You'll find him here as Buckfever36. Chuck lives, bout an hour and a half away, works in one of them NOVA holes I used to run around in. Chuck was one of the first to stretch out a hand and welcome me. Then there was Sweenz. I don't know, but something just tells me that Sweeney is about 8 foot tall, 4 ft wide at the shoulder, and could prolly kick a sasquatch in the teeth without ever really trying hard. SmokeyG... That's a tough bird right there fellers.
All three of these men reached out to me, and I took their friendship forgranted and let them down. Real people, not just faceless, anonymous screen names. Almost as bad as letting down my wife and kids. That's how it felt. There's more, so don't you other fellers feel left out, but you three I just mentioned, men, I am sorry for bailing like a bitch and leaving you all wondering. I'm back, and I'm here to stay.

Now that is some funny shit. Glad to have you back BAMFer!

Yeah, you're all stuck with me now!

For today and today only.

...and every today;)

Yeah? How'd quitting for good work out for you last time? Let's just quit for today: Friday, November, 26th, 2011. Well, maybe Saturday, November 27th, 2011 if you're not on the Pacific Coast. Oh wait. Never mind. You haven't signed roll for any days past Friday, November 26th, 2011. Your word is good for one day at a time. Just like mine. I will not shop on Black Friday. I will not ingest carcinogens on Black Friday.

Take a step back AD. ONE DAY AT A TIME. You have nothing to prove to me. You've already caught back with us BAMFers. +1

Sound wisdom smoke. Thanks for the reality check.

[Smokeyg]

Thatks men. Now about those friendships...
Lemme tell y'all bout a feller named Chuck. You'll find him here as Buckfever36. Chuck lives, bout an hour and a half away, works in one of them NOVA holes I used to run around in. Chuck was one of the first to stretch out a hand and welcome me. Then there was Sweenz. I don't know, but something just tells me that Sweeney is about 8 foot tall, 4 ft wide at the shoulder, and could prolly kick a sasquatch in the teeth without ever really trying hard. SmokeyG... That's a tough bird right there fellers.
All three of these men reached out to me, and I took their friendship forgranted and let them down. Real people, not just faceless, anonymous screen names. Almost as bad as letting down my wife and kids. That's how it felt. There's more, so don't you other fellers feel left out, but you three I just mentioned, men, I am sorry for bailing like a bitch and leaving you all wondering. I'm back, and I'm here to stay.

Now that is some funny shit. Glad to have you back BAMFer!

Yeah, you're all stuck with me now!

For today and today only.

...and every today;)

Yeah? How'd quitting for good work out for you last time? Let's just quit for today: Friday, November, 26th, 2011. Well, maybe Saturday, November 27th, 2011 if you're not on the Pacific Coast. Oh wait. Never mind. You haven't signed roll for any days past Friday, November 26th, 2011. Your word is good for one day at a time. Just like mine. I will not shop on Black Friday. I will not ingest carcinogens on Black Friday.

Take a step back AD. ONE DAY AT A TIME. You have nothing to prove to me. You've already caught back with us BAMFers. +1

[AtomicDiesel]

Thatks men. Now about those friendships...
Lemme tell y'all bout a feller named Chuck. You'll find him here as Buckfever36. Chuck lives, bout an hour and a half away, works in one of them NOVA holes I used to run around in. Chuck was one of the first to stretch out a hand and welcome me. Then there was Sweenz. I don't know, but something just tells me that Sweeney is about 8 foot tall, 4 ft wide at the shoulder, and could prolly kick a sasquatch in the teeth without ever really trying hard. SmokeyG... That's a tough bird right there fellers.
All three of these men reached out to me, and I took their friendship forgranted and let them down. Real people, not just faceless, anonymous screen names. Almost as bad as letting down my wife and kids. That's how it felt. There's more, so don't you other fellers feel left out, but you three I just mentioned, men, I am sorry for bailing like a bitch and leaving you all wondering. I'm back, and I'm here to stay.

Now that is some funny shit. Glad to have you back BAMFer!

Yeah, you're all stuck with me now!

For today and today only.

...and every today;)

[Smokeyg]

Thatks men. Now about those friendships...
Lemme tell y'all bout a feller named Chuck. You'll find him here as Buckfever36. Chuck lives, bout an hour and a half away, works in one of them NOVA holes I used to run around in. Chuck was one of the first to stretch out a hand and welcome me. Then there was Sweenz. I don't know, but something just tells me that Sweeney is about 8 foot tall, 4 ft wide at the shoulder, and could prolly kick a sasquatch in the teeth without ever really trying hard. SmokeyG... That's a tough bird right there fellers.
All three of these men reached out to me, and I took their friendship forgranted and let them down. Real people, not just faceless, anonymous screen names. Almost as bad as letting down my wife and kids. That's how it felt. There's more, so don't you other fellers feel left out, but you three I just mentioned, men, I am sorry for bailing like a bitch and leaving you all wondering. I'm back, and I'm here to stay.

Now that is some funny shit. Glad to have you back BAMFer!

Yeah, you're all stuck with me now!

For today and today only.

[AtomicDiesel]

Thatks men. Now about those friendships...
Lemme tell y'all bout a feller named Chuck. You'll find him here as Buckfever36. Chuck lives, bout an hour and a half away, works in one of them NOVA holes I used to run around in. Chuck was one of the first to stretch out a hand and welcome me. Then there was Sweenz. I don't know, but something just tells me that Sweeney is about 8 foot tall, 4 ft wide at the shoulder, and could prolly kick a sasquatch in the teeth without ever really trying hard. SmokeyG... That's a tough bird right there fellers.
All three of these men reached out to me, and I took their friendship forgranted and let them down. Real people, not just faceless, anonymous screen names. Almost as bad as letting down my wife and kids. That's how it felt. There's more, so don't you other fellers feel left out, but you three I just mentioned, men, I am sorry for bailing like a bitch and leaving you all wondering. I'm back, and I'm here to stay.

Now that is some funny shit. Glad to have you back BAMFer!

Yeah, you're all stuck with me now!

[ksweeney3]

Thatks men. Now about those friendships...
Lemme tell y'all bout a feller named Chuck. You'll find him here as Buckfever36. Chuck lives, bout an hour and a half away, works in one of them NOVA holes I used to run around in. Chuck was one of the first to stretch out a hand and welcome me. Then there was Sweenz. I don't know, but something just tells me that Sweeney is about 8 foot tall, 4 ft wide at the shoulder, and could prolly kick a sasquatch in the teeth without ever really trying hard. SmokeyG... That's a tough bird right there fellers.
All three of these men reached out to me, and I took their friendship forgranted and let them down. Real people, not just faceless, anonymous screen names. Almost as bad as letting down my wife and kids. That's how it felt. There's more, so don't you other fellers feel left out, but you three I just mentioned, men, I am sorry for bailing like a bitch and leaving you all wondering. I'm back, and I'm here to stay.

Now that is some funny shit. Glad to have you back BAMFer!

[AtomicDiesel]

Thatks men. Now about those friendships...
Lemme tell y'all bout a feller named Chuck. You'll find him here as Buckfever36. Chuck lives, bout an hour and a half away, works in one of them NOVA holes I used to run around in. Chuck was one of the first to stretch out a hand and welcome me. Then there was Sweenz. I don't know, but something just tells me that Sweeney is about 8 foot tall, 4 ft wide at the shoulder, and could prolly kick a sasquatch in the teeth without ever really trying hard. SmokeyG... That's a tough bird right there fellers.
All three of these men reached out to me, and I took their friendship forgranted and let them down. Real people, not just faceless, anonymous screen names. Almost as bad as letting down my wife and kids. That's how it felt. There's more, so don't you other fellers feel left out, but you three I just mentioned, men, I am sorry for bailing like a bitch and leaving you all wondering. I'm back, and I'm here to stay.

[Souliman]

I just saw where one of the noobs asked how he went about getting plugged into making those personal relationships succeed. Man, what a tough subject. Not the getting plugged in part, just the personal relationship part. That's why my quit in 2008 failed. I never allowed the interaction to grow into a real, true friendship. I can get along with just about anyone, and ignore the rest. Civility costs you nothing, so it's not hard to be civil, offer advice, or yuck it up on an anonymous forum. But the real accountability comes shining through when you allow yourself to be opened up, weakened, exposed. I can't remember a time in my life when I ever really did that and became a true friend. Matter of fact, I have never allowed anyone to get close enough for that to happen. Not sure why that is, I've just always been, call it self-centered, most happy when things are quiet and I am alone.
Anyway, that's all I have time for right now. But you noobs, do whatever the hell it takes to build a friendship with someone that you would be disappointed to let down. I let down some fantastic guys in Aug 08, and I am back here three years later for a hell of a sight more than just to quit dippin.

The power of quit compels you AD. Sounds like you're are becoming the man you are suppose to be.

[LLCope]

I just saw where one of the noobs asked how he went about getting plugged into making those personal relationships succeed. Man, what a tough subject. Not the getting plugged in part, just the personal relationship part. That's why my quit in 2008 failed. I never allowed the interaction to grow into a real, true friendship. I can get along with just about anyone, and ignore the rest. Civility costs you nothing, so it's not hard to be civil, offer advice, or yuck it up on an anonymous forum. But the real accountability comes shining through when you allow yourself to be opened up, weakened, exposed. I can't remember a time in my life when I ever really did that and became a true friend. Matter of fact, I have never allowed anyone to get close enough for that to happen. Not sure why that is, I've just always been, call it self-centered, most happy when things are quiet and I am alone.
Anyway, that's all I have time for right now. But you noobs, do whatever the hell it takes to build a friendship with someone that you would be disappointed to let down. I let down some fantastic guys in Aug 08, and I am back here three years later for a hell of a sight more than just to quit dippin.

Atomic,

I am sorry you failed in 2008. I am glad you are back. It sounds to me like this is certainly different this time. You have the potential to help a lot of people in your group. You have the right mind set. You have a great quit going. You have my support!

pm me if you need anything

[AtomicDiesel]

I just saw where one of the noobs asked how he went about getting plugged into making those personal relationships succeed. Man, what a tough subject. Not the getting plugged in part, just the personal relationship part. That's why my quit in 2008 failed. I never allowed the interaction to grow into a real, true friendship. I can get along with just about anyone, and ignore the rest. Civility costs you nothing, so it's not hard to be civil, offer advice, or yuck it up on an anonymous forum. But the real accountability comes shining through when you allow yourself to be opened up, weakened, exposed. I can't remember a time in my life when I ever really did that and became a true friend. Matter of fact, I have never allowed anyone to get close enough for that to happen. Not sure why that is, I've just always been, call it self-centered, most happy when things are quiet and I am alone.
Anyway, that's all I have time for right now. But you noobs, do whatever the hell it takes to build a friendship with someone that you would be disappointed to let down. I let down some fantastic guys in Aug 08, and I am back here three years later for a hell of a sight more than just to quit dippin.

[AtomicDiesel]

Haven't really had the time to update this the way I wanted to, but I don't want it to get away from me. Anyway, I owe some really great guys an explanation, and I will just add to it as I have time. I have a really fucked up head it seems, and I suppose I always have. Not much for keeping friends long term. Not hard to make em, I'm just a hateful SOB by nature and that doesn't lend itself well to long term relationships.
Gotta go, but remember, you fuckers just became my Dear Abby.

[Radman]

Because I enjoyed it. Yep. Could put a wad of dip in my jaw right now and enjoy the hell out of it. But I won't, because I want to stop.

It is very difficult to stop something you truly LOVE. With that attitude about dip, every little excuse will have you coming back. You need to develop a hatred for the shit or your quit WILL NOT SUCCEED.

That's what I am working on. Thus far I have consumed most every drop of hatred on myself. That in itself is a destructive habit that needs to be broken as well. Unknown to myself back in 08, and up until recently, Copenhagen, while deadly and destructive, was only one relatively small way in which I was killing myself.

Hatred was one of my strongest tools in this battle. I will NEVER give another damn dime of my money to companies that intentionally formulate their products to ensnare and kill their customers. Assholes, the whole bunch of them. At the point I'd been quit 1 year, then I started fixing all the other minor problems with my health. It's all still a work in progress.