So I just hit 31 years old and have chewed on/off for the last 9 years at roughly one tin every 1-2 days. Located in MN and married with two kids, I'm what you'd call a "ninja". Sure my wife would find out every once in a while. I'd pay hell, quit, then pick it back up after a couple months or so. Or, I'd get the cancer scare and do the same thing. I'm really trying to find a method to beat two months, better yet I want forever. I've been in a fraternity. I'm in the ANG. I thrive on camaraderie. That's what I'm looking for here. I don't want to live like this anymore. The constant fear of being found out, or cancer, or shame. I'm done with all of it.
I dealt with the mental stuff with quitting, but never the physical. After quitting last Thursday, Saturday and Sunday felt like a long bad hangover minus the nausea. It wasn't until still having the "sore throat" today that I started to worry. Then I found KillTheCan. I'm really in it this time and am committing myself to the daily roll call. Any help beyond that is greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
Erik