Today is a good day. On the way home from work I picked up a can at the c-store. A can of that mint snuff-cinnamon flavor. It was sort of a let down because I think my mind was expecting something different. Still, it was better than the alternative. So now I am on my way home and its foggy with not a cloud in the sky and the sun shining bright, yet still foggy. And some jackass in front of me decides he needs to get off the highway right away causing a chain reaction wreck with my foggy ass involved. Luckily I was the engine and didn't hit anyone in front of me, but the car behind me slammed into my rear. This would have been one of those times that I would have pulled out my old friend nic and to make matters even worse, one of the other drivers gets out of his car and lights up a cigarette. Can't tell you how bad I wanted to ask him for one. Anyway, I made it through and because of that I know that this can be done.
I was lied to and have been living in the darkness for far too long. This will be a life long struggle but it can be done. I read about all the success stories and think about myself being able to say 100 days, 200 days, and on and on. That gives me motivation and a drive to quit. Just for today and then another day until there is no more wanting of a substance that kills me. Screw nicotine and all it is and screw those people who profit off of nicotine addiction! Today is a good day. Free From Nicotine Today!
