I can just do it while I am here and nobody at home will have any idea, all would be ok because I would just quit before I go home..
This is the bullshit, failure mistake.
Let me help you answer some of the questions you will be getting.
#1 I chose to chew in secret and nobody else would know. This tells me that you quit for approval of others. You can't quit for your God, Country or family. You can only quit for you.
#2 You still love your addiction. You have not realized that nicotine cost you your money, time, and risks of health. What did the nic-bitch give you in return? Is she really worth your loyalty. You would give up your freedom and be shackled by her? What do you see in her to have a special and secret relationship. You obviously are embarrassed of her since you don't want to show her off.
#3 It is great that your wife was happy to flush your cans for you. Why didn't you do it? You wanted your wife to do it because if it wasn't for her, you would be having sex with your lousy can! Your wife is so happy because she sees this as a way of you saying, "I love you more than tobacco." I think you are going to break her heart when she catches you again.
You should have had her watch you flush the cans. She could be a witness but you should have been the one to do it. It is your problem and you should love yourself to want this.
That way when you are alone, the last thing you crave is a dip! Because YOU. It is YOU and YOU only that want this quit!Fucking unbelievable. Nice try little johnny just keep your eye on the ball. We'll get em next time. You sir are not a child and this is not a game.
This isn't a batting average where a .435 batting average is good. This is about keeping a 100% undefeated record against the nicotine addiction.
You still glamorize and entertain tobacco. That's why you caved. Even if you had numbers, you wouldn't have used them because you wanted to cave. This being alone in secret shit. It is a moot issue if you are the one that wants to quit. You would have protected your quit.
Bottom line, you knew what you needed to do to stay quit. You didn't chose to shit on your family or me. You chose to shit yourself and pissed on your support group.
Yeah you expect to get a lashing from the group. Are you even engaged enough to care? You really want this to be the first day you never start up?
What are you going to do differently?
Quit because YOU want to quit
See through the sham of tobacco and hate it!
Post roll
get a support network going
if tomorrow comes repeat.
It is simple. People fail because they choose to fail. I have yet to read where someone was held down and forced at gunpoint to chew.
You wanted it and you did it. End of Story.
I took my time to respond. Not for your sake but for newbies that are still quit. I hope they see that caving is stupid. There is no worth, value or point to be like a dog and lap up your own vomit. It is disgusting and I'm guessing your not a dog so stop acting like one!
Pathetic On this site we don't believe in luck. Since you aren't a real quitter....
Good Luck to you Contact me when you reach 14 days. I might have a change of heart about you and share my number. You have to earn my number now. I don't like giving it to cavers. I only like to stick with winners. I don't want to catch your disease. Get better and quit. Then we can fight the bitch together.