I don't know what to do, so I'll just vent here. I am at work, I have shit ton to get done, but I can't think, I can't focus, my mind is racing, massive anxiety/panic attacks happening, I feel like I am outside of my body looking in. I hate this. I can't tell if this is from dip, or from seasonal depression, but I can't focus. It hasn't gotten any better it feels like, and makes me wonder why I am doing this in the first place.