First things first... I am still nicotine free and I plan to stay that way EVERY DAMN DAY!
Well. I left the site late May. I wanted to see if I could escape the random but sometimes constant thoughts of my addiction. It turns out I have that regardless of my activity on KTC. I have remained nicotine free throughout this because of the tools that I got from this site. This site is made up of the very finest quitters and the very finest people that have helped many people change their lives.
I felt like my tools were starting to dull. I noticed that I was allowing myself to dwell on thoughts of nicotine. The dip dreams were coming back and feeling so real but I lacked the feeling of guilt and shame.
I am back to resharpen my tools, to strengthen my quit, and to help other quitters along the way.