Hey all, I decided that since the career path I have chosen does not allow me to dip, my health insurance has gone way up, my pockets are empty, and I want to live a lot longer. So I made a bet with a few friends back on 11/1/11 that we would all quit and so far im the only one that has stuck to it. I have been having cravings every few days lately due to stress i believe. I do general contracting, go to school full time to get my bachelors and I am a Vol. Firefighter. The stress has just piled up and the cravings are getting worse and worse. All today i have been in a near fit of rage but i still have not given in, then i found this website. I started dipping when I was 13 years old with my best friend while fishing, ill never forget the day (and how we both put a very substantial amount in and almost threw up and buzzed for hours). Though now I am only almost 21 I felt that it had gotten out of control. I was going through 25-30 cans a week, all my money was going to put gas in the truck and dip in my mouth. I stand here today dip free but hurting very badly, i can tell that I still need help.