I have been relatively inactive other than posting every day. I was so energetic at the beginning. Some have been concerned that i would slip back into the clutches of nicotine. In all truthfulness, i just could not stand to be on the site for a while. Not because of the my brothers and quit group, but just the feeling i got from it. A quote from JGromo " seems like you might be going through a bit of what I went through around day 40-50ish where I just couldn't stand being on the site, didn't have the patience or the energy for it, tough to keep up with the vortexes and BS". I hit a wall where i did not want to be on the site. My quit was as strong as ever. But my patience was thin. At first, i did take a little bit of it out on my girlfriend, but realized the error of my ways quickly thereafter. And to be honest i never did find a way to take out my frustration other than the gym. As i encroach the 100 day mark (currently 99), i feel as if i am coming out of a thick jungle. Looking out over the beautiful, clear horizon. There will always be thoughts of my struggles trapped in the thick jungle, but i will never return.
