Damn, Sasquatch! Yikes! Or should I say Yikes DamnSasquatch!
Sounds like your good and pissed, good and ready to quit. You have your motivation, YOUR LIFE. Too bad it takes something like what happened to you for people to realize they are rolling the dice with the chew ALONE!
Get ready for the long haul is right. Brother, dig in deep. Lets do this together, all 30,000 members strong. Take a look at the intros, HOF speeches, general questions... when you are ready drop into FEB 2018 quit group and introduce yourself, learn how to post roll. Post every day is the key to success here.
You CAN do this, I was just like you 800 + days ago. Ready to kick this thing to the curb?