On Day 5 now. The first 3 days were a huge SUCK. On day 3 my wife mentions we should get the big D. I was devastated. My friends wondered if I could deal with quitting chew and going through this. This was a BIG moment in my quit. This is where the nicotine addict whispered, pleaded, hollered, and begged me to cave. 'It is ok, nobody could go through all this. Just give in and have a dip. You can quit later when things are better.' Well, I looked and re-looked at July's Roll. There I was, Quitter123. I made a promise. I then read all the support and advice in this thread and on this site. Then I realized that I HATE NICOTINE. The addict in me can FUCK OFF. Here I am going through a rough spot and this fucking shit wants to talk me into killing myself. A gun may be faster but Nicotine gets you to the same place in the end. So, on day 5 I have told the addict in me and nic to FUCK OFF. This site got me through. Still a fight but i quit ODAAT. I am quit.