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Batdad

I have merged your introductions
[spoiler=signature stuff]Leonidas nickname is Dyson because he he sucks like a cracked out meth whore - Candoit

Could I quit without KTC? Probably. Let's say it's 99.9% yes, I could quit without KTC. That 0.1% risk of failure isn't worth it to me. That 0.1% is enough to keep me here, long into the future, just to be sure.-srains918

Not sure who Batdad is, but he keeps coming up as an asshole =P so he can be an asshole if it helps others quit lmao. BTW who is batdad? I'm newer so it might be something I am missing. -evillen

With all the craziness swirling around us, it's nice to have certain constants that we can always count on, like Batdad is an asshole. -Rewire

Quitters I have had the honor to meet
Viking, MNxEngineer, PMILS, Weedsta, Natro, Jenahen, Bucky, Palpatine, Gassy, JohninSLP, DonkeyMN, ReWire, Clemte, Wepdoc
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BrianG

Sorry to hear of your brothers passing Dale. May you and your family find peace in this difficult time.
Prayers to you and yours. F Cancer...
He who has a why can bear almost any how.

Candoit

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Quote from: 30yrAddictSo last night I headed up to Albany Med to say what may be my last goodbye to my older brother, Gary. He's been fighting Prostate cancer for the past 4-5 years. Although there isn't a strong link between smoking and prostate cancer, according to his doctors, the fact that he was a smoker make the cancer a lot more aggressive. The end game is the cancer has spread to his brain, and there is pressure/bleeding. He won't survive being untreated, but he won't survive the surgery to stop the bleed/pressure either.

When I got to the room last night, Gary was knocked out with morphine, seemed somewhat comfortable. I do not think they will let him regain consciousness, which is the right thing for him...... The pain and suffering of his wife, his two beautiful daughters and his son was heart retching. His wife lost it when she told me she signed the DNR because she did not want to see him suffer... she was looking for people to tell her she made the right decision... It was unspeakably sad to have that conversation with her.. I did my best to console, but, there's not much that can be done. 55 years old, leaving a wife that adores him, a 26 year old son, a 20 year old daughter and a 19 year old daughter... too young to have to deal with the loss of their father... Senseless. tragic. no words seem adequate.

As you recall, I had a brother that passed in 2011... soon there will just be me and 1 other brother.

Never again for any reason.

Fuck cancer!
Prayers for you and your family Dale. I am with you, Fuck cancer.
❤?❤
My heart breaks for you and your family.
Prayers up.
Fuck cancer.
You are a great man, 30. You have been one of the rocks of inspiration in my quit, and so many others. As such, you've fought the fight against addiction, and cancer, more than most anyone. Prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time. I'm glad you were able to say goodbye, and offer some help for his wife and children. God Bless, brother.
Prayers to you and yours 30.
Always a text away.
There are no circumstances in which using nicotine will improve the outcome.

My journey. The best part it is not over yet.

worktowin

Quote from: ChickDip
Quote from: BrianG
Quote from: 30yrAddictSo last night I headed up to Albany Med to say what may be my last goodbye to my older brother, Gary. He's been fighting Prostate cancer for the past 4-5 years. Although there isn't a strong link between smoking and prostate cancer, according to his doctors, the fact that he was a smoker make the cancer a lot more aggressive. The end game is the cancer has spread to his brain, and there is pressure/bleeding. He won't survive being untreated, but he won't survive the surgery to stop the bleed/pressure either.

When I got to the room last night, Gary was knocked out with morphine, seemed somewhat comfortable. I do not think they will let him regain consciousness, which is the right thing for him...... The pain and suffering of his wife, his two beautiful daughters and his son was heart retching. His wife lost it when she told me she signed the DNR because she did not want to see him suffer... she was looking for people to tell her she made the right decision... It was unspeakably sad to have that conversation with her.. I did my best to console, but, there's not much that can be done. 55 years old, leaving a wife that adores him, a 26 year old son, a 20 year old daughter and a 19 year old daughter... too young to have to deal with the loss of their father... Senseless. tragic. no words seem adequate.

As you recall, I had a brother that passed in 2011... soon there will just be me and 1 other brother.

Never again for any reason.

Fuck cancer!
Prayers for you and your family Dale. I am with you, Fuck cancer.
❤?❤
My heart breaks for you and your family.
Prayers up.
Fuck cancer.
You are a great man, 30. You have been one of the rocks of inspiration in my quit, and so many others. As such, you've fought the fight against addiction, and cancer, more than most anyone. Prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time. I'm glad you were able to say goodbye, and offer some help for his wife and children. God Bless, brother.

ChickDip

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Quote from: 30yrAddictSo last night I headed up to Albany Med to say what may be my last goodbye to my older brother, Gary. He's been fighting Prostate cancer for the past 4-5 years. Although there isn't a strong link between smoking and prostate cancer, according to his doctors, the fact that he was a smoker make the cancer a lot more aggressive. The end game is the cancer has spread to his brain, and there is pressure/bleeding. He won't survive being untreated, but he won't survive the surgery to stop the bleed/pressure either.

When I got to the room last night, Gary was knocked out with morphine, seemed somewhat comfortable. I do not think they will let him regain consciousness, which is the right thing for him...... The pain and suffering of his wife, his two beautiful daughters and his son was heart retching. His wife lost it when she told me she signed the DNR because she did not want to see him suffer... she was looking for people to tell her she made the right decision... It was unspeakably sad to have that conversation with her.. I did my best to console, but, there's not much that can be done. 55 years old, leaving a wife that adores him, a 26 year old son, a 20 year old daughter and a 19 year old daughter... too young to have to deal with the loss of their father... Senseless. tragic. no words seem adequate.

As you recall, I had a brother that passed in 2011... soon there will just be me and 1 other brother.

Never again for any reason.

Fuck cancer!
Prayers for you and your family Dale. I am with you, Fuck cancer.
❤?❤
My heart breaks for you and your family.
Prayers up.
Fuck cancer.
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

BrianG

Quote from: 30yrAddictSo last night I headed up to Albany Med to say what may be my last goodbye to my older brother, Gary. He's been fighting Prostate cancer for the past 4-5 years. Although there isn't a strong link between smoking and prostate cancer, according to his doctors, the fact that he was a smoker make the cancer a lot more aggressive. The end game is the cancer has spread to his brain, and there is pressure/bleeding. He won't survive being untreated, but he won't survive the surgery to stop the bleed/pressure either.

When I got to the room last night, Gary was knocked out with morphine, seemed somewhat comfortable. I do not think they will let him regain consciousness, which is the right thing for him...... The pain and suffering of his wife, his two beautiful daughters and his son was heart retching. His wife lost it when she told me she signed the DNR because she did not want to see him suffer... she was looking for people to tell her she made the right decision... It was unspeakably sad to have that conversation with her.. I did my best to console, but, there's not much that can be done. 55 years old, leaving a wife that adores him, a 26 year old son, a 20 year old daughter and a 19 year old daughter... too young to have to deal with the loss of their father... Senseless. tragic. no words seem adequate.

As you recall, I had a brother that passed in 2011... soon there will just be me and 1 other brother.

Never again for any reason.

Fuck cancer!
Prayers for you and your family Dale. I am with you, Fuck cancer.
He who has a why can bear almost any how.

30yraddict

So last night I headed up to Albany Med to say what may be my last goodbye to my older brother, Gary. He's been fighting Prostate cancer for the past 4-5 years. Although there isn't a strong link between smoking and prostate cancer, according to his doctors, the fact that he was a smoker make the cancer a lot more aggressive. The end game is the cancer has spread to his brain, and there is pressure/bleeding. He won't survive being untreated, but he won't survive the surgery to stop the bleed/pressure either.

When I got to the room last night, Gary was knocked out with morphine, seemed somewhat comfortable. I do not think they will let him regain consciousness, which is the right thing for him...... The pain and suffering of his wife, his two beautiful daughters and his son was heart retching. His wife lost it when she told me she signed the DNR because she did not want to see him suffer... she was looking for people to tell her she made the right decision... It was unspeakably sad to have that conversation with her.. I did my best to console, but, there's not much that can be done. 55 years old, leaving a wife that adores him, a 26 year old son, a 20 year old daughter and a 19 year old daughter... too young to have to deal with the loss of their father... Senseless. tragic. no words seem adequate.

As you recall, I had a brother that passed in 2011... soon there will just be me and 1 other brother.

Never again for any reason.

Fuck cancer!

SirDerek

Quote from: 30yrAddict
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: ChickDipCongrats on 7 years quit 30!
Thank you for your leadership and continued guidance.
Thank you :) So awesome to see you folks here in intros paying it forward. I credit my quit to folks like you!
Damn

7 years and they beat me to the congratulations.

30 (Dale) you were one of the first who reached out to me, you are solid a person as I have ever known and I can only say thank you.

30yraddict

Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: ChickDipCongrats on 7 years quit 30!
Thank you for your leadership and continued guidance.
Thank you :) So awesome to see you folks here in intros paying it forward. I credit my quit to folks like you!

worktowin

Quote from: ChickDipCongrats on 7 years quit 30!
Thank you for your leadership and continued guidance.

ChickDip

Congrats on 7 years quit 30!
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

ChickDip

'Birthday' 30
And many more, dip free!
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

JGlav

Quote from: 30yrAddict
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Ready
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: 30yrAddict
Quote from: ChickDipCongrats on 6 years quit!!
Thanks for having my back when i need it.
Thank you for being here and showing us there's longevity to a quit!
Badassery.
Thank you! Grateful to be quit, and humbled to be a part of what goes on here.

Thanks for paying it forward!
Thank you sir. You are a mentor.
You Sir, are one hell of a quitter!!! Congrats on the big 6!!!
Congratulations and thanks for paying it back! We all appreciate the quit wisdom you provide!
Thanks Folks :) Grateful to be quit, and grateful for all of you. Keep rockin' the quit! 'oh yeah'
Thank you ^^^^. For all you efforts here. It does not go without notice. Congrats on 6 years of independence and freedom from Nic!

30yraddict

Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Ready
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: 30yrAddict
Quote from: ChickDipCongrats on 6 years quit!!
Thanks for having my back when i need it.
Thank you for being here and showing us there's longevity to a quit!
Badassery.
Thank you! Grateful to be quit, and humbled to be a part of what goes on here.

Thanks for paying it forward!
Thank you sir. You are a mentor.
You Sir, are one hell of a quitter!!! Congrats on the big 6!!!
Congratulations and thanks for paying it back! We all appreciate the quit wisdom you provide!
Thanks Folks :) Grateful to be quit, and grateful for all of you. Keep rockin' the quit! 'oh yeah'

pab1964

Quote from: Ready
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: 30yrAddict
Quote from: ChickDipCongrats on 6 years quit!!
Thanks for having my back when i need it.
Thank you for being here and showing us there's longevity to a quit!
Badassery.
Thank you! Grateful to be quit, and humbled to be a part of what goes on here.

Thanks for paying it forward!
Thank you sir. You are a mentor.
You Sir, are one hell of a quitter!!! Congrats on the big 6!!!
Congratulations and thanks for paying it back! We all appreciate the quit wisdom you provide!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD