Wow 55 days into my quit, all is going pretty good, cravings still popping up every now and again but getting fewer and further between. Than Sat night I had the craziest dip dream. I don't remember all the details but at the time it felt soo real that I thought I had actually caved! Woke up all mad and disappointed in myself until I realized it was just a dream, it really felt that real!
The funny thing about it is I'm usually a very sound sleeper and seldomly ever remember my dreams and almost never wake up from them. When I first quit and started reading here about dip dreams it gave me a chuckle. didn't think the guys talking about them were serious,lol I sure do now!
Dip dreams can be something brother. Its just the poison attacking you in your sleep. It knows it's not winning during the day. Now seems like a good time to tell this dip dream story.
Me and Erussell met on vacation,, which was one of the highlights of my quit. He just happened to be vacationing down my way. I was looking forward to meeting a fellow quitter, not only a fellow quitter, but we are talking about THEEEEE Erussell here. I would highly recommend meeting a fellow quitter from this site if your able. It is another way of adding a layer accountability and very interesting to meet someone in person that you have shared this struggle with.
Anyways,, the night before we met I had a dip dream. He showed up with a can. What???? Well,, we discussed how we were going to use during our breakfast and agreed we would keep it our little secret. What a effin dream!! Had to be the craziest dream I've ever had and I don't see one beating it.
Anyways, we met, he didn't bring a can of poison and we had a great breakfast. I met his wonderful daughter and he met mine. We talked about life, highlights of ktc and of course, suckling with the poison was never even a thought. It was a breakfast I'll never forget. Glad to be quit with you..