Cody,
I see you posted roll with October 12. Well done, that is your first step towards freeing yourself from the bonds of your addiction. Did I mention you're addicted? If not, then let me reiterate......you are an addict. We all are, that's why we're here. This shit ain't gonna be easy at first, it will test you to the core. But trust me, you'll come out better and healthier on the flip side. Kudos to you for recognizing you have a problem after only 3-4 years. I didn't wise up for 16 years and several others on KTC dipped for much longer. Keep posting roll daily and get involved with your group. By all means, whatever you do, stay quit.
Quit Like Fuck