The Only person I had a problem with is you. I posted roll today. I'm glad you have come to terms with being a douchebag. 'Finger'
What did tazmed do that made you so angry? Can you be specific?
Sorry I left you out wastepanel. You too. Anyone who calls me a liar. I find being called a liar offensive, I can understand why a Yankee wouldn't get that though.
From our welcome center:
Roll call is the most important thing you will do here. That one simple act will be what makes this quit different than any other attempt. Roll call, quite simply, is a promise to your brothers that you will be Nicotine Free for that day.
We require a simple “one day at a time” philosophy. Make roll call, concentrate on today and today only. We’ll work through the troubles of today with you. We’ll worry about tomorrow when it gets here.
Roll call will build accountability with your brothers. You know that the man next to you in line is going through or has dealt with the exact same things you are. Lean on the knowledge of those who have walked that road. Develop relationships with them and especially the guys in your home group. These people will save your life if you let them.
If you follow this simple advice you’ll be amazed. You have lied to, cheated on, and stole time from every single person you hold dear. You take roll call seriously, and you will find that total strangers will give your quit more accountability than any “real” person in your world.
If you want to quit, deep down, really want to quitÂ…roll call is the cornerstone you will build your quit house on. Be loyal to yourself, your group, and ultimately to QSX as a whole and you shall have the freedom you desire. Guaranteed.
You are a liar.
So is tazmed.
So am I.
We all have lied at one point to justify putting that stuff in our lips. We all have lied to others and ourselves to get our fix.
No that's not right. I dipped because I wanted to an enjoyed it. I never lied about dipping. Now that I've quit, I'm quit. There's no lying in that. I DO NOT lie.
Your first post stated this website was "stupid". Yet, you came back after walking away and failing on your own. Obviously, this site was not "stupid" if you came back again looking for success.
Who did you lie to?
You decided to put cancer weed into your mouth for 16 years, yet you "tried to quit". Did the tobacco find its way into your mouth on its own? Or did you choose to put one in (thus not deciding to quit anymore)
Who did you lie to?
You claim to have dipped because "you wanted to and enjoyed it". Yet, you have made multiple attempts to not do it anymore. Why would you quit something that you "wanted to and enjoy"?
Who are you lying to?
Guys Smackaduck is posting roll. I have tried for the past 15 minutes to keep him on roll. They keep bumping him off. Give the guy a chance here that's all I am asking. He is making a effort so we too should make a effort to support him.
Smackaduck hang in there I will go back this afternoon and make sure you are back on roll at Day 16.
Congratulations bud.
16 days if fucking huge.
Is it mean to give some insight from one addict to another?
No Wastepanel it is good to give advise. Smackaduck you may not realize but Wastepanel had been quit for quite some time and drifted away from here. He is now back at a lower number of quit days. He is trying to help you understand that this addiction will follow you for life.
Ask for Wastepanels story I am sure he will share it with you.
Smackaduck we quit with you today keep up the good work.
Don't need to ask for It...
In September of 2006, my mother was diagnosed with stage 4 stomach cancer. Her request to me was to quit chewing. I did so two days later. I found the website and started posting roll immediately.
I never missed a day until I got past the hall of fame. Although i posted everyday, i did not reach out to my brothers. I had no friends in my group. It's the freaking internet...
Around day 130-140, I started missing. Very quickly, I faded away from the site.
I stayed quit for a long Time afterwards. I was "cured" and didn't have to take the time and acknowledge that I was an addict every morning. I was quit, and I wrote this beautiful speech of bullshit and lies saying I could never have Just one.
The Nic bitch hid inside my head this whole time. When I didn't think about her, she crept out and started deleting all of the tools I learned that kept me quit. Physically, I was free. In reality, I was Icarus flying closer to the sun everyday.
I caved on October 25, 2009. I had 1000 quit days under my belt, and I thought "I can Have just one..."
Within 4-5 months, I was chewing every chance I could.
I quit for good this time on June 29, 2011. I have 211 days quit, and I will not miss a day. I have over 35 numbers in my phone, and I give my number out to any badass that wants it.
I want to quit for good this time and never forget again. I will post roll everyday, and damnit people will notice if I try to fade. I will do damn near anything to stay quit because I abhorrence being a slave to that shit another minute. I may be an addict, but I am not a slave. I have lied to everybody around me about my addiction, but te worst part (and easiest) was lying to myself.
You have my number.
What will you do to stay quit?
