Hi, all,
I'm not typically to one to worry or have anxiety, which is why this is bothering me so much. I've chewed Grizzly for about 10 years now. I typically went through a can about every 4 days. The last year I've cut back even more as I was chewing in secret after moving in with my fiance. Typically, one quick dip on the way home from work and maybe another late at night if I was the last one still awake.
So I threw my last can of chew away 4 days ago. I've done this before where I'd buy a can, take a chew and throw the can away. This time though I haven't went back and don't intend to. My problem now is the anxiety / paranoia. Day 1 I started having this dull pain in my left neck. Nothing severe and I tend to think I just strained something at the gym. But now I can't get this out of my head. I pop some ibuprofen and it goes away, but its there every morning since. It's really starting cause me to lose focus as my mind will race to the worse case scenario. Is this all part of the quit or should I be even more concerned? I know no one on here is going give medical advice, Just thought it might help to get some of your thoughts. I figure I'll wait this out a few days to see if it passes before I head to the Dr.
Appreciate your time!
Klobe, before you screw up like I did and put yourself deep in debt with completely unnecessary doctor bills (I had no insurance at the beginning of my quit), please click on
this link to view my intro. I was overdosing on nic daily and it ultimately forced me into a quit, and I had NO idea what to expect so I wasn't ready for it. I panicked, I cried deeply until I couldn't breathe, and just generally freaked out every moment of the day.
It wasn't until I came here and started posting and got reassurance from these other badasses that what I was experiencing was normal. I went 41 days on my own until I found this place, and it took me another 40 on top of that to feel even somewhat human again.
I am here with you now, at 195 days quit, a new man with more vigor and zest for life than I have ever had. I wish I had the luxury of knowing what to expect in advance, but even through all the horror I experienced, I am glad to have experienced it, strange as that may sound.
I implore you, please read my intro and bear in mind throughout that I got better, and you will too. That's a promise.
Reach out when you need help, brother.
Sam