Flanker,
This is the place to be man. You need to read up on how this site works. We aren't stoppers here. We are quitters. It's the nicotine bud. You're addicted to it, and it knows how to sneak back into your life whenever she wants. There's a ton of folks on here that know how to tell that bitch to shut up and sit down. Know why? Cause we're all addicts dude, all of us.
I saw you commented on my intro, notably my rant. I hope you see that for what it truly was. I cussed and spit and raged a good bit, and that was probably pretty entertaining, but I really hope you read what the other people in that thread said too.
I'm only early into my first quit, but there are many here who have been where you have. They will save your life if you listen. But look man, there's people here for everyone. It's a diverse group. There's people here that you'll identify with, and there's those that will piss you right the fuck off. But all of them promise you they won't use nicotine today, including me.
You should read up some, see how this place works. When you're ready, go ahead and jump all the way in. No one's asked me for a credit card, although Gmann did mention something about "Handy J's"... whatever those are...but yeah man, don't be a pussy. Stop letting that bitch snatch you around whenever she feels like it, I mean...she IS KILLING you. And you DO KNOW IT. Why you keep going back is on you bro. But you're not alone. The next time she comes calling, she will be answered by you AND all your brothers, and we fight dirty.
PIE