Welcome Drew...
Great intro and your story sound like most.
Couple things to think about. You have never quit! You stopped a couple times.
Stopping is not racing. Quiting is racing. (sorry another subject).
Also know you are an addict, that's addicted to the second strongest drug to man other than heroine.
You are gonna have some issues, just like the rest of us did.
Those first days SUCK!
Learn to love the SUCK.
It will SUCK till it doesn't.
Drink lots of water.. Stay off coffee and alcohol for a while.
And eat anything slower than you.
Anything in your mouth is better than cancer.
You need to quit... It will kill you. You can do it here. These are the best quiters in the world.
Listen to them.... Read everything they write. Learn all you can.
Also learn to post roll here
topic/11155274/Do it every day... Early.... Don't ever miss roll.
Do this for you.... Nobody else.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 197